19 With a Dream; The Diary of a Fat Child.

Cleanse NO-GO.
194lbs. I'm happy.
I started it and within 13 hours I started to feel awful and I was expecting to feel awful but then I got all dizzy and I started puking and I never took another pill. I've been fine since. Nothing should make you puke. Anyway. I went camping and drank a bunch of beer. Days keep going by and I'm not doing too much about it. I'm still losing weight tho. I just need to find more time past working here on stuff at home and working at work to exercise.
Work is another thing. I've been there for almost 3 years now, I do pretty much everything and I get little to no credit. I hardly ever have time off and it's been a pretty rotten summer so far. I need to get working on my school so that I will be finished before the end of the year.. I need to find my 9-5 with weekends off. I'm sick of missing out on EVERYTHING! For little pay.
Anyway, I think I am going to go to bed, it's been yet another long day.
 
192lbs! Getting close to the 180's.
Mini Goal: 12lbs by Sept 15th. 180lbs at Goal
42 days. 12lbs. Piece of cake (hopefully)
40lbs gone since Jan 1st and 62lbs overall!
 
Tomorrow morning I am going to weigh myself.
I haven't in a week. Had a visit from good old aunt flow and I felt massive.
I feel really thin now...I am going to start doing some exercises daily to target my thighs, butt and arms. Been walking a lot lately. Eating very well. I'm never hungry...
Hoping to be 175lbs by Christmas time. That's only 15lbs so I should be 160 something and not 175. I want to set a small goal so if I lose more, it'll be more rewarding. It doesn't really matter because I'll always be shooting for the goal of 140-145lbs. We'll see what I look like when I get there. If I ever weigh that, I will be able to tell people that I've lost 110lbs. The shock value of that is unbelievable. Being able to say I've lost 65lbs is amazing enough. Everyone who sees me now calls me "skinny" or says "you look amazing". Comments like that really give you inspiration to keep pushing. NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!!
I can't wait to lose these next 40lbs. I can't believe that I am only 40lbs overweight! When I lose this next 1%, I will be able to lose the "obese" title.
Well I guess that is all from me today. Tomorrow I will update my weight~!
 
perfect_thrill said:
Tomorrow morning I am going to weigh myself.
I haven't in a week. Had a visit from good old aunt flow and I felt massive.
I feel really thin now...I am going to start doing some exercises daily to target my thighs, butt and arms. Been walking a lot lately. Eating very well. I'm never hungry...
Hoping to be 175lbs by Christmas time. That's only 15lbs so I should be 160 something and not 175. I want to set a small goal so if I lose more, it'll be more rewarding. It doesn't really matter because I'll always be shooting for the goal of 140-145lbs. We'll see what I look like when I get there. If I ever weigh that, I will be able to tell people that I've lost 110lbs. The shock value of that is unbelievable. Being able to say I've lost 65lbs is amazing enough. Everyone who sees me now calls me "skinny" or says "you look amazing". Comments like that really give you inspiration to keep pushing. NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!!
I can't wait to lose these next 40lbs. I can't believe that I am only 40lbs overweight! When I lose this next 1%, I will be able to lose the "obese" title.
Well I guess that is all from me today. Tomorrow I will update my weight~!
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Good luck on your weigh in tomorrow!!! :) I hope you lost and that 1% will be here before you know it!!!:hurray:
 
So tired.. So much drama. My nerves have been a mess lately.
Need to exercise...need to lose these 7 pounds by at least Halloween.
I'm so tired of being lazy.
Hopefully I'll get some answers this weekend. That might boost my spirits.
 
Good job at getting back to the site and being accountable! Kudos to you too for not giving up!
Keep it up and I look forward to reading more.
 
Thanks Chubby LOL!

I weighed myself today. Yikes. I gained another 0.9lbs. I am not surprised. It was my moms birthday this week and I ate tones of bad stuff and drank beer. I also didn't work out. I have big plans for this week. I have no money which means I can't buy stuff that's bad for me. I'm working all week and I'm going to get some walks in. I finally said my peace with all the drama in my life, last night and so far... I feel a lot better. I think deciding not to care is the best that I can do right now. I want to be 180 by Halloween. So now I have to lose 8lbs. Jeeze. Why did I let everything get to me.

Setting up my next round of weekly weigh ins.

October 6
Target: 186lbs
Actual:188lbs
October 13
Target: 184lbs
Actual:191 Period
October 20
Target: 182lbs
Actual:
October 27
Target: 180lbs
Actual:
November 3
Target: 178lbs
Actual:
November 10
Target: 177lbs
Actual:
November 17
Target: 175lbs
Actual:
November 24
Target: 173lbs
Actual:
December 1
Target: 171lbs
Actual:
December 8
Target: 168lbs
Actual:
December 15
Target: 166lbs
Actual:
December 22
Target: 164lbs
Actual:

Jan 1st 2009: 232lbs
Jan 1st 2010:
Pounds Lost This Year:
Pounds Lost So Far:
 
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Got H1N1 and lost 6lbs. Down to 183. On my way to 180. Finally feeling better. Hoping to start working out again. I got my hands on a universal gym and I have came up with my own regime. Between that.. Eating properly and treadmill every other day. I should be able to lose another 10lbs before Christmas. I have no distractions now. It`s onward we go. 180lbs by next Tuesday. Fingers Crossed!
 
OMG you are such an inspiration! I can't even tell you! I am just starting my journey I have 45 lbs to go to reach goal and Ive found the last month so...honestly frustrating becuase I couldn't get my act together! but reading your story and seeing how far you've come OMG! theres no reason why I can't do it! Keep it up girl you got this one;)
 
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