Tash*
New member
kicking myself....
Hey all,
Well I am sure bloody kicking myself today....had my six week weigh in this morning, had only lost 0.8kgs in two weeks!!!! Yes, any loss is a loss, but I felt terrible - had had quite a few 'bad' days over the past couple of weeks, one day I was sooo down that I indulged in some white chocolate covered shortbread biscuits (only two, damn they were good - but what I would give now to have not eaten them!!!), and I have been naughty and nibbling, stealing tiny little bites of yummy food from my daughters plate.....all this combined with only getting about 6 or 7 hours sleep a night (HUGE study load at the moment) and also not drinking enough water! I think I have been getting into a bit of a comfort zone - given that I've only got less than five kilos to go before I order my refeed. Am not feeling like the 'fat' person I was before, and the program's kind of been shifting out of my focus a bit. That's sooo dangerous to get into though, I know, so as of today am definitely going to step back up to the plate. Very dissapointed in myself though - my consultant today said that my weight loss should stay on about the same rate through the program if I follow it 100% - which means that I would have lost about four kilos in this past fortnight and would have been there ordering my refeed at 65kilos today instead of feeling like crap!!! BUGGER!!!
Shows the flip side to staying off the scales - I thought I would still be losing - didn't have to face up to my 'cheating'!
On a brighter note though, (and possibly the reason why I've been a bit 'vain') went and bought a few new clothes the other day - SIZE 10 JEANS AND TOP!!! YAY!! I don't think I've ever bought size 10 in my life!!
But am determined to stay focused now - I'm on the home stretch - and considering I've already gone and added a few extra weeks to my program- don't want to add any more - I want my social life back!!!
Sorry for the long post - had to get it out!!
Everyone is doing really well, good luck to all those starting their program, the tiredness will pass, and you will have a lot more energy!!
Where are all our people who've completed their refeed??? Myshy, DivineMissNat - we want to know what life's like on the other side!! Drop us a post if you're still out there!!
Hopefully by next Friday I'll be down a couple of kilos!! This week's goals - no salt, no cheese, no coke, lots of water, lots of sleep and NO CHEATING!!!
Take Care All,
Tash xox
Hey all,
Well I am sure bloody kicking myself today....had my six week weigh in this morning, had only lost 0.8kgs in two weeks!!!! Yes, any loss is a loss, but I felt terrible - had had quite a few 'bad' days over the past couple of weeks, one day I was sooo down that I indulged in some white chocolate covered shortbread biscuits (only two, damn they were good - but what I would give now to have not eaten them!!!), and I have been naughty and nibbling, stealing tiny little bites of yummy food from my daughters plate.....all this combined with only getting about 6 or 7 hours sleep a night (HUGE study load at the moment) and also not drinking enough water! I think I have been getting into a bit of a comfort zone - given that I've only got less than five kilos to go before I order my refeed. Am not feeling like the 'fat' person I was before, and the program's kind of been shifting out of my focus a bit. That's sooo dangerous to get into though, I know, so as of today am definitely going to step back up to the plate. Very dissapointed in myself though - my consultant today said that my weight loss should stay on about the same rate through the program if I follow it 100% - which means that I would have lost about four kilos in this past fortnight and would have been there ordering my refeed at 65kilos today instead of feeling like crap!!! BUGGER!!!
On a brighter note though, (and possibly the reason why I've been a bit 'vain') went and bought a few new clothes the other day - SIZE 10 JEANS AND TOP!!! YAY!! I don't think I've ever bought size 10 in my life!!
But am determined to stay focused now - I'm on the home stretch - and considering I've already gone and added a few extra weeks to my program- don't want to add any more - I want my social life back!!!
Sorry for the long post - had to get it out!!
Everyone is doing really well, good luck to all those starting their program, the tiredness will pass, and you will have a lot more energy!!
Where are all our people who've completed their refeed??? Myshy, DivineMissNat - we want to know what life's like on the other side!! Drop us a post if you're still out there!!
Hopefully by next Friday I'll be down a couple of kilos!! This week's goals - no salt, no cheese, no coke, lots of water, lots of sleep and NO CHEATING!!!
Take Care All,
Tash xox