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Kate 
I let myself go big time on the dance machine lol. No awkwardness for me. Just a mad frenzy of stomps and jumping. I'm alright.... Nicks still on his bestest behaviour. I still can't mentally let things go, and I have that fake feeling that I talked about earlier. But he is listening to what I'm saying and replying. We are having CONVERSATIONS baby! Haha. My food this week has been excellent. I am proud of myself
Joh I do so want a big bum! I did all those squats and Bulgarian bum lift thingies for at least two months in the hope of getting a fabulously round big derrier on a skinny body eventually. But, alas, I stopped doing the blimming exercises, and I think my arse has definitely lost volume.
Rox You are the master of keeping your food great when everything else is going down the pan! And you are such a huge inspiration to me.
You will have to lean in close everybody.... because I have got a secret.... shhhhhh.....
Well... I said to rox that I really wanted to see her saucy photos, and she sent me one, and ohlala, she is HOT! Anyway... that was the same night that Nick lit the whole bedroom with candles and scattered rose petals, and I thought I'd take a picture of it.... So I had the camera in the bedroom, and I was naked, and I thought about foxy roxies sexy pics, and I got Nick to take a few dirty pics of me! I said to Rox that I had taken some pics because of her, and I almost felt like sending her one back, and she convinced me too

So you know what this is ladies.... Its a BREAKTHROUGH, a big fat naked breakthrough lol. I know my body is far from perfect, but I had the bloody confidence to bare almost-all to another girl, which is probably worse than a bloke! So just thought I'd share that with you lol

If you had said to me two days ago that I would even let Nick take a naked photo of me, or I would share it with anyone, I wouldn't have believed you!
Can't believe I've told you all that now, I will never show my face on here again
Random.... I had a dream last night that I was a supermodel, with a big smile of my face walking up and down the runway at a fashion show. I was hovering at a party as well, standing in groups of people but not saying anything, just grinning a big grin. So... I woke up, showered, got dry. Then I went to put my make-up on, and I had sore red lines like brackets either side of my mouth! I had obviously been grinning in my actual sleep lol. I thought the average dream only lasted about 20 minutes, so how the hell I got sore smile creases from 20 minutes of sleep grinning I don't know! Although if I were to get the figure of a supermodel, not that that is even possible, I would definitely smile that much lol. In my dreams!!!
Random numero twoi... I was queuing up to get cigarettes, not looking at the chocolates, when a bright orange packet caught my eye. It didn't even belong there, someone had obviously picked it up from the main part of the shop then discarded it. Why do coin shaped things always tempt me when I'm lining up for fags, arrggghhh. Anyway, you'll be pleased to know there was no stealing involved this time. But it was Hersheys peanut butter cups which Tete and Joh have been raving about only the other day. I said to them how on earth can I be craving something I haven't even tried lol. And ohmygod nomnomnom, they are the nicest chocolate EVER.
I went shopping today for winter clothes/coats/footwear for my kids... spent an absolute fortune and came back with an unmanageable amount of bags.
This is tonights dinner, red thai curry. The rice wasn't great as nick didn't rinse it properly (he came down to help as the kids were overexcited), but it was still superniiiiiice. It tasted like something you would get in a restaurant. And not a bad one. Which is nice.
Food
Shreddies 288
3 peanut butter cups (could so eat 50) and a cappuccino 350
Thai red curry with basmati rice 585
3 coffees 75
=1298
Exercise
4 hours slow walking