We have been working hard!
Dear all,
It has been 10 days of no deviations and I'm looking forward to Day 11! I have been so busy for the past few days as I had a course to attend. The last day was a challenge because I was especially tired and I realized that I had cravings for sweet food. I wonder why... But anyway, I'm glad that I did not sucummb to it! I prayed really hard man...
Oh... on the first day of my course, I met up with my ex classmates and they were absolutely shocked at how different I have become. They couldn't recognize me and they said that I looked more radiant and vibrant. They were very impressed at how much I had lost and how much I had pesevered through. I guess the piece of action that touched me was that they made sure they were eating at places that allowed me to bring my own food to eat at the place. So I thought that gesture was sweet especially when we had not met up for a long time. Anyway, the thing was, I found myself being more accepted into their group. Maybe it's because I looked younger and more vibrant...
Another thing was I went shopping at Dorothy Perkins yesterday since there was a 20% sale. (Eversince I'm on the Cohen meal, I have been a sucker for sales!) And I realized that size 14 is too big for me! I'm now onto DP size 12! Of course, I think DP's cutting is more suited for big-built ladies but it means that I'm slowly reaching towards size 12!
For the past week, it has been tough for me because out of 5 dinners, I ate 3 outside. Did my best to eat salads with as little dressing as possible. I feel that I'm working damn hard on this program but again having a goal keeps me motivated. Anyway, I've been a naughty girl. I have been anxious about reaching to below 70 kg so I have been stepping on the scales every morning. This morning, my scales read 69.9 kg and when I weighed again, it was 70.2 kg. So which one should I take? Hee... I chose to take the lighter one...

Anyway, this week, I lost only 600g. I hope this will get better soon. But I'm going to impose a ban on the scales for 1 week. Think this week was bad.. becoming too obsessed about my weight and for one day when I didn't lose any grams, I risked myself getting discouraged.
Anyway, just thought I should have an outlet here. I'm aiming for 14 days of no deviations and I'm going to reward myself to a movie. Till then, hopefully, I'm officially below 70 kg and I would have about 5 more kg to go!
Take care all, during the weekend! Continue to work hard1