Pequin Weight Journal

YOu know, skinny people sometimes don't believe the stories about what other skinny people do or say to fat people. I BELIEVE you, because it happens to me all the time. And they are ugly, on the inside. And they probably stink. AND, they work in a shoe store. That about says it.
Great job on the walking, and the calories...you food looks yummy. And I want to see the felt sushi!!
 
I loved the "Patriot" web design. I have a passion for bomber art and 40's pin-up girls.

Nice job on your menu.

I only walked 10 minutes my first day out but I went back at it the next day and the next and on and on...

Just stay with it, you're definitely taking the right approach ;)
 
Hell, that sales person won't earn too much money if she keeps up like that. Turning away paying customers... One thing is people staring, but making that kind of gesture just makes me mad. I just kling to the hope that Karma is for real - what goes around comes around.
Well, don't let it ruin your fine work! Keep it up:)
 
Good Morning!!!!! I'm sorry you had to go throw that!!!!*Hugs* But I'm glad you stood there and di not let that bother you from buying something! And YAY for couhing in her direction!!!! *claps*

Well, have a Great Day and drink your WATER!!!!!:D

P.s.
I just love your mini Cupcakes I thought they were REAL:p Unitll I really looked at them. You have alot of talent. Hopefully by x-mas season, as soon as I run into some money I would love to get some from you.
 
Thanks guys for the support, I couldn't believe she had the balls to do that within earshot! I whole heartedly believe in karma, hopefull she will get a nice oozing case of the clap. :D

I'm a mess right now. The ex called today. We had a really nice little chat. Thought things were ok between us, doing the friend thing. I still like him...

Then he emails me saying that he's going to go on a date Friday. But didn't say a word about it on the phone. No, I don't think he should have to ask permission but it's only been two weeks, we were together 6 years!

He's such a bastard.

Any availible guys wanna meet for coffee Friday? ;)
 
sorry 'bout the ex.... I'm free for Friday, but ummmm the commute might be a problem... even with the hero status you've bestowed upon me, I can't perform miracles... yet lol
 
Back in my day... wheni workedin retail- shoe salespeople were at the bottom of the food chain when it came to retail workers... what a turd... how rude... :D

I love karma- karma is a good egg... you're doing great- keep your head held high, pretty lady, you earned it :D
 
hopefull she will get a nice oozing case of the clap
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OMG - I almost burst a lung laughing! Yes, Karma is a good, good thing!

As for the ex - he's an ex for a reason hon, I seldom hear of a return ex working out.

Right now is for you!
 
Oh my heck....girly---the next time someone treats you like that you had better get right up in their face and make them cry. I'm serious....you should have gone to the manager and complained---and then you should have walked out with buying a single thing from that store because they employ such idiots.

No one has the right to act like that--especially to your face.

Keep up the good work!!
 
I just couldn't resist the cute shoes! :rolleyes: ... I'm such a soft spoken person in public that I don't think I could have made that woman cry if I wanted to. It's a great mental image though. ;)

And the ex thing - yeah I know he's an ex for a reason heck if he hadn't dumped me I would have dumped him because he just annoys the holy hell out of me. (never date a mamma's boy, no matter what he says, he loves his mom way more than you..lol :p)

But this other side of me is just so dang lonely! I have a reoccurring illness that keeps me from going out on a daily basis. I don't know anyone and ONLY friend I have isn't talking to me :)rolleyes: ) - she lives 3 hours away in Indianapolis. So yeah - crappy situation made harder.

But I'm dealing and I'm a lot stronger than I ever thought I was because I'm not crushed like I thought I would be.

And Mike - I have to admit it, if you lived closer I'd totally take you up on that offer 'cause you are a total cutey pie! ;)

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Woke up with a nasty sinus headache, bleh. I didn't eat so badly but didn't exercise. Mainly because I wanted those blisters to heal before I tried again. I think tomorrow I'm going to pack up my shoes and iPod and take a long walk along the river after my allergy appointment. (assuming I feel well enough for that)

Breakfast: Chicken & stars soup :D, 5 crackers
Lunch: Egg salad sandwich made with, 2 whites & 1 yolk, 1t. mayo and 2t. low fat sour cream, 10 baby carrots, 7 green pepper slices & 1c. chili
Supper: Thai Red Curry made with light coconut milk & lean chicken breast, steamed rice & miso soup

Totals:
CALORIES: 1,774 (Goal: 1500 - 1850)
CARBS: 157 (169 - 301)
FAT: 94 (33 - 72)
PROTEIN: 82 (38 - 162)

Water: 64oz.
Exercise: None
 
Hope u feel better after nite's rest....

it's norm to feel lonely. we all hv that void inside of us. But hey can always talk here or IM me.... i'm online most of the time. i've msn too. :D
 
I would have dumped him because he just annoys the holy hell out of me.
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Well, see...there ya go!

You will meet more people, but finding happiness and contentment with YOURSELF is a good thing!!
 
Hey Pequin,

I just wanted to say that upu are doing great... Just hang in there, we're all chearing for you, hoping that today is better that yesterday.
Anyway about the boyfriend: shortly put, if he's already out "fishing" again, the storm must have been mild for him or spelled out: by already dating again, he surely didn't feel as affected of the breakup as maybe you do or maybe he should be. So don't sit and feel to sorry for yourself, he obviously don't....
 
Bah! I feel like a total bone head. I got up at 6:45am for my allergy appointment, drove nearly 40 miles in rush hour traffic to my appointment, checked in at the front desk to which the nice nurse told me that I was early.... by about 1 day.

Doh.

Hope my day gets better...

Thanks for the kind works everyone. I was having a bad night (could you tell? :eek:). It's such a hard transition for me and during the day, I'm fine - more than fine... super fine! But at night, when I get tired it's different. And it's really not about him it's more about the change. I'm just not a big fan of change. But I'm learning to move with the punches and things will turn out for the best in the end... they always do.

M, you're right -this will be my new mantra:
Finding happiness and contentment with YOURSELF is a good thing!!
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Edited to add:
Got back from my walk just now...

ONE MILE BABY!! OH YEAH!!
 
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I just read your diary and you're doing great! :D

That incident with the snooty shoe b*tch probably would have sent me out of that store in tears and into an emotional eating binge. I'm wicked sensitive to that crap so kudos for rising above the negativity.

I just checked out your design site and WOW I freakin love it!!! You are one talented lady! Super cute stuff.

And...I didn't even know about runningmap.com! I'm going to check it out since I'm sitting on my butt having a lazy night :p
 
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M, you're right -this will be my new mantra:
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Wow, I caught my name in your siggy while reading your post in T2's diary, and I almost fell out of my chair!

It is something I believe in though - very much :)


Got back from my walk just now...

ONE MILE BABY!! OH YEAH!!
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Pequin - that's FANTASTIC! Building up slowly and steadily is THE best way!
Congratulations!!
 
Thanks everyone - an audible 'woohoo' could be heard from miles away. A HUGE milestone for me and a hard earned mile indeed. And the strange thing is... I could have kept going! And I almost did but I called it quits because I was afraid to over do it. I hit "the wall" twice but instead of closing up shop, slowed my pace a bit and worked my way through it. Yay!

Breakfast: 6oz. yogurt, 1/4c. honey bunches of oats
Lunch: Stir-fried bok choy with steamed rice & 1c. miso soup
Snack: 1/4c. mixed nuts, 1oz. mozzerella cheese
Supper: Small Stromboli, 1 carrot & 1 celery stalk

Totals:
CALORIES (1500 - 1850): 1,827
CARBS (169 - 301): 190
FAT(33 - 72): 85
PROTEIN (38 - 162): 82

Water: 64oz.
Exercise: 1 mile in 25 min. (eee! :D)
 
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