Lol.. dont feel bad, you think they dont judge us when they get half a chance lol. it should be a requirement that they be hot, but sadly more of them are big hairy guys w/ the belly and butt crack hanging out lol (im sure somebody out there loves em though, just not me lol) back to the point i was trying to make)he(my h) now agrees that fitness models are pretty good looking(his fave is monica brant not my fave but what ever)hes not sure on the whole body builder thing though.... and i agree some of them are pretty scary looking. so yeay!
45 lbs seems like alot but it can be done. start slow make little changes and soon youll see the weight coming off alot of ppl who dont have alot of time to exercise like to do HIIT its a great fat burning exercise that uses high energy intervals and recovery periods to get at the fat very effective i like it alot also dont forget to do some resistance training really boosts your metabolism.xenadrine i dont know about,im not to familliar w/ weight loss supplements. ) once when i played tennis(in my teenage yrs) i hit the ball and it hit some guy in the head he didnt even see it coming poor guy lol so dont feel bad your way better at the game than ill ever be enjoy the movie if you do go as for me ill wait for it to be on video(then go for a jog when they put it on lol )
and my back is getting there to i can actually see some muscle the ones that goes form the shoulder to my back and the upper middle back one, dont remember the technical names lol but i have them. i can actually see the foundation of what im trying to get too. im so excited!!!so my new plan is to keep cutting til the end of summer(try and get down to 135-140,still gotta get to my first goal of 150, but this is my next goal)then bulk up, man its gonna look awesome after my next cut. probably not making much sense and rambling on too much about it but i got on a roll and couldnt help my self lol You give me so much motivation
and trust me w/ all your hard work youll get there, no stoping ya now K your on a roll its a t times like this i wish i had a digital cam, to show you guys,what i was like and where i am now(lol took me this long to get on the net might take me til xmas next yr to get one)looking at pictures makes you realise how far youve come,(i cant believe some of my pics so bad lol)i was looking at them yesterday w/ my sis...she cant believe the diffrence she says its like 2 diffrent ppl. its nice to have ppl tell you your beautiful...i think i was an ok looking person before but now,its so diffrent i feel it inside and out.. ive just come to realise in the last few days, that i truly love my body, its not perfect,i have flaws but thats what makes it beautiful...my body has been w/ me for 27 yrs, weve gone through hell and back together, its changed so much over the yrs,its been hurt,its felt joy,it has loved and been loved, its has given life to 2 wonderful kids and i wouldnt trade it for anything, i am truly amazed that i never realised this before...i dont hate my body anymore and i cant tell you what a big relief that is, its like i see it in a whole diffrent light, and ppl around me can feel the change in me too...i dunno im rambling on again, but its like i just had my light bulb moment and its all bc of you guys and the wonderful support and advice i have gotten....its just made me see me in a whole new way.... so i guess what im trying to say is thanks
he just told me now bc he didnt know if he could keep it up. im so pround if him... although he has put on 5 lbs lol he can use it anyways hes like 6'3" and 215lbs. he growing his goatee(sp?) again man he looks hot lol gotta love it when they get a little scruffy (hes dark blond w/ blue eyes )and the facial hair makes his baby blues stand out even more been asking him to do this for awhile man its about time hmmm if i get a dig/cam i might have to use him as my avatar ...ok being silly now lol
