douknowjello
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Hey Allie, just stopped by to see how you're doing. The "busy" fairy must have landed on you too, lol. Hope things are ok ~Lisa





NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!hey lisai hear you on the weight gain....had an awful few weeks and im finding it sooooo hard to regain control
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I got so sick of being stuck at 214 that i went off the rails for a bit and now when i checked this morning, Im back up at 223 againI know what i did wrong and worse than that I KNOWINGLY did it!!!!! I dont understand why i did that. Almost all the weight i lost when i was in hospital has reappeared and Im just sooo annoyed with myself for letting this happen. I have done nothing but eat unhealthy and fattening foods (not to mention the alcohol) for the last few weeks and i dont think i even enjoyed it all that much. So now im miserable, fatter and pissed off with myself
I know that i now need to pick myself up and get on with things...and eat things that are healthy, watch the cal content, etc. i even started a Christmas challenge to try to motivate myself. I just cant see how im ever going to get back to where i should be. I'v given myself extra work now! Dammit
Oh well, it's quite nice today so I think I will get myself out for a long walk with the dog and then do my toning exercises. Im going to start posting my food and exercise everyday as that does help me. If I have to write it down then I think about what Im eating.
So here goes for today!
Lunch - 2 slices toast and jam 300 cals
Dinner - Chilli with rice and yoghurt 800 cals
Snacks - Maltesers 110 cals, yoghurt 100 cals, 3x coffee 100 cals
Total cals - 1410 ish
Exercise today
3 mile walk - i have mapped a new walk so hopefully the weather will be dry this week and i can walk it every day.
Toning exercises - 20 mins
Yet another plan, yet another chance to mess it up. Im off to get walking and make sure that i DONT mess this up again. The thought of putting all that weight on again is horrific. If i can put on 10lbs in three weeks then bythe end of novemebr i will have gained it all back at this rateNOT GOING TO HAPPEN!