Thanks so much Loch, im the same - have been going up and down for years, I usually lose about 10kg then give up and end up putting it all back on plus some! This time I am also trying to change my mind set and look it as revamping my entire lifestyle, not just "going on a diet". Loving the energy and confidence regular exercise is giving me. I also struggle a bit with depression and am finding this is much easier to deal with when I exercise regularly - all those natural endorphins! Having a very positive day, have been for my jog/walk and have MMA tonight again which I am really looking forward to - am thinking of investing in a calorie counter like Fitbit or Bodybugg - does anyone have any suggestions for these? No idea where to start!