Dear Diary,
I officially had a binge yesterday. I feel bad about it, but something has changed in my thought process. The reason I feel bad is because of the challenge. I joined with a commitment in mind and I did not make that commitment to my teammates. What has changed is I don't feel defeated and gross about it. In the past I would have said well, I ate bad yesterday, so I might as well just eat whatever I want today (which would be more high calorie stuff) and then just start again on Monday. Today I feel like I want to eat healthy food and I know if I stick to eating well all week, I will loose weight next Friday. It feels good to not feel bad. Since I am confessing to you, Diary...here is what I ate.
Breakfast:
Coffee
Panera Breakfast Soufflé
Snack:
Bite of Paul's hamburger
1 tiny dime sized cracker w/some sort of raspberry spread on it (it was a sample at a store)
Late Lunch/Early Dinner:
Salad (Lettuce, Tomatoes, Red Onion, Cukes, Sunflower Seeds and egg w/Ranch)
Broccoli Cheese Soup
2 Chicken Wings
Corn
Slice of Baked Ham
Banana Cream Pie
Snacks: (here's where it gets really, really bad

)
Sugar Free Blueberry Pie
About 4 oz of Pecan Cheese Fudge
Tortilla Chips
OK, maybe not the full on binge as far as the amount of food, but two pieces of pie in one day is exceptionally note worthy. We went to this Amish town where they were having an antique flea market. I went into the market to buy some meat (they have the best smoked pork chops there) and came across that cheese fudge. I thought I have to try that!!
So anyway, today I am back on track. I got up way to early, so I feel the need for a nap and it's only 8am. I'm going to get my housework done then take the dog for a walk. I've got a lot of moving to do so that yesterday doesn't set me back. I'll have to do some more dancing around the yard today as well.
Paul and I had a good time yesterday. We are such an odd couple. We have no problem going to a place and then just splitting up. It is almost a routine when we go to those type of places. We get out of the car, check the time and decide on when to meet up. It is usually an hour or so later. We then meet up and if one of us saw something we like or see a big ticket item we want to purchase we take the other one too it to show them. We don't really like to look at the same stuff, so it works out good for us. We just recently got cell phones (we hate talking on the phone) so it really enhances the routine. If one of us is bored and wants to meet up early we can just call each other. We are like an old couple who has been together for 50yrs. Yesterday at the antique flea market we noticed a lot of huge, old, framed pictures or brides and grooms. Some of them are really interesting looking. We decided we will buy one someday for the dining room and call it our "weddig picture" since we never bothered to get married and probably never will. He liked one yesterday because the groom looked very mafioso, but I didn't like the looks of the bride. She didn't look happy. I need my bride to look happy in my wedding portrait!
OK, I'm rambling.....better go get some breakfast before my metabolims comes to a halt.
Scarlett, I figured my calories to maintain my goal weight today and it was 1650. Let me know what you find out about yours. I also used this calculator to find out how much fat you should eat and mine said 55 grams a day. Doesn't that seem high?
Have a great Sunday, everyone.