Love me for life!!!!
OKAY......SO RECAP:
...I was HORRIBLE this past weekend, TONS of DRINKING, tons of HAPPY hours, Tons of chocolate M&Msss...LOL....salty foods, and BLAH...oh WELL! I had FUN!
San Francisco was GREAT, and the TWINS, were MORE BEAUTIFUL & STUPENDOUS in REAL life than I COULD ever EXPLAIN!!! BUT all in all....they are HILARIOUS, BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, OUTGOING, and EVERYTHING you could IMAGINE.......

I only WISH I had more time to spend with them.....
...I'm GLAD that VEGAS will be A LOT of time with everyone, and SOLO too....as I did notice how my bf did get uncomfortable with the FACT that HIS SISTER is a LESBIAN (which doesn't bother me one bit) BUT it does HIM......

...probably one of the REASONS she lives in SAN FRANCISCO....too...because she can BE FREE out there...I think he was JUST HOPING to NOT SEE such displays of AFFECTION though...BUT HEY...."LIVE WITH IT"
BUT all in all....OUR TRIP was AMAZING, and on SAT...we drove along the COAST and had many stops, and FOUND him to be acting himself again.....hahha.....BUT the TRIP was amazing, and I LOVE the DRIVE

...so RELAXING...!!!
.....I CAN NOT TELL you all WHAT "SEEING" the TWINS in the "FLESH" did for my MOTIVATION..!!!!

I feel the SUCCESS coming ALREADY, and I SOOOOO DON"T want to LET them DOWN now, as THEY HAVE seen me in THE WORKS as I am NOW

........sooooo I AM now....MORE AWARE than EVER....that WE ARE "REALLLLLL"...as funny as THAT SOUNDS....but IT IS TRUE....I AM MOTIVATED.....and WILL ARRIVE TO MY GOAL of SMASHING these POUNDS....and I WILL tell YOU all HOW MUCH I realized that I LOVE running and I MISSED IT....I'm BACK on the RUNNING train, and I WANT it more than EVER NOW....there is a 1/2 marathon coming in FEBRUARY, but HONESTLY I want a SOONER one, so GOOGLE again it is.....
....I have NOW decided to GO EASIER on myself, yet HARDER at the same time,.....meaning MORE WORKOUT.....daily HOPEFULLY, yet LESS expectations, and MORE HAPPINESS.....I am sick of setting myself UP for failure, with expecting too much, so IF 1lb a week COMES off BY VEGAS that will be 14lbs more.......

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...SO LOVE MYSELF it IS!!! WooooHOOOO!!!!
