Relly/Cerella HERE I GO AGAIN...another LB (and hopefully many more) BITE THE DUST!!!



Food today

Silohette yoguart
blueberries (1/2)
a chicken salad sandwich
a ice cream sandwich
shelled sunflower seeds
slushi (HEH)
pork stir fry
1 cup of brown rice
glass of milk
handful of chips (ok - lol)
a cpl of swedish berries (ICK)
a cpl coffee crisp bites (ICK)
can of coke

Water at least a liter

Exercise - 50 mins water areobics (it was a great class)

Did some sampling at work...oh all the junk food klcking around and was extremely disappointed in how gross it all tastedLOL

A little more carbs than usual and alittle more food than usual. And bread I havent had bread in forever...

 
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Karebare said:
Hi Relly....it feels great to be "wanted" doesnt it.....you lucky woman.

Doing better here...still not drinking either...making myself journal my food and my activity. Hoping by thursday I can be down a few LBs for my weigh in.

How is everything going with you on the diet/workout front....?

TTYL
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Hey You:)Good stuff with the still no drinking....Im so proud fo you Hun:hug2::hug2::hug2:Diet and exercise has been good, Ive been eating alot of salad...my carbs are still non existant or low, When I do eat them I belch like ya wouldnt believe and feel sick, LOL

Ya it was nice while it lasted...LOL...But I have come to a conclusion and i will write it in a seperate post

I will drop by soon Hun, Ive been busy and exhausted, lol.

M_Marie said:
uhhhhhhh oh! Someone must have the lovvvvvvvvvvve bugggggggg


where the hell have you been!!!! I feel like all our peeps are neglecting us these days!!!!

MISSSSSS U!!!!


how was your weeeknd girrrrrrrl


what was your favorite meal of the weekend!?!?!?
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No love bug but enjoying his company...it is just one more thing to add into an already crazzzy mix ya know!

I added water areobics and a guy into my schedule...LOL...alot to balance ontop of the kids adn work and exercise...

:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:I MISS YA TOO:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:
 


So Im PRETTY PROUD of myself, lol

I am/was enjoying Bal...LOL...I do truly like him BUT ive come to a CONCLUSION...

A few issues arrised over the last few days...

1)He wanted me to meet him at the casino and hang out which is all good and I did...BUT when I told him ho tired I amon Friday's and asked him to pick me up he wouldnt cuz it is outta his way...OK granted it is but it is only 15 mins from me...So that was a little flag...

2) The whole evening we were together at the casino everytime my phone went off he asked if it was lover boy texting me...(Jay, he knows abt Jay)

3)On SUnday he told me how he was with a bunch of rich single moms in white rock (he is a limo driver on the weekends) and he told me he was trying to hook him up...(all the more power to you)

4) He has never paid for anything or picked me up (im ok here cuz im independant but an offer might be nice, like to be a gentleman)

5)And on Monday he asked me to meet him on his side of the river for a quickie and hour before I had to be at work...we havent even had sex yet...and when i told him i couldnt he didnt want to talk to me anymore...

6)He keeps pushing me to trust him...he wants me to give him myself adn after the Corey stuff Im not going there again anytime to fast...He told me Im stuck in my past which I am not Ive worked very hard to get over my past however I am afraid of trusting and being hurt...but that is common to a degree and any man worth being a part of my life will be patient with that and work with it....He told me I need to make a choice to stay in my past or get over it and move on...But I think he is threatened and he is anxious for me to trust him...


7) THE BIGGEST ONE - He dated my boss (well she met him for coffee) and everyhtign she said abt him Ihadnt really seen, he was completely diff with me , which could mean nothing or BE A BIG RED FLAG!!!

He is also more materialistic than I am and I am very simple and down to earth...Im unsure how being in a family with him would work...if he is tight fisted then raising a family and having one together wouldnt mesh well and with the kids being mine I just cant see it going well...

So ive come to the conclusion he isnt right for me...he is fun and intriguing and excites me but these are FLAGS for me or should be...Im attracted to him cuz he is no good for me, he is what I am attracted to and that attraction always gets me hurt...

So im gonna see how this week goes with him but im pretty sure im done with him, if i have a change of heart or before i write him off completely i will talk to him abt the things I want and im looking for but Im pretty sure this door is closing...

Now get this

Jay the other guy...

I sent him a text telling him I will meet him whenever and we can figure it out...he texted me back right away, LOL...

Said tomorrow anytime after 11...I thought that was cuz he is busy till 11 but no he said 11 cuz he is going to come here from Abby just to meet me, Abby is abt 30 - 40 mins away...

Bal lives in Pitt Meadows adn it is 15 mins away with the new bridge...

Im meeting Jay...nothing abt him with us talking has given me any flags or gutt or hesitation...

I AM FOLLOWING MY GUTT AND BEING TRUE TO ME!!!

I think all along this is my lesson I keep missing...Im not true to myself...

Sadly I thinkIve been treated like garbage so much that I dont wven notice it anymore, I expect it and think it is normal and ok and it isnt...

Funny tho hey, how a wmn like me can be treated like shit adn feel she deserves it...

I think I am a very confident well put together wmn...but ya know...

Ok so that is my PROUD IVE GROWN UP MOMENT!!!
 
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SO ok... totally glad you are looking all of this and evaluating it and keeping your head inthe game!!! You go girl....


2nd... This is kinda funny, you could be the next bachlorette girl!!!! You have more boys pounding on your door since ive met you than i have since i started to date when i was 16!!!!!! WHAT GIVES!!!!! Tell me your secrets hehe..


( well dont really need them because im dating someone... but its good to know!!!! hehehe:smilielol5:)
 
Oh heck yeah keep your options open woman! WTF, how dare he not even come pick you up?! And then not wanting to speak with you cuz you dont want to hook up this soon after you just met? What an ass, I'm so glad you're giving this Jay guy a try. And if he doesn't work out, well NEXT!! Dont let the door hit ya on the way out boys! You do see now that due to the creation of the internet, men to flirt with and date are literally a dime a dozen. So many men, so little time lol.
 
Blancita said:
Oh heck yeah keep your options open woman! WTF, how dare he not even come pick you up?! And then not wanting to speak with you cuz you dont want to hook up this soon after you just met? What an ass, I'm so glad you're giving this Jay guy a try. And if he doesn't work out, well NEXT!! Dont let the door hit ya on the way out boys! You do see now that due to the creation of the internet, men to flirt with and date are literally a dime a dozen. So many men, so little time lol.
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Agreed. He's sounding like a jerk to me.

15 minutes is nothing, especially in the Lower Mainland.
Heck, when I lived in PoCo, and my girlfriend was at UBC, I drove out there to pick her up and I took her back there before going home again. That's like an hour each way.

And the quickie thing? Sheesh. Jerk.

Good for you for recognising these warning flags before getting in too deep.
 
I am glad thing seem to be going ok, and remember you deserve only the best !
 
M_Marie said:
SO ok... totally glad you are looking all of this and evaluating it and keeping your head inthe game!!! You go girl....


2nd... This is kinda funny, you could be the next bachlorette girl!!!! You have more boys pounding on your door since ive met you than i have since i started to date when i was 16!!!!!! WHAT GIVES!!!!! Tell me your secrets hehe..


( well dont really need them because im dating someone... but its good to know!!!! hehehe:smilielol5:)
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HEH ya know what I have no idea what hte secret is. I just always figured when I was ready they would come my way, LOL...Remember Im a girl that doesnt find herself attractive so it is a bit odd to me to have menand attractive sexy men at that interested in me...I meditate...subliminal cds maybe they are helping I cant say that thought hasnt crossed my mind.

Blancita said:
Oh heck yeah keep your options open woman! WTF, how dare he not even come pick you up?! And then not wanting to speak with you cuz you dont want to hook up this soon after you just met? What an ass, I'm so glad you're giving this Jay guy a try. And if he doesn't work out, well NEXT!! Dont let the door hit ya on the way out boys! You do see now that due to the creation of the internet, men to flirt with and date are literally a dime a dozen. So many men, so little time lol.
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HA HA HA - your totally right, one just needs to be strong enough to deal with them and weed them out...

Jay is a shy lil sweetie...and OMFG he was so damn good looking, im sure my jaw dropped down to the floor when he introduced himself to me...so much better looking than his pic...proof why you should never judge a book by its cover!


Korrie said:
hey girl! thanks for stopping by my diary and supporting me! i promise to stop by here more often!

heres the link to that challenge... http://weight-loss.fitness.com/club-challenges/32305-july-postcard-challenge.html

I hope you join!
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Good ole Relly, always joining challenges to support her friends!!!

Cord the Seeker said:
Agreed. He's sounding like a jerk to me.

15 minutes is nothing, especially in the Lower Mainland.
Heck, when I lived in PoCo, and my girlfriend was at UBC, I drove out there to pick her up and I took her back there before going home again. That's like an hour each way.

And the quickie thing? Sheesh. Jerk.

Good for you for recognising these warning flags before getting in too deep.
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Totally Cord..We went to The Boulavord Casino in Coquatlaim...Im just across the Port Mann on 160th. 15 mins tops...He was already in Coquatlaim...if I decide to continue on with him, we will talk first...lol

WOW to going out to UBC and back and such tha tis a looong ass way, LOL!!!I hate driving out there.

Trusylver said:
I am glad thing seem to be going ok, and remember you deserve only the best !
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Thanx Tru, Im learning LOL...Bout time HUH, one gets hurt enough I guess it get easier to notice things...

Ive been reading your diary I just havent posted again yet.
 
Blancita said:
Awesome that this other guy was a hottie!! How was your date?!
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I thought it was ok...we talked and such. Talk wasnt strain buit not super easy, he is very shy lol...I had to convince him to talk abt himslef but it flowed and so on...I think unless he didnt physically like me I dont see anything wrong with anything, lol.

Only time will tell I don't hear from him constantly anyway like daily...and i think the guys that I do are bad news, LOL.

Jay isnt agressive...

I hope I hear from him...

BUT

If I dont at least I put myself out there ya know...Im proud of myself for that.

And clearly guy are attracted to me and interested in me.

I really hope to hear from him...
 


Food Tuesday

Blueberries
silohette yoguart
large nectorine
a whole bunch of asparagus
strawberries
6 perogies
some spicey sausage not alot and it made me sick, worst tummy ache ever and running to the washroom...
bottle of pepsi
glass of milk

Water - yes...at least a liter and 1/2

Exercise - 30 min walk along the beach...actually on the beach walked out abt 15 on low tide

We tried to play tennis after driving around for over 30 mins without finding a court we gave up.



 
Great food day yesterday Rell. Has your weight been going down again or up and down like our usual?

Hope you hear from Jay soon, he sounds nice..
 
hey girl! Awesome job with the eating yesterday!!!! :)


Hope you hear from Jay soon! Sounds like a nice sweet quiet boy hehe.


you know those ones are always naughty heheheehehhehehe:coolgleamA:
 
Thanx gals...

I got a text from him this morning while i was nappin...

He said his meeting went well, he went to a interveiw with some friends, and he was at a buddies drinking and crashed there for the night texted me when he got home.

I havent heard back from him yet but im unsure lol...next time we talk im just gonna ask him what he thinks...''He is passive looking for a wmn to take control, sounds like my kinda guy, ha ha ha!

I told him as long as he is aggressive in the bedroom it is all good, HA!

I think if things go with Jay they will be slower and take patience but prob be very rewarding in the end...maybe end with my happy ending, ha...well all i can do is one step at a time...hopefully i hear from him again and he wants to see me agian...

This is what i hate abt dating...all the uncertainty but Jay is opposite any other guy ive bene with, so im learning that aggression and interest to fast and rightaway is a bad thing....

Oh as per food, I was impressed with myself when I wrote it all down:)
 
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Food Wednesday

Asparagus
strawberries
nectorine (bug one)
tuna sub on white with extra cheese (6 inch)
big salad with bbq chicken, snap peas, carrots, sunflower seeds and croutons
cob of corn
nutrigrain bar

2 cokes

24 oz of water

Exercise - none - went to the pool for water areobics but none cuz of the holiday - DUH lol...So ic ame home worked more on the house and watched Wipe Out:)!!!


 
girl!! Stay away from the bug necterines.... they sound pretty nasty!!!! :) lol


I need to work on my house tonight for sure. There are piles and piles of dishes. Damn i need a dish washer!!! I HATE dishes... hate hate hate lol


food looks pretty good for the day though! :)
 
SO I spent an hour posting abt my last few days...and lost my interenet connection so BLAH, LOL,...

I will repost later maybe, ha ha ha

Ive been stinking busy...between water areobics 3 times a week and Bal I have no free time or energy...Bal gets what little is left of my time and energy and even at that I think he has a hard time with it..

Anyway on thursday night Bal and I went out before I went to work and we went out on a date last night which was realyl nice.

He has totalyl redeemed himself to me...He paid for everythign , well, dinner and golf , i paid for drinks later at the casino...he was a perfect gentleman we had great convo and he talked abt a bit issue which I will bring up later...we talked abt his veiws on money and his materilistic veiws, will talk abt it in a bit:)

It was all good.Im very happy were I am at righ tnow with him and how things are going...Im just gonna sit back and let things happen see where they go.

I allowed what Steph and Michelle were saying to taint my vison of him when I havent even seen any of this...

Anyway gotta go for now...

Still havent heard from Jay
 
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