saturday ended up being about 1400 calories when it was all said and done which i am glad about. i'm having a hard time admitting that i may need to eat MORE to lose MORE but i am trying to make that mentality work. the scale still is not budging (other than up?!??!?!). i feel like that is the story of my life. this takes FOREVER no wonder you see people losing motivation, quitting, and forgetting about their goals. dont worry, i'm not doing so, but it is amazing to me how fast you can put on pounds and how SLOW it is to take off 1/2 of one. ugh. anyways, it is TOM so i dont know what is the "truth" with the scale. i never know the truth with the scale, but i think i retain water before and during so i am going to try and stick to my plan and hope that next week or so, the extra pounds it says i am carrying is either water or muscle. i've been exercising a ton and eating right, so i cant see gaining 3 pounds...i really hope not. i do feel like i am retaining water so i truly hope that that is it!?! i read an article that said you can weigh4-5 pounds heavier during TOM. who knew?? not to psyched this a.m., but hopefully that is all it is....
anyways, yesterday was good other than i did not drink enough water and supplemented the water for wine! maybe that is why i am retaining water as well??
calories came in at 1270 and i walked for 2 hours...today is monday..hopefully it is a smooth one..and i have pilates tonight (hooray!).
i really want to drop at least this extra weight by this weekend and i dont see that happening..i am going out of town (back to my old neck of the woods) and i want to FEEL THIN. i need to focus that these people saw me 22 lbs heavier and 10 inches wider....and they wont know that i am within TOM and 3 lbs supposedly heavier right now! somebody slam that into my head!!