Sorry you were feeling crappy... Why did you have to cancel the hunting trip? Sounds like it would have been fun. And it sure doesn't sound fair that you have to do all the food stuff if you aren't even going any more. What's up with that???
I joined this gun club about nine years ago...it wasn't long before they gave me charter member status cause I liked to help out alot and was there steady (which saves me a membership fee and i get to voice my opinion on issues etc.) . Along the same time, I introduced the senior members to grouse hunting, (and then deer hunting) and to get the ball rolling, I organized the lodging, food, etc for their comfort. And once we got there, I did the cooking and made sure everything flowed well to their enjoyment.
Now its kinda expected of me...cause these guys wouldnt know where to start. (The food bill was $800 for seven guys for 6 nites lol. They are eating well...with the instructions I left them lol)
The reason I am not going this year (or didn't go last year) is I find it tooo demanding and I never really relaxed while I was there. There was a couple of personal issues that started bothering me with some of the group and I just had enough. Its not fun when your not having fun.
Plus, a week of hunting birds gets boring....especially if there isn't many to be seen, or too many! A week is just too long for me.
So, I help them out so they can still enjoy it.
Come November, I organize the deer hunting with part of the same group. I enjoy it alot more....We eat supper in restaurants every nite and I only have to contend with getting lunches organized (basically soup/stew/chilli and sandwiches. (Although I do take on the land lease agreement, the trail cameras, the deer feed, and pre season preparation of blinds etc. but I find that part enjoyable)
So thats it in a nutshell....thanks for asking....I needed to vent lol.