So today has been a roller coaster of emotions. Weighed myself and I'm back to 212 and I'm honestly not sure why or if I just picked the wrong time/day to weigh myself. But that's frustrating to see it there again.
Then went to spend time with Sam this morning. Just wanted to do something relaxing so we just walked around and I let him graze. We spent a good hour to hour an a half just doing that. Was a very nice way to start the day.
After that, started to pay the deck for my grandparents and about half way through, I stopped for a bit since my mom and her boyfriend stopped by. Just before they were about to head off again though, my grandma went downhill and needed to go to the hospital. Her knee was bothering her (she had a second surgery on it recently) and her kidney area was also hurting. She was in tears from pain and I had to help my grandpa get her into the car. Her health has been going down for a while and pretty much everyone is pretty sure that she's not going to make it beyond this year.
It's pretty hard to see her like this, especially since I lost my other grandma in November. Anyway, so this grandma is back home now for the night but she's still in really bad shape. Hospital was super busy apparently so she wanted the quiet of being home instead of that or something. So I've no idea what's all going on. But I'm going to check in on her in the morning and see how she's doing.
And because of this, I was a little too emotionally drained to work with Sam or do any other excersize other than the slow walk from this morning so I've just had supper and plan to go to bed soon. So ya, it's been a very draining day with a few good parts in it too.
Hopefully this next week is better. Both that my grandma does better and I manage to lose weight. Right now I'm feeling kinda down about some of this stuff, but I'm sure after a good nights sleep I'll feel better.
And a few pics. One of Sam from this morning, two of Monster begging for attention (I swear she wasn't actually grumpy, just wanting some loving lol), and last but not least, Sheba the great Pyrenees cross pooch. The cat and dog were interruptions during my painting time and I love the timing of the pics I got of Monster xD.