Enf od Day 2 Refeed
Dear all,
I ended Day 2 with zero deviations! I feel so proud of myself.
Anyway, during the day, after lunch, I had to battle some sugar cravings so I chewed a piece of gum and drank a cup of tea with sweetener. Very soon after, it was dinner time at 530 as I have another work event at 7pm. So as I was eating tuna fish (I hate tuna) in increased amounts, it took me like 40 mins to finish my dinner. I was wondering when I will ever finish my food!
I was hungry again at about 10 plus so then I took my last serving of fruit and crackers. I wanted to update last night but I was so tired out with work that I hit the sack immediately after I came home.
I'm proud of myself for having not deviated at all. Especially so when the office stock of snacks and confectionery is right behind me so everytime when I turn out from my table, I will face packets of chocolate chip cookies, peanut cookies, sweets, sweet drinks, etc. I do get tempted but I have to constantly drill into my brain that I shall not deviate.
Ha... my colleagues laughed when they passed by my office table. This is because I had pasted two notes: 1) 14 days towards a successful Cohen graduate and 2) Day 2 of Refeed: Aim for ZERO deviation. It sounds very juvenile but I'm going to need all the brain power and psycho-ing I can get.
The weekend is here and that is the hardest part because I'm exposed to more temptations. I'm going to work hard here and will proudly announce that I went through Sat without any deviations.
I hope you all do not mind my daily or mid-day postings. Through this forum, this serves as an outlet for me to constantly encourage and remind myself to persevere on and not cave into any temptations.
And yes! I'm down by 0.3 kg today! I'm 66.3 kg now. Yipee!
Take care all, I hope Sat is good!