MoonGoddess's Path

MoonGoddess said:
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Ended up saying screw the diet & exercise & made homemade biscuits, steak, mac& cheese & black eyed peas...gorged. then I watched the Holiday & drank a half bottle of Shiraz. Just so sick of all the BS.
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Hey you - this made me smile - this is why i like you - you are human after all - sometimes we just need to do this as we make our life style changes it gets easier and easier not to as we know how crappy we feel afterwards and it just doesnt seem worth it...

Im so sorry abt your crappy ass day yesturday and your stupid damn comp and that f-in bitch adn so the list goes on...

I know when I get into spaces liek you - like frustrationa dn stress and such and dont exercise it gets wors I have learnt hard a few times that i relaly need at least that 30 mins and evne if I force myself literally to do it - I feel much better...

I wish I coudl drop by and take you out for dinner or a coffee or go on a wlk wiht you and hear you vent - this is the best I can do - I hope you knwo I am here for ya - I really appreciate how much you have helped me along emotionally...youa re on Ive come to depend on with your positivity, thoughtfulness and kind supportive words - just remeber I am here to do the same thing...

Ive een going through some shit agian as well and I walked it off last night boy did it feel good...

I hope things get better for oyu at work adn you find the energy to exercise Im sure it will do you a wonder of good my friend

*Great big Hugs*
 
thanks you all! :)

Today is a better day so far. A letter from out lawyers is in the mail banning the psychos from the property, so it may get crazy but at least we are working toward getting these people out of my life. They drive an hour to do this crap!?! Jeez. Got in a walk on the treadmill before work so that has helped. Even spent some time meditating & focusing on where I need to be. I remembered to end my night with a list of 10 things I was thankful that happened through out the day, which normally is only 5 thigns, but I needed to kick the negativity some. The new laptop battery has been ordered & I'm getting a PC geek friend to check out some other stuff...in my next life I want that level of knowledge.. I swear I think its a form of evolution.

I just can't wait for life to get back on track & be "normal" for me at least.

Thanks for all the support. I can't wait until I can get back online more & catch up with everything. Plus being able to track what I am eating online again will certain be helpful.. I can't believe how much I have come to depend on watching the levels daily in planning what I can & shouldn't eat.
 
HI MG!!! Thanks for stopping in my diary!! Looks like we've got a great team!!

Lets ROCK THOSE BODS BIKINI BABES!!
 
Yup ... we will be rockin the bikinis soon enough!

Actually having an ok day today. We had the bakery grand opening with all the city officials & crew. Was really nervous being in front of so many people & in an actual suit, which I NEVER wear. but I actually had a few people comment on the weight loss. Even my boss asked if I had lost a lot of weight lately...weird. Guess the gal can work a suit after all! Too bad I just felt like a monkey in it.

I am hating that my computer is down, & can't stand the thought of not getting my fix daily, but I guess I'll survive.

Need to get outside for this challenge anyway.
 
unfortunately since it was the grand opening & I was all nervous I did splurge on a blondie... but I will burn it off. & it did feel GOOOOOOOOOD! Cuz I was just getting frustrated at the yo-yoing & feeling like its all not worth it with so much other stress going on in my life at the moment.

Ok second wind weightloss wise & plus I have to kick some booty in this Spring Challenge! :)
 
ok I'm off for the weekend sans the computer.

ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND EVERYONE!!!

& Bikini Babes.. get outside & enjoy some sunshine! :) :cool:
 
Wanted to stop by and say howdy! The warm weathe rsis going bye bye by thursday hight lower 40 and ,ows 29 geeesh going from 80 degrees the night br]\\fore makes my sick.Have agreat day your doing great Tammy
 
Well... the bakery had the grand opening celebration this weekend so I could have done better with out the fresh bread & treats, but I did bust my buns with some yard work & cleaning the house. Even finished a quilt FINALLY. I feel good about it, although I was majorly missing being able to get online & check in with this forum!

Hope everyone had a great one!
 
Ive ben missing you - find out much yet abt the lap top - is it just the battery that is wrong and you are waiting on gettin it or ???
 
Hey Moon! I'm on your team! Go Bikini Babes!!!!! We are going to kick butt :D
Good job on the weight loss, it must feel great to have people noticing!!!
 
hey there!

i feel so behind on everything!

hope everything is going great, and i'm sorry that i haven't been around as much! i'll be better! please forgive me! :)
 
its ok I'm really behind on everyone on here. Just way too much going on right now. Plus the laptop is away, hopefully getting repaired.

honestly I'm needing to hibernate or run away for a while & stressing about my weight just isn't top priorty lately.

hope all is wonderful else where.
 
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