aw.. you know I do love most of the crew here! Thanks. Like water off a duck's back... not thinking of that neg rep or comment anymore. Just funny. It was the first negative I got, but really, none of it matter much. I appreciate all the support & good friends here & those other creeps, just have to drop off my radar. Onward & upward.
Some days are just better than others.
Woke up today to see the scale heading back downward, still above the pre-christmas weight, but good to see a drop anyway. Gotta love a day off. So relaxing to know that the day is YOURS. Good to have the guy back too. I'm heating up some beef in the new crock pot for dinner & the smell is making me drool. Already entered it into sparkpeople & I am a bit under where I should be for calories. How does that happen somedays? yet others I am struggling to stay around 2000? Weird. Just have to enjoy some chocolate & wine at the end of the day... ah so hard.
Just hope I can get through New Years without too much damage. The goal is to take some healthier versions of stuff to the party & LIMIT the alcohol. Last year was binge city & lets just say I don’t want to repeat that night ever again. This year I am taking a bottle of Shiraz & a bottle of Champagne & that is ALL besides water I will be drinking. No beer this year since I know that I don’t know when to stop with that stuff. Also I am stopping with the champagne toast instead of a bottle & a half like last year! Eek.
I’m making sausage cheese balls again, but this time with turkey sausage which is lower fat. Just hard to find turkey sausage. Everything I have seen lately has been pork. Turkey just taste better to me. Also taking some veggies so I know we’ll have something lower calorie. I’m leaving the Chex Mix as is. Gotta live a little. I am just looking forward to making it all again & enjoying it & then LEAVING it all at the party at the end of the night instead of having it at my house for days of temptation!
I planned the New Years Day meal out & already picked up the veggies, so no pizza ordering & binging this year. I’m going to start the year off right. Turkey, garlic & cheddar omelets for breakfast, Grilled chicken, spinach & black eyed peas for lunch & then homemade lasagna for dinner.
I think planning ahead is going to help me this year. Also I have a sober driving cutie lined up to kiss me at midnight & I refuse to hit the bars. Just the dinner party. I don’t need the extra liquid calories.