BmOhearn's diary

So i stayed home sick from school today. All i've had to eat is a few oreos. I'm going to see if my boyfriend and i can get something for dinner that tastes sort of good. i dont feel well still. So i dont know what i'll have. Whatever. I went to school for the quiz today. Didnt stay for the serving part. (my table service class) I was having an anxiety attack at the time. SO i needed to go home. I also called into work today. I have to work a double tomorrow, so i'm definately going. tonight is about homework and sleeping. I need to get well.
 
i got lots of rest, and i'm feeling a lot better. I went back to work on Friday. ONLY because i had to work a double, and i really needed the hours. I felt sick the whole time, but they put me in the office answering phones for take-out, so i wasnt around all that food.

Food wise: i've been doing pretty good. I try to have fruit and protein for breakfast... so i can make it through work ok. And then see what i can find for dinner and such. I havent been exercising. I still feel sick when i get home at the end of the day... so i'm not really up to it. But i think i am feeling a lot better today.

I just woke up, and the first thing that hits my head is that i NEVER have a day to myself. EVER EVER EVER. I guess its part of growing up. I work full time, and go to school full time. And on the few nights i have off from work...Which are 2 of the 3 days that i have school...i have to visit my mom, and then visit my dad on the other day. Its just the way it works.

Plus, this vacation... i have TONS of school work to catch up on.

Back to the exercise thing...I think i get plenty of it working in the restaurant anyways. But i still want to do my sit ups.


Today's agenda:
1. sit ups
2. Set up a checking and a savings account
3. Buy a moisturizer
4. Go to my insurance agent and pay them so i dont lose my insurance.
5. Stop at work and pick up the amazing dinner rolls for my father whom i am visiting tonight.
6. Put gas in my car.
7. study for my midterms that are right after vacation.
8. visit my father.
9. Call cingular so i can get a new phone!!!

I hate being busy. And i hate spending money. I always feel it could have been better spent somewhere else.

Danny is still in bed. I am hoping he will go on my errands with me. I want to go somewhat soon so that we can still spend a few hours with eachother before i go to my father's house tonight.

BUSY BUSY BUSY

I'll comment on other diaries as soon as i can.
 
It sounds like your bug was really nasty. I'm glad you're getting over it now.

You're right about it being hard to have a whole day to yourself when you're grown up. Your study/work thing is a lot more of a challenge than most people deal with though. It is great that you are so accepting of responsibility. I reckon you will have the chance for more free time when study isn't such a big thing in your life.

You might get some then..........at least until you have children!

I'm really glad you are developing a good breakfast habit. :D
 
glad to see you are feeling better! and days to yourself is a blessing! I don't get days to myself... I get minutes and I love every one of them.. You'll get used to it;) Hope your having a good week!
 
i am completely aware that i will get less and less time to myself as life goes on. lol.

Ummm...i havent updated in a while. Yesterday i worked a 12 hour day with no break.

I had a fruit cup this morning. 80 calories.

Right now i'm going to eat lunch. I am making macaroni and cheese because there was nothing else in the house. Except for some yogurt which i am going to eat as well, but i knew that wouldnt fill me up.

I woke up at 5am when Dan went to go snowboarding with his friends. (i'm mad because i wanted to go too) i was up untitl 6:30...but then fell back asleep until 12:30-ish. Now i'm making lunch.

I should probably get some homework done. I have to read a book...but i'm just going to spark notes it.

In an hour or so i am going to go to my mom/brother's house. So we can hang out. I'll bring the dogs on a walk with him for my exercise today.

I am such a bum. I dont even want to move today. i just want to do NOTHING!

Next week in work, my hours are cut down a little bit. I have 32 instead of 40. I get monday, wednesday, and friday off.

I'm going to go eat.
 
Update on life

Losing weight has become overly important to me. I hate seeing people from highschool who i thought used to be skinny, and now are REALLY SKINNY. But i still think they look good.

Food yesterday:
breakfast: 1/2 a thing of yogurt. 75 calories
Lunch: 1 salad with italian dressing, 1 meatball panini
Dinner: 1 crispy chicken twister wrap and a diet pepsi. 650 calories

i dont know how much my lunch was. But i definately stayed within limits. And...for drinks... i had 1 cup or raspberry icetea, and the rest water.

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Today i havent eaten anything yet. I want to get 1 mcdonald's cheeseburger... no fries. Cuz thats what i'm in the mood for. 290 calories.

But i also have a yogurt in the fridge that i wanted to eat today. DINNER MAYBE?

Hmmmm.... i want to exercise today. I am going to do some sit ups when i get back home, and i think a walk would be nice too.


Other things i need to get done today:
1. go to the bank and deposit my check
2. put gas in my car
3. Go to my dad's house. (but i wont be leaving until about 4:00-5:00 ish
4. clean my room


I have to work all day tomorrow, and the night shift on Sunday. So sunday morning i'm going to do my studying.

I might get called into work today at 3:00pm. But i might just not answer my phone. Cuz i dont want to work today!!

Well... its about noon time now. So i better get my butt in gear!

Like i said earlier:

I really am into this losing weight thing now. It took the back burner for the last couple of weeks because i had to concentrate so much on work. But now work is still overwhelming...but i've gotten used to it, and i can now do both. I just want to be one of those girls that everyone envies. And i want all my bf's friends to envy him for having me. It would make me feel so good about myself. So... i'm going to do it. I do what wishes is doing... and do the famine for 40 hours.

I got my paycheck yesterday. $487.00 for the last 2 weeks. Not so bad.
 
oh yeah. I think i've lost more weight...but i havent gotten a chance to weigh myself... my scale is broken. So when i go to my father's house tonight. (assuming i dont have to work) i will weigh myself. (take probably about 3lbs off that amount...b/c it will be at night, and i weigh about 3 lbs more at night then i do in the morning)
 
i got called into work. I have to leave in an hour and a half. oh well. A few extra bucks. i had a peach yogurt, and then a bunch of kai kaprow. it was good. I'm full for the night now though.
 
Your food is really improving all the time. I love that. :)

I hope your scales tell you something happy when you get to them. It can be confusing if you are changing from one set to another. At the shopping centre I go to, there is a 3 pound difference between the two sets of "super accurate" scales! LOL.

At least you know you are doing great and making real progress regardless. :)

Yay for payday!!

I just looked up Kai Kaprow. It sounds YUM!

I hope your weekend is great too. :)
 
First post in a long time

I am starting my exercise routine for April already. I will do as many weight bench bar lifts as i can. (right now i can only do 20) a whole bunch of sit ups in my ab chair, and i'm going to work on my running plan. I just did the weight bench, and after i finish posting i am going to do some sit ups, then take a shower. I had a piece of chocolate cake for breakfast. and a bottle of water. lol. BAD FOR ME. But i'm not really going to be eating for the rest of the day. (i have work from 12:00pm to 9:30pm)

I still dont have a scale. :(

Work is going great still. I think once i figure out the rest of my financial in formation...i'm going to sign up for a gym membership. I want to go swimming for some exercise during the summer.

I set semi-unrealistic goals for april and may. i want to lose 10lbs in april. 8lbs in may. I think i'll be able to do it. I just have to be super strict on myself. I just have to keep up with my exercise, and eat healthy. Lots of water... blah blah blah. Bikini season is coming, and i want to look nice. I know i wont be to my goal weight for a while, but i want to be strict.

Ummm....yeah. Not too much else is new here. i work a whole bunch. Thats pretty much it. Pay day is coming up soon. Yay for pay day again. lol.
 
I agree!! Lovely to see a post, and know that things are still going ok with you.

You have lots of good thoughts about your exercise too. :)
 
Today i've had a cheeseburger sub, and a slice of chocolate cake. Thats it. Bad on calories. I did the weight bench earlier, so i got a little bit of exercise.

Tomorrow i have a midterm tomorrow morning that i cant find my papers to study with. It sucks. I want to scream in frustration.

Tomorrow morning i have school. Then i am going to come home and exercise. If its nice out, i'll go for a walk. Then i'll do 50 sit ups and 20 bar lifts on the weight bench.

Breakfast tomorrow: fruit cup and a bottle of water
Lunch: No idea, but it will be healthy.
Dinner: NO idea at all. I"m going to be at my dad's house.

I am going to start my 5K plan in April.

Its 10:15 right now, and i need lots of sleep.
 
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