MoonGoddess's Path

MoonGoddess said:
its ok I'm really behind on everyone on here. Just way too much going on right now. Plus the laptop is away, hopefully getting repaired.

honestly I'm needing to hibernate or run away for a while & stressing about my weight just isn't top priorty lately.

hope all is wonderful else where.
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This is how ive been feeling minus the laptop - I wanna give up - run away and hide - beat someone up - LOL...Ive been missing you and thinking of you...hope all is ok...
 
So I'm back... the PC is still needing some tender lovin care, but its connecting & back in my hands now... which means I am back in the game.

The support & being held accountable, even if only just to posting a number everyday... is certainly needed in my life. I'm a bad gal without it. But part of that is due to the stress of certain things that have happened...but I'm focusing on the forward... on to getting back on track & hopefully rewarded by being able to wear a swim suit at some point this summer.

I have missed the crew. Can't wait to catch up with everyone.... I know you are all way more on track than I was & are feeling the payoff of being good.
 
Nice to see you back, Moonie :0 your absence has been felt :) glad to have your behind bacak n the front door -now don't leave again :D
 
As long as this computer stays up & running... this is exactly where I want to be.... also running! :)

course now juggling too! Wow you put some thought into these challenges!
 
Whoa.. I'm gone for a few & I lost my ticker! Was just dreading having to dial it back up a few pounds & noticed its vanished on me.. argh.

Oh well. Start again somewhere I guess.
 
Im sooo glad you are back I gotta run but I will catch up with you later :D:D:D *doing happy dance* I dont dance for just no one ya know ... LOL...
 
Wooo whooo dance time! That burns cals.... bonus!

Glad to be able to make you glad. Sorry to have been gone so long, but things were very hectic & stressful...... the last thing I worried about was my poundage. Unfortunately a few pounds took this opportunity to slip back on. Have to send those packing soon. I'm doing better & hopefully some of the problems I was dealing with have been taken care of. Seems that way at least for the moment.

So tomorrow is Earth Day here & I'm working the booth at the park... which is good since that will stop me from drinking anything while there. Seems like the event here has just turned into a big drunken concert..not much focus on the events or information to "save the world". My goal is to do a few laps around the park while I'm there..... maybe a lil exercise on the clock! :)
 
So I'm slowly getting back on track. I'm still really mad that I put back on a few pounds, but it just makes me realize that I have to track EVERYTHING I eat. I'm not ready to just live life. Too easy to cheat, when you are counting. & I gave up checking the numbers every morning. Just had way too much to deal with without the added stress.

So tomorrow I'm writing down everything I put in my mouth again & thanks to the spring challenge, I will be working toward NOTHING processed. I can have one thing...sounds hard, but something to focus on.

just wondering if wine counts as processed.... there is a hearing tomorrow that I know I'm going to have to have at least a glass afterward. I know in the end its going to be ok, & this is the part that has to happen to get to a better place & make everything official, but ahhh... anxiety.

Still it doesn't mean I have to eat away the worries... cuz we all know that doesn't work. Just adds to the headaches.
 
Sorry to hear things have been so stressful MG, hopefully life will settle down with time.

Don't worry about those extra pounds, getting back on track will eliminate them in NO time!
 
I hope so. So frustrating to work hard & then it creeps back, so now I gotta go loss them all again.

Ah at least I have some great inspiration on here.
 
Don't worry about the past it's behind you - start from right now and move forward :)

One meal at a time!
 
MoonGoddess said:
I hope so. So frustrating to work hard & then it creeps back, so now I gotta go loss them all again.

Ah at least I have some great inspiration on here.
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Ya it is hard and it sucks - been there a few times but you will do this!!! Im sl glad your back :):):) You did it once oyu will do it agian and succeed even more!!!
 
Dang it!

I keep forgetting to weight myself in the mornings when I wake up.


I gotta get the good habits back going! I am tracking food again. Well just my breakfast so far, but I am determined.
 
Happy to report that I did in fact do good today.. with the tracking & the calories...maybe not on the no processed food challenge.

Now to just remember to weigh in tomorrow!

On a good note there was no drama at the meeting... on a bad note, they didn't show up so it is postponed instead of getting it all over & done with. Argh. Still progress & things are improved even if not completed.

So... on to a smaller, healthier me

THANKS for all the encouragement.
 
MoonGoddess said:
Happy to report that I did in fact do good today.. with the tracking & the calories...maybe not on the no processed food challenge.

Now to just remember to weigh in tomorrow!

On a good note there was no drama at the meeting... on a bad note, they didn't show up so it is postponed instead of getting it all over & done with. Argh. Still progress & things are improved even if not completed.

So... on to a smaller, healthier me

THANKS for all the encouragement.
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YAH!!!:D:):D!!!
 
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