It has been a WHILE.
I've just been dealing with health and emotions but back on! I feel that is neverending journey anyways.
I want to get down to my summer weight at min 107lbs, it's warming up here and I am more conscious about going outdoors.
Very conscious of my hair but I am working through that too. I am on a parasite gut protocol and am debating going to see a GI specialist. I definitely have absorption issues but I do not know for sure what is causing them =( but I do notice a slight difference with gut work and my energy and hair. I am nowhere near healed but am leaning in this direction.
Re: boys, ugh, had someone tell me they are not ready for a relationship earlier this week so am opening myself up to dating again, but very slowly as I am burnt out & still have feelings for this person and need to sort myself out emotionally, and I am at this point in my life OK to not have kids - I am closing in on 38 this year and am just accepting it may not be in the cards for me, which takes some pressure off. I would like to have a relationship, however.