Relly/Cerella HERE I GO AGAIN...another LB (and hopefully many more) BITE THE DUST!!!

Hey girlie!!! So glad that things are going well for you!!! Glad you are enjoying the water aerobics!!! Make sure you are getting your rest too woman!!! :)


Havent stopped by in a little while so i thought id say hey and see whats new!!!!


love you!!!! :):beating:
 
Ok SO...

Ive pretty much had no accountability...

Ive hardly gotten any sleep...

I went to water areobics only once this past week, not from lack of trying tho, on Wednesday it didnt clue into me that they werent runnin due to a holiday...and on Thursday I went out to meet my cous and his fam who flew in from Northern Alberta and then I ended up spending the day up at my aunts and uncles and didnt leave there till 730 so no areobics that day...

I am being distracted by a guy, lol...man oh man...for a bit there I wasnt too sure abt things...but I was allowing others judgement and experiences to taint my veiwes and visions...We went out a cpl times this week and im into him...Im just gonna sit back and see where it leads to...We have great comversations and talk alot, we tease and bug and play around...we get along really well...Im enjoying it...

Thursday I ate ok...I had a piece of lemon merange pie, well actually half cuz once I got it my granny was eyeing it up so I shared it...I had a delicious salad at the resturant and then for dinner it was a wide variety of appies...so I ate what I thought was the healthiest but I did have a cpl pieces of thin crust pizza...and a tiny tiny little buns wuith butter and cheese...lots of prawns, cucumbers and some chicken wings which were delicious cuz I couldnt tell you the last time I had one...

Friday was a write off...Had a chocolate roll and I mean I bought a big one and at most of it...had dibbs (YUM) a bbq hamburger and then I went out for Boston Pizza...I had water to drink and then a cesar salad (side) and buffalo fingers but we went to the casino afterwards adn then had 2 beers adn a shooter...a superman shoooter (YUM) and 2 bud lights with lime, this will be what i drink when i drink, 100 cals or so and it was good...I was out from 830pm till 245am lol!

Sat was bad too, went to a movie with the girls and my granny and I pigged out on pocprn and chocolate bars and a big ass coke HEH...then i had a friend over for dinner and we sat around and drank beer, LOL...I had three bud limes...

Today I will try my hardest to make better choices but we are going out for the afternoon to an open hous eand I am unsure what the food will be like...
 
My goals this week simple...

SLEEP!
Water Areobics 3 times
Walking in the ams along the beach after work
P90x - Im missing it and i need the weight training...
Water...(alkaline water)
 
M_Marie said:
love you!!!! :):beating:
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:beating::beating:AAAWWW:beating::beating:LOVE YOU TOO BABE:beating::beating:

Actually I was a little jealous when Clarence told me he was tlaking with you through Facebook on Friday, lol...I gotta make a point of getting there to chat wiht you, if you send me a msg I will get it on my phone and we can chat:)
 
HOLY SMOKES A ROO Cinder your one busy lady these days! New men in your life, wow I have been gone for awhile. heheheh

I'm happy to read about your good times with your new beau and your family time sounds like fun!

WOW on the variety of foods this past week. LOL we all have those weeks, so I understand. But at least your doing the water aerobics so keep that up and you should be fine.

You say you had a coke. Are you drinking diet or just regular???

So it looks like the reason your not eating so well last few days is due to eating out more often is that it??? Girl it's so hard to eat well when dating, I remember those days, WOOOO-HOOO I swear I lost about 25 pounds before I met my hubby and gained it all back within the first 6 months of dating him because all we did was go out and eat and see movies and hang out at ballgames etc.... We should have spent more time swimming or playing tennis, then maybe I would have been in better shape. LOL

Love will sometimes make you put on the pounds it's not fair!!!!! DAMN LOVE!! LOL It's a double edge sword. :ack2:

Keep motivated and keep on going to those swimming aerobics and should be just fine!!

GOOD LUCK TO YOU! the new guy sounds super sweet!
Hugs
Kim
 
My apologies for being such a biatch. I am not feeling well, and though that does not make up for treating ppl the way that I do, I don't do well with other's since I do perceive them as attacking me most of the time.

Anyways,Thanks for being kind when I have not.

Take Care.
 
uhhh so your menu this weekend sounds ALOT like mine hehehe... minus coke because well... i hate soda except for dr. pepper hehe.... glad to hear things are going well with your new little boy toy.... sounds like a nice guy. What all do you do with the water aerobics...i am picturing like... syconized swimmers hehehe.... breathstrokes.... swimming caps.... etc hehehe...
 
Miss Ladybug said:
HOLY SMOKES A ROO Cinder your one busy lady these days! New men in your life, wow I have been gone for awhile. heheheh

I'm happy to read about your good times with your new beau and your family time sounds like fun!

WOW on the variety of foods this past week. LOL we all have those weeks, so I understand. But at least your doing the water aerobics so keep that up and you should be fine.

You say you had a coke. Are you drinking diet or just regular???

So it looks like the reason your not eating so well last few days is due to eating out more often is that it??? Girl it's so hard to eat well when dating, I remember those days, WOOOO-HOOO I swear I lost about 25 pounds before I met my hubby and gained it all back within the first 6 months of dating him because all we did was go out and eat and see movies and hang out at ballgames etc.... We should have spent more time swimming or playing tennis, then maybe I would have been in better shape. LOL

Love will sometimes make you put on the pounds it's not fair!!!!! DAMN LOVE!! LOL It's a double edge sword. :ack2:

Keep motivated and keep on going to those swimming aerobics and should be just fine!!

GOOD LUCK TO YOU! the new guy sounds super sweet!
Hugs
Kim
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:hug2::DIm sooo glad your back Sweetie:D:hug2: Yes appearantly Ive been a busy lady...I said hey Im ready to date and then ya it seemed to ahve opened a bit of a flood gate...:smilielol5:

The guy im hangin with now isnt a b/f just someone Im hanging with and getting to know better...Im enjoying my time with him and im just gonna leave it at that and see what happens...He takes charge makes all the plans and it persuing me, exactly what i wanted, LOL!

I havent so much been eating out as I have been just eating on the run and not at home...

Ive had a crazzzzy whirl wind week...Thankfully it is over...

When i ate at Boston Pizza, we went cuz he needed to eat...however we were going for drinks later an di knew I needed to eat if I was gonna have some drinks...I needed to eat somethign real...

Reg coke unfortunately...I know i know...

Yes water areobics 3 times a week and p90x i gotta get back in there...between those and no carbs or sugar (added) i should get there...


Thankfully Bal (the guy) is into being healthier and loosing weight also...he is 250 and 6'4 not to shabby...a bit thick but nothing wrong with his body at allit is nice he is into healthier choices and he wants to be active as well...only prob with us is our work schedules we go for alot of coffee due to meeting before i go to work and he goes to the gym...

 
M_Marie said:
uhhh so your menu this weekend sounds ALOT like mine hehehe... minus coke because well... i hate soda except for dr. pepper hehe.... glad to hear things are going well with your new little boy toy.... sounds like a nice guy. What all do you do with the water aerobics...i am picturing like... syconized swimmers hehehe.... breathstrokes.... swimming caps.... etc hehehe...
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Ya know I had reservations with him but i mentioned a few things and boom i am seeing them...

Your so silly!

If that was what they did at water aerobics I wouldnt go:smilielol5:HA HA HA:smilielol5:Can you honestly picture me doing that shit!!!LOL:smilielol5:

Water Aeorbics is an aerobic class in the water...all the same jumping and running and yadda yadda yadda you do in a class you would do in the water with the water resistance...
 


Menu - Monday

ham
asain noodle salada (1/4 cup)
1 1/2 cups of brocolli/carrots

serving of chips

ham
2 cups of beets
glass of milk

2 big pieces of chocolate cake *hangs head in shame* (it was homemade too)
water a cpl liters so far

Exercise - 50 mins water areobics (just heading there)
 
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Blancita said:
Gosh girl, who is bringing yummy homemade cake around you?! Sheesh! No word from Jay? Bal is being nice?!
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Nope no word from Jay...guess he didnt like me in person...I am gonna eamil him this morning tho and just say hey I assume you didnt like me in person, lol i dunno...Im enjoying Bal anyway...Bal well, we tlaked abt a few things and boom they have changed, we tlaked abt his money obsession and he has redeemed himself to me...LOL...we had a great time the last two nights we went out. And Kaylea made the cake from scratch, YUM!!! I had a piece before water areobics and after lol!
 
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Yum chocolate cake... hopefully it was worth it... and by worth it i mean... had peanut butter icing :)
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Okay, I guess 2 pieces means 2 workouts! LOL LOL WOW Chocolate cake, I can't get anywhere near that stuff because it's my down fall.

I hope your workout was a good one. And I hope you pushed extra hard to burn a few extra calories for that second piece of cake. LOL LOL

Hope you have a great evening!
Hugs
Kim
 
Miss Ladybug said:
Okay, I guess 2 pieces means 2 workouts! LOL LOL WOW Chocolate cake, I can't get anywhere near that stuff because it's my down fall.

I hope your workout was a good one. And I hope you pushed extra hard to burn a few extra calories for that second piece of cake. LOL LOL

Hope you have a great evening!
Hugs
Kim
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HA HA HA never worked out today...been a long sleepless day filled with company BUT I did have a great evening spent it with Bal...Im slowly falling him...the last few times we have been out has been great...He told me he wants to take things slow...I think he is scared of my past adn my fear of beign hurt agian...

It is kinda cute and frustrating, in the movies he kept casually touching me here and there or resting his arm/hand on my leg, touching my thigh...but nothing more, he is starting to drive me crazzzy, LOL...

We have kissed once...it has been a few weeks adn lots of dates and nothing ... he is killing me, LOL
 
Oh darlin' you must be getting a little hot under the... ummm... collar, yeah thats it collar, right about now...

Look at you go though, nothing like bouncing back and getting right out there!

I'm sorry I've been a bad friend and haven't been around much. I deserve to be spanked or something. Just wanted to come by and say hi, tell you I'm still alive and I'm not trying to ignore anyone.
 
Blancita said:
OK, now he's redeeming himself after that quickie comment. Maybe you'll have a hot kiss on the next date?!
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:)Yes he totally has redeemed himself:)The things that were bugging me before are non existant, we have made alot of progress this last week...
 


A Plea for help...LOL

I really need to find some balance in my life before I crash and burn

I added water areobics into my schedule three times a week with a co-worker and it is a commitment...it is also something I need to leave the house for...

I added Bal into my life...We talk everyday...he wants to see me pretty much all the time...Which I love, I enjoy hanging out with him, Im starting to fall for him, I gotta watch myself...he is driving me crazy, lol...Id say on average we see eachother abt 3 times a week...He has me smiling more and more and he is on my mind more also...I know I will talk to him and see him tomorrow adn the next day adn etc ya know, it is a great feeling...this is through the week, in and around and above water areobics and work...

Im burning outfast...My only downtime is at work, sounds silly I know but i have the luxury of working alone...and I just dont feel like exercising when I come here, I NEED NEED NEED to get P90X in somewhere...I miss it.

I wanna shed this weight, Im ready too, I wanna know Im hot, ya know...Not that that is what it is all about...You guys know me well enough to know it certaintly isnt...

Unfortunately running off of nothing has been having me turn to more caffine and sugar and carbs which isnt helping me any...Im drinking less water, drinking more coffee and even grabbing pop when I need to...

I dunno how to balance my life...I have so much in it...I dont wanna give anything up, and Bal is for me, LOL...he is the first selfish thing I am doing for me...


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