19 With a Dream; The Diary of a Fat Child.

Thanks for posting the pictures :) lol you really werent kidding when you were talking about your workout scenery.

It's cool to see someone who weighs the same as me. We carry our weight a little bit differently, my thighs are MUCH bigger than yours lol. I was looking at your measurements and comparing them to mine and it was really interesting. I need to go post my new measurements in my diary. It really is fun to lose inches- so far I have lost 17.5 inches. Lol this last month I actually lost 2 inches off each calf- I'm not quite sure how that happened lol.

But good job posting those pictures, you will be very glad you have them to look back at :)

By the way, you might have already said this, but how tall are you?
 
somethingnew912 said:
Thanks for posting the pictures :) lol you really werent kidding when you were talking about your workout scenery.

It's cool to see someone who weighs the same as me. We carry our weight a little bit differently, my thighs are MUCH bigger than yours lol. I was looking at your measurements and comparing them to mine and it was really interesting. I need to go post my new measurements in my diary. It really is fun to lose inches- so far I have lost 17.5 inches. Lol this last month I actually lost 2 inches off each calf- I'm not quite sure how that happened lol.

But good job posting those pictures, you will be very glad you have them to look back at :)

By the way, you might have already said this, but how tall are you?
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5'6-5'7
It's the only spot for the treadmill in the house hahah!~
 
Monday April 30th 2007 10:41

Well today was a good, accomplishing day. I'm glad I could break away from working for the day. It's nice to be able to go for afternoon (inside) and in the evening around the burbs. I think I'll do my pilates and other stuff in a bit, before I retire...so I can be a little more tired out. I love when I can fall asleep as soon as my head hit's my pillow.
Like I said before, I can't wait till May 3rd....I also really can't wait till May 10th because I'll be in Belleville (on the treadmill of course). That's pretty far and I like the looks of that. Life is great now that I've done a 360'. Next time I got for coffee I'm going to have to cut back on my sweetener as my usual is now WAY TO SWEET!!!!!
I think I'm going to count my calories tomorrow and eat how I have been eating and see how many I've really taken in.
Today I have had:
Tuna
  • Calories
  • 191
  • Total Fat
  • 1.4g
  • Sodium
  • 83mg
  • Total Carbohydrates
  • 0.0g
  • Protein
  • 42.1g
A half of Sub at 5:00
A half of Sub at 7:00
(I don't wake up until lunch time)
Water is Totally my best friend. No wonder I'm never hungry...I'm always drinking water....it's like I'm addicted. WEIRD.
This sub was from a deli. The bread was probably awful but everything else was; turkey, lots of lettuce, cheese, light on the mayo. So I'll say 600 calories???? See I don't even know. I hate when we get food from some place.
I got rid of my extensions this evening. My head can breathe again haha. They looked awesome tho. I'm not going to have them glued next time. I'll get them sewn clipped by a professional with tips on removal and daily 'do's
I'm really going to miss this place. The familiarity of it. My amazing bedroom and my family. My house and my DOGGY! Oh, Socks...I'll miss you my furry friend.
I guess that's all.
 
Tuesday May 1st 2007 3:42PM


Today...is a lame day. I've slummed around all day (I did do my workout) and now I will soon have to go to work.
My mom and dad are out buying a four wheeler right now...FUN TIMES AHEAD!
The greatest thing about them getting the 4-wheeler is the social time this summer that will be spent riding and in contact with my ex. I'm already smaller now and I can't wait to rub it in his face. It's a long story but basically he played me and this baby's mother all last summer and I got hurt BIG TIME.
I love the IN YOUR FACE sort of thing. It's horrible but I do it in the least subtle way and no one catches on...SOOOO!!! I don't even come off as the type to do that. ANYWAY...
Feeling happy, healthy, as before. 2 more days till Weigh in! And tomorrow is ONE TREE HILL!!!! Finally.
Oh life is sweet my friends, life...is....SWEET!
 
Wednesday May 2nd 2007 3:10PM

Today has been a good day. I went for my 4km walk with my parents, outside today. Went over to my sisters grave, we're gonna go back again today and put in her head stone. 20 years is far to long.
I'm so excited cause One Tree Hill is on tonight! Tres awesome. It's been far to long. So much suspense hahahahahaha! So lame...but so awesome.
I have this huge blister on my foot the skin ripped off of it today.
booboo.jpg

Ewwwwie.
Anyway.
I guess that's all for now. I'm really tired.
 
oooh 4 wheeling sounds fun. I have never done it, but I always see people on them in the bayou behind my house and they look like soo much fun.

That should be fun to be able to rub your new and improved body in your ex's face :) I have always wanted to do that to guys I liked in the past who blew me off just because of the way I look. Sort of how they used to do those cheesy talk shows like Jenny Jones and Maury where they had "from Geek to Chic" or "from Fat to Fantastic" and they had these people who used to be geeky or fat come back and see their old crushes or people who made fun of them....lol i've wanted to do one of those shows since I was like 12.....lol now I think I will be satisfied just stealthily organizing a party or something where I can invite all those people and show off my new bod (once I get a new one lol).

Good luck at your weigh in tomorrow! Though it really isnt about weight, but I"m sure all your hard work will show tomorrow.
 
Wait, why are you friends with your ex?

Well it's better than beibng enemies!

Oh that scenary is just aweful. You are AMAZING for still exercising--you must have a great imagination! LOL!
 
Yeah my work out spot sucks....a lot. They're going to redo it...sometime soon however....I could care less cause I'm not going to be here for much Longer. Guys are Arseholes...when it comes to them...beauty is only skin deep. Apparently if your body is at an excess you're not worth as much. JERKS!
I used to love those shows....TOOO FUNNY!!!
It's hard not to run into my ex all the time because his aunt and my uncle are getting married and apparently he comes in that package too!
 
OK, ok. It's better to be friendly with an ex, anyway, Bet you can't wait to see the look on his face when you're near your goal, huh?
 
A note: I smoke...cigarettes...and pot.
I tried quiting smoking while dieting basically at the same time...and it wasn't working out so well. I then started again and it's all back to good. I just want to be at a stable weight, my goal and then quit smoking. My lifestyle change will be at it's best so when I quit smoking cigarettes I won't gain as much weight as I would have trying to diet and quit smoking.
I'm really dumb...so rip into me about.
 
perfect_thrill said:
A note: I smoke...cigarettes...and pot.
I tried quiting smoking while dieting basically at the same time...and it wasn't working out so well. I then started again and it's all back to good. I just want to be at a stable weight, my goal and then quit smoking. My lifestyle change will be at it's best so when I quit smoking cigarettes I won't gain as much weight as I would have trying to diet and quit smoking.
I'm really dumb...so rip into me about.
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aww lol no one is going to rip into you about it :)

I completely understand about wanting to face one battle at a time. Right now a lot of my energy is focused on losing weight, I couldnt imagine trying to split that energy between losing weight and trying to quit smoking cigarettes.

lol you gotta watch out with the pot though- those munchies are vicious ;)
 
perfect_thrill said:
It's actually funny that you mention that. Pot makes me very energetic (not in a spazzy sorta way) and not hungry, at all. Do you smoke cigarettes? Or was that hypothetical?
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Wow lol, pot does not make me energetic. I have only smoked it a few times...not at all since I started my diet, but I'm sure I will do it again in the future. I had a brownie once lol......that was a bad idea.....waaaaay stronger. But no I don't smoke cigarettes. I almost started to a few months back, but just when I was starting to get in the habit of wanting one when I was stressed, I completely forbid myself from ever having one again (thankfully it worked).
 
Ugh! Brownies....makes me wasted and puts me to sleep, then lethargic and makes me eat more...a vicious cycle. I could go the rest of my life and never consume ganja food ever again!
 
I would love to see you quit smoking cigs--I know it's hard, but it's so worth it! I smoked from ages 14 to 18 and 1/2, and then quit cold turkey. I suppose I've had a few bleezies since then but if people ever roll a cone with tobacco I just say "no."
 
lol yeah I could go on and on about my horrible experience with brownies. I never understood what cotton mouth was until that night. I had never had one before, so I ate 1 1/2 (they were good!) lol but I had no idea that they were so strong....it was a bad night lol.
 
I've always wanted to try one...but after hearing that, I might reconsider. Good job Lisa on quitting smoking. Ugh...I wish. I can't pull it off.

Good news Ladies~! down another 2.5 on my waist in the last 6 days (i love pilaties) and my arms are getting way smaller...like 3 inches less smaller. I know it's correct cause i put a sharpie where i measured so I am not wrong.
 
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