So today I woke up feeling depressed and then I thought to myself, no, I will fight through this.
I'll learn more about growth marketing, someone reached out to me for free work (I may consider for experience), and I'm just going to keep going with the networking. I want to start content creation and have a few pieces that I'm working on to get 'noticed' - I don't know if they're good but at this point, does it really matter? So here is my action plan:
1- Update resume
2- Network
3- Apply to remote jobs
4- Learn more about growth marketing
5- Create content online - I may even try my hand at video content (TBD)
I'm tired of living in fear and scarcity mode. I'm sure things will settle once I have employment but until then, I don't want to feel bad. I'd just rather take action and help others in the meantime.
Also, re: weight- I'm hovering around 112lbs/113lbs. I need to make a strict attempt to get down by 7- 8lbs. It'll be easier after I visit my parents. But I need to be stricter with my calorie intake and keep the exercise consistent (at least 3 miles a day).
Re: diet, I seem to be reacting to a lot of stuff lately, I can't wait to see my GI MAP to see if I have any bacteria in my stomach that is affecting my stomach acid or if it's simply a matter of bringing stomach acid levels up. The latter is way easier than trying to eradicate a bacteria. I spent a year trying to clean up my gut but I don't know if I have been re-infected. Anyways, from a diet perspective, it's just eating lots of veggies, fruit, meat and incorporating celery juice, nothing too different from what I am doing today except cutting out processed foods (rice crackers, popcorn... coffee...)