19 With a Dream; The Diary of a Fat Child.

meh, id rather have loose skin than fat. loose skin doesnt kill you and can be removed (usually most of its gone within a year anyway).
Im putting up with no boobs and a ton of loose skin atm, but though it sort of bothers me, its still better than being fat. and ill get it removed surgically in a year if its still there then :)
 
Yay for walking!

Oh and I am ready to start doing more with the journal thing now...though I probably won't be able to do the exact diet we talked about, but we can keep each other posted on exercise and calories daily :)
 
I think I'm due for a good update.
Haven't been doing anything, completely lazy. So I need to get on that. Nothing has changed so... that's a good thing. At least I don't gain when I'm being a vegging loser. I need to kick my butt into gear. I sick of just saying it, I'm going to do it. I'll get on the tred as soon as I'm done this post.
My life is finally looking great so now I am free of worry and should just be focusing on myself. I have 58 days left...to really make a difference.
Let's get active!!!!
 
Live the way you must.
But at 21 or bust.
You only get one chance at bat.
Even great men crash...
but they take the unworn path.
Never speaking of loss.
Don't ask for much.
Cause you won't live forever.
This, won't last very long.
For all your time and trouble, it won't amount to much.
We're gonna end up bones and dust.​
 
I'm so sick. It's indescribable. Boo
However being sick has made me lose...5 pounds in the last 2 days. It's the flu...
Not cool. I want to get better, but I can't keep anything down. I'm drinking as much as possible...and trying to eat...anything. Just doesn't work.
I am looking forward to the end of the month. I still have great time to accomplish what I want too... and the time and motivation, to do so.
Feeling great aside from the flu tho. I'm more in shape then I ever have been. It's an amazing feeling. Feeling leaner...
Awesome. Anyway...I'm going to go sleep and stuff. Maybe watch an episode or two of the Office? We'll see.
 
I have beautiful news...
Around 9:30 tonight, I measured myself, well....just my hips and to my surprise!!! I have lost 5 inches off my nasty hips so far! It's totally rad...
Just thought I would share that.
 
I'm so bummed.
I feel so...bad. I've never been hurt the way I was hurt tonight.
I would rather not talk about it but...it'll eat away at my soul and eventually I will spill. For the time being however, no dice.
I need to walk tomorrow. I was thrown off with the 9-5 shift today, so I didn't do any walking when I very well could have, in the evening.
Just sitting around, listening to some wicked tunes and relaxing I suppose. I love not being able to find a size to fit me tho :eek: To small for Plus...to Big for Average. AWKWARD. Found that out this afternoon.
Oh well, I would rather not buy anything anyway. I am planning to be much smaller so it would be useless. So far so good tho.
Wow, I'm drained. This really sucks.
 
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