Today is my day off and I'm basking in it. I've only had 3 days heavy in a row but I swear I need this day to rest. I've been really pushing it trying to tear down as much as possible so when I rest for that race I get supercharged. There is that fine line between wearing yourself out...and wearing yourself SICK so I'm trying to be careful.
Tomorrow I'm going for 12 miles. I think I can handle it as long as I get to bed at a normal time tonight. I'll go at 5am to avoid rushour in town. Today my legs are very tired but regardless, tomorrow will be a good run.
I've eaten extremely clean today, more than normal so I'm feeling virtuous at the moment

I go higher carb on Thursdays. I have been able to get away with murder food-wise since running so much and so hard. I'll post some pics soon since it has been a month but really, nothing much has changed-to me at least. I think if anything I look softer due to less weight training. ah well. thats not my goal

After this I'm not sure what I'll do. suggestions? The international marathon is in Sac in Dec. but I really doubt I could EVER pull of 26 miles. thats just insane...plus...I like to think I DO have a life

I will probably take a week or two off after the race and kinda see where I sit. I don't really want to keep up the routine i have going. My ultimate goal was not to get rock hard with no body fat, it was to get out of starvation mode. I still am not sure what my body is doing with that. I know I can eat as little as 1000 one day and as much as 2000 the next and call it good. It takes too much of my time to figure it out everyday, so I don't. I just generalize. I know food and i know calories in my head.
Anyway, this is a longer post than I intended.