Hi vicincali2! Good to see that you are still trying! Sorry to see that it has not been going well lately.
But, please just keep on trying. The failing is just part of the practice, it can teach you valuable lessons and make you stronger, so that eventually you will get it. Don't let it get you down!
You don't need excuses. You are already awesome for fighting for this, so you are not doing anything wrong. Needing an excuse implies you are guilty of something, and you aren't. You are just learning. And you are awesome anyways, just for being you.
Use self-acceptance as your starting point. Eating well is an act of self-love, in a way that is nourishing, fulfilling and in good proportions. So is exercising, again in a way that is good for your body. And being patient with yourself is an act of self love as well. Allowing yourself to make some mistakes. The most successful people DOUBLE their rate of failure, they actively seek out situations that challenge them, because they know that it will help them grow. So, if you accept failure as just part of the process, and in fact that if you fail that you are actually successful, unless you quit, than you will get there. Just keep experimenting and loving!
