Hey everyone! Thanks so much for checking in on me. I've been really busy most of the time so I haven't had time to come on and whatnot.
My sister's offer has been accepted so that's been a big thing. We haven't started packing yet, but we need to. We have to be out by the end of the month. We can actually start moving our things in July 23, my sis has to be completely moved by then because of her condo selling and that's when the new people are moving, but we don't have to move until the end of the month. So I will still be busy so I may not be on so much until everything is done.
To be honest, I started biking and biking to CK and it went well. But I got busy a few days and couldn't and since then I haven't done a single thing. It kind gets me upset that I'm failing right now but I have been busy and to be honest I just needed a break. Even though I had one from my surgery, this is different. I have just been really stressed out with the whole moving thing and with work that I didn't want to even think about exercise and I just wanted to relax.
Once I move, I'm going to buy a treadmill so that I can slowly learn to run (in the privacy of my own house). Also, it'll be good for days that I just don't want to go to CK. Sometimes it's nice to just go home. So I will be going to CK but I also will be getting a treadmill. If I don't go to CK then I will do the treadmill to one of my many fav tv shows, lol.
So yes, I've been doing bad, but I just couldn't handle it. My brain has been about to explode being so stressed

I know that exercise can help relieve stress I've just been kinda down about everything and feeling like a failure. So even though I have been busy, the times I do have a lil bit of spare time I've been too down to even come on my computer. So today, that's changing.
Once I move, then I'll get back to it. I'll still be checking in but with packing and moving things it won't be so much. But I'll definately be on more than before, and definately in August I'll be back the way I used to
I have to take my bf to the bank so later tonight or tomorrow I will check in with your diaries
