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Becky We will have to agree to disagree because I think you look loads slimmer than me! Yeah I do really like cooking

Nick does the washing up in the evenings (mostly) so I haven't gotta worry about the boring part! You should get your bf to do the washing up if you cook something nice as well, its fair as you will have put the effort into making the meal. I especially love chopping things up, I try and go faster and fast each time. I want to chop like a proper chef lol. As much as I like cooking I wouldn't want to be a chef. From being a waitress I know how stressy restaurant kitchens can get, and I would never get a fag or toilet break lol. I would prefer a job where I don't have to do much actual work or standing

Better go and check up on you to see if that job got back to you that your friend told you about....
Jasper Thanks, I actually felt slim today! It feels great, if a little scary. I'm just not used to it!
Yup^^^ I went out today in my size 12 top and my size 12 jeans (which both fit

), and I felt really good. I definitely feel more confident going out now my eyebags are much better, I feel more feminine, and good in my new clothes. I think I might feel okay enough to go to a non-pubby style nightclub again. I feel shaky and panicky just thinking about it... But I love dancing like a prat... and the thought of my last expedition out clubbing (which half destroyed me) being my last one ever makes me sad. So I am going to do it. Its been at least 5 months now, and that is long enough! So I'm going to see if Nicks mum can babysit on the 17th. If not the 24th as she likes some notice. Actually she's going on holiday soon... Hope it'll be okay!
I bought the dance mat! Couldn't wait to sell stuff first, I want it NOW!
Going to the zoo tomorrow, I made a big picnic, including a large salad. I did hard boiled eggs, new potatoes, and posh sandwiches, and also got posh crisps, fruit jelly and dolly mixtures
I didn't eat properly today really but my cals are fine.
Food
Porridge with apple and cinnamon
Door step size bit of multigrain bread with butter
KFC chicken breast
Apple
3 coffees
=1284
Exercise
7 minutes trampoline
1 mile walking
NEED TO START MY SIT-UPS AGAIN!!!!!