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Cerelly!

How you doing amiga, long time no see. How are things going?

If you ain't good, I ain't good, so cheer up! Talk to you later.
 
Hey Relly, just checking up on you.. Are you feeling any better these days? What's going on with this online special "friend"?? Did you send him some hot tata pics hehe (like your avi? hehe). Well I hope this message finds you well sweetie :).
 
Thanx for checkin up on me, been busy and tired...will update tonight hopefully...

I will share my good news thou.Taneesha had the cardiologist appt yesturday and she has a good strong healthy heart:):):)!!!
 
Hi C!

Hope you get to get in some rest this weekend and some sleep. I see you lost 8 pounds on the challenge so far! Whoo hoo!! You're amazing!
 
That's great news about Taneesha's heart! :hurray:

I'm also happy you got some much needed sleep! :)

I think you made the right decision in cutting ties with the ex--as much as you can considering you have a child together, anyway. I don't think he's any good for you. I really hope you get to a place where you feel comfortable dating in the flesh..lol. You deserve a really great guy, and I hope it happens. :)
 
Thanx BB,

I know I deserve better and I do want better and I will find it when I am ready, Im just not ya know.Im overweight and hate my looks, till im ready to address that I wont be dating in the flesh...

As far as the guy im friends with is concerned...all is good with us, we are good close friends...I just think what the prob is, for one, I have such major trsut issues beyond your wildest imaginations...John did so much damage to me and I took yrs working on reversing the damage and I did but issues still rise ya know...hard to explain i guess...I am happy with how things are between us, he is a genuine great guy that cares for me alot and I think it just overloaded me with all I was going through with hurting myself and not being able to exercise and with the ex and the kids health and so on...

OTHER SIDE NOTE:I was talking to my mom but how I have been feeling lately and such and she filled me in on some info about my meditationg and such.She told me that the meditation also drags up shit to deal with and so on, that it is moving things around and dealing with things and does randomly come out in moods...maybe that has been contributing to me downward spiral, I have been mediatating now for 2 months and also hadnt had the time to do it in the last week and a half or such.Just exhausted and busy...so i will restart my yoga and mediating when I return from the island...

I guerss other than that, I have nothing more really to report...Ive had a rough cpl of weeks, lol, im licking my wounds and getting there...Everythign piled up on me at once and it just hit me hard all my little things...

thanx for checkin up on me and keeping my diary circulating, LOL.

SAD SIDE NOTE...All my stress has ballooned me back up:(DStress is horrible to me, I gotta get back on my happy medium playing field

Oh and another weird thing...My nose is totally rejecting my nose ring, Ive been going through nose rings like crazy, they just literally fall outta my nose.My nose pushes them out, so it is tryin hard to reject it but im not giving up:(I love my nose ring it is cute, im use to it and i like it:(

I have prob spent east 50 bucks on nose rings that i loose and fall outta my nose, left right and center.I wake up from my naps with no ring, i wake up in the middle of the night with no ring, and yadda yadda yadda, we actually wath my nose push it out...


 
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You were on the island? You got a nose ring? You got issues? Hey, congratulations on eight pounds lost. Just stick at it! Have you taken your measurements? It seems to me you do a heck of a lot of exercise. My trainer told me I was eating way too many carbs at bedtime (lentils) and he told me to start counting carb and protein grams which I am. He suggested 150 grams of each per day but my carbs are often lower. Anyway, my weight has started to drop.

Mind you its much easier cooking the food you want when you don't have a small child to cook for too. What kind of healthy food does Taneesha like?
 
Hey there you :)

first I am so happy that taneesha is healthy. that is great.

no sadness you hear? we love you. i hope you know that.
 
I have never heard of a nose rejecting a ring! Lol. Its sorta funny. I hope you can find a way to get rid of the stress, yoga really helps me with that. I used to have some anger issues. (not with people really, more with objects and little things around me), and yoga helped me calm down a bit. I'm here whenever you wanna talk darlin!
 
Hang in there relly, you have had a good loss so far in the challenge :). It is also good that you have a male friend who is just a friend who cares.

remember you have a lot of friends here who also care.:grouphug:
 
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I have been mediatating now for 2 months and also hadnt had the time to do it in the last week and a half or such.Just exhausted and busy
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Awwww that sucks :p Hug for you! :hug2: Night shifts, stress, and crummy feelings are all total obstacles but you can fight them :boxing: We're here to support you my dear. Take care of yourself! :grouphug:
 
DITTO what Kimberly and Val said!

:hug2: :grouphug:

You have had A LOT on yer plate..*Hang in there sweetie.*

2009 has just got to be our year!!

Changes are comin' for us; We are gonna ROCK! ;)

<3 Stacy :beating:
 
Thanx everyone for all your love and support, it means more to me than you realize.

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Hey girly.. thanks for all the support you have shown me and the fact that you more then most of my friends have been there to talk me through so crazy shit. lol anyways we both need this to be a great year for us and to have our kids healthy as can be. As they are the world to us. and if any guy can't see that then screw them we don't need them to be strong for our children and ourselves. lots of hugs and i'm glad taneesha's appt went great.
 
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