Thanks girls.

Well I had a great time. I didn't at any moment stress about my eating but just decided to eat what was on offer and worry about it afterwards.
I felt really ill for the first couple of days and had a temperature of 38-39 which would normally have put me in bed for days but somehow I managed to keep going and visited 34 people in 2 days. I felt a bit guilty about spreading my germs but everybody insisted that I still visit. The day after we arrived was my birthday and I went to see my auntie and uncle in the afternoon and they had arranged a party for me with all my cousins and typical English party food, sausage rolls, cheese straws, vol et vents etc etc. and a lovely big cake with candles. I really enjoyed it as it was so unexpected and I got to catch up with so many people that I hadn't seen for ages.
The diffence between this holiday and others is that I didn't feel the need to pig out. Normally we would eat all day between meals, donoughts, sausage rolls , pork pies chocolate etc but this time I was actually craving fruit and veg. We had lunch in a Pret a Manger and I got really excited when I saw leak and potato soup on the menu and fresh fruit salad!!!! I put on about 3 lbs rather than the usual 8 or 9 and that was mostly because the first few days everybody we visited fed us. Once we went up to London on Wednesday and had to eat out we ate much lower calories and walked all day instead of just sitting about chatting.
We had one English fry up breakfast but again instead of ordering the biggest one on the menu with extra toast I just chose a normal size and couldn't even finish it.
I think what helped was the fact that I never felt quite well the whole time we were there and hadn't really got much of an appetite because of it.
Now I just need to get back into exercising properly and I can start losing weight again.
Tomorrow is my daughters 21st birthday but we aren't having a party until the beginning of February as it's exam time at Uni. We are having a fancy dress party with about 80 guests so it should be fun. My friends and me are going as cave women with leapord skin dresses and ugg boots. I'll post photos after the party.
It's nice to be back and I've missed talking to you all. I just hope Jjjjay and Flumsey are back soon.
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