I know the feeling exactly of wishing to just be "overweight". I went through that already, and now I'm just wishing to hit the highest "normal" number. That's how I set my goal (at least for now). I'm really judging by how I feel about myself as I get closer and closer, but I had to pick something to look forward to, and so I picked getting out of that "overweight" column - but barely! You can do it, I had the same battle (for nearly 8 years off & on) but I'm doing it, and so can you!