Last really bad day today. It's gonna be incredibly hard to fight back the cravings and re-get back on track but I know I can do it. A big thing will be to keep myself occupied, and I will be back riding my horse again and will be making sure I get in all my steps so I should stay pretty busy. However work may slow down a touch being that it's the start of school and people's time and money are being spent on their kids, not their dogs.
I have NO idea what my calories were today.
I started off waking up early and have maybe 3 servings of that popcorn which is about 780 cals, right out of the gate.
I then went to the mall to get my mom a present since the bbq was sorta for her bday. I decided I wasn't hungry enough for lunch but would get a yogun fruz which is about 170 cals,
I then ate that and immediately proceeded to the food court and got a big slice of pizza, 2 big breadsticks, and a coke (though I really only had a couple small sips of the coke, and ate 3/4 of the pizza) which is about 975.
I then went to my mom's for the bbq (well we had it at the lake where I bought my new house as I could get a day pass to go) and had a can of pepsi, 2 hot dogs with ketchup and mustard, a couple chips, and a salad which is about 1080
Then went back to my mom's and had a large slice of cake, wild guess of 450
For a grand total of... 3455
In all honesty, I thought it might be worse. It's not GOOD obviously, but it's more closely related calorie wise to my 'usual bad' eating habits, even though it felt like I was gorging myself all day for worse than usual.
All my totals combined for the week, divided by the number of days means that I ate an average of 2253 cals a day which is probably close to maintenance, so though it has been a disappointing week, it could have been worse. And I've still had a good desire to post in my diary here, which usually when I fall off the wagon I don't have any desire to keep posting here so crossing fingers the fire is still lit.
Today's Totals
Calories: 3455
Steps: 6,700
Stairs: 15
Miles: 2.81
Calories Burned: 2044
Total Deficit: -1411