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OMG my 1000 post in the diary was a rant?????? damn

ahh might as well...

this feels like ranting in a bar...i think i could use a virtual drink :D
 
Yeah he deserved a rant. Its amazing how often people will say something without realizing that it has exactly the opposite effect of what they wanted. Congrats on not giving into temptation.
 
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oooo i got a cocktail and penguin hug :D thank you so much felici. you're a really beautiful person :)

Yeah he deserved a rant. Its amazing how often people will say something without realizing that it has exactly the opposite effect of what they wanted. Congrats on not giving into temptation.

my dad seems to always have that effect on me, ever since i was little. i really wanna scream at his face that he's dissapointing me also. i didn't give into temptation. and i'm proud of that, but the anger is still here. i wish i could express it but i don't really have a goodventing system besides this one. exercise does help a bit. maybe my girls will come this weekend so we can all go out :D

so today's food;

breakfast: 3 misura biscotti, 1 piece of rye bread with liver pate and low fat yogurt
snack: 1 banana
lunch: spinach and potato cooked and mashed together and fish
dinner: don't know yet, but probably tomatoes, cucumber, and some fruits and maybe a low fat fruit yogurt. this is because i will be having lunch a bit later, around 4pm so it makes no sense to eat dinner when i really don't need one, so i think fruit and veggies will be a much better choice.

oh and i did 5 miles on the elliptical yesterday and 15 minutes of crunches and another 15 minutes of streching on pilates ball with some exercises :D
 
Lena it's great to see that you were able to remain on track with your diet and exercise despite the emotions you're dealing with. I am so emotional sometimes that I don't have control over much, let alone my diet/workouts. :hug2: You're doing a fabulous job ;) Thanks for your kind words by the way
 
well i am the same this is why i come here to vent and i need a lot of it these days. so the ranting continues...mal's club is in session :D

so today i snapped at that coworker of mine...remember the one on that stupid diet, she lost almost 40lbs btw, but she's in the fase where she says she's on the diet but i see her eating pies or sandwiches...denial....

anyway, this morning she came in a skirt that is just above her knees and she looks good in it. she asked me how it looks on her, and i said really good, you have a bit strong upper part of the calves but since you're wearing high heels it looks good. 2 minutes later she's telling everyone there, in front of me, that i told her her legs look really fat and that she shouldn't wear the skirt. now that pissed me off and i snapped telling her not to put words in my mouth and that she can understand whatever she wishes, but i know what i said. she just shut up. man she pisses me off....
 
Good Morning Lena!! Oh those nasty Co-Workers the office would be dull without them that's for sure! She's obviously got it in for you and it seem anytime she can make you look bad in front of others she's going to take advantage of it. My advise, Avoid her like the plague until she realizes your tired of her shit! If she asks your advise or comment on something, make it a one or two word reply ONLY! eventually she will get the hint and stay out of your pathway at all costs. Women brawling just seems like white trash to me, but that's my opinion. Beat her up with your wisdom and words, that seems to hurt longer and stays with a person for many years. But on a lighter note, I'm excited for you also that soon you'll be seeing your BF again, and you'll be in "Happy Town" for a short while. Ahhhh, maybe that will lift your spirits and put a smile on your face again. And your dads comment, well. "BLAH" to that. Sometimes people tend to put their foot in their mouths and never even realize they are doing it. It might be he just wasn't thinking before throwing out that hateful criticism, so don't let it bother you a BIT!! Your ALL GOOD!! Keep up those workouts, they will help on the stress relief, and YES try to meet with some girlfriends and go dancing or something really soon. I think your due for a good girls night out. I'll be thinking of you!! Try and enjoy the rest of your day!! ~~~ GIANT HUG~~~
Kim
 
Dare I stop in and say Hello? I don't want to get on your bad side today!!:jump: Just messing with you, hopefully the day will get better! Don't worry about your stupid co-worker. She's just got something stuck up her butt and it is really bothering her so she takes it out on other people!:mad: Have a great workout!!:)
 
Good Morning Lena!! Oh those nasty Co-Workers the office would be dull without them that's for sure! She's obviously got it in for you and it seem anytime she can make you look bad in front of others she's going to take advantage of it. My advise, Avoid her like the plague until she realizes your tired of her shit! If she asks your advise or comment on something, make it a one or two word reply ONLY! eventually she will get the hint and stay out of your pathway at all costs. Women brawling just seems like white trash to me, but that's my opinion. Beat her up with your wisdom and words, that seems to hurt longer and stays with a person for many years. But on a lighter note, I'm excited for you also that soon you'll be seeing your BF again, and you'll be in "Happy Town" for a short while. Ahhhh, maybe that will lift your spirits and put a smile on your face again. And your dads comment, well. "BLAH" to that. Sometimes people tend to put their foot in their mouths and never even realize they are doing it. It might be he just wasn't thinking before throwing out that hateful criticism, so don't let it bother you a BIT!! Your ALL GOOD!! Keep up those workouts, they will help on the stress relief, and YES try to meet with some girlfriends and go dancing or something really soon. I think your due for a good girls night out. I'll be thinking of you!! Try and enjoy the rest of your day!! ~~~ GIANT HUG~~~
Kim

lol well i did try avoiding her, ignoring her etc...she's incredibly insecure and thinks that being skinny is something that will make her happy. what she doesn't get is how come i'm not obsessing about it, and she is in lots of ways jealous of me...if i say i went out on the weekend she will say well i went out too...its like she's paranoid that i actually talk down to her or something. i really don't get it. others are bored with it too, and really don't understand what is her problem. well she's getting bitchslapped in here big time so i'm fine with that :D
as for my dad, he always does that. when i was younger he would do the same thing and that would only make me eat more. he doesn't realize what he's saying. he thinks he's showing his concern. yeah right!

Dare I stop in and say Hello? I don't want to get on your bad side today!!:jump: Just messing with you, hopefully the day will get better! Don't worry about your stupid co-worker. She's just got something stuck up her butt and it is really bothering her so she takes it out on other people!:mad: Have a great workout!!:)


no she's like that only with me. bottom line is she's jealous. bosses usually yell at her and praise my work, dean wants me in his office when his secretary's sick or something and that used to be her. i have better pay then her because i have higher education, i always laugh with people and she's always wining...etc etc.

and don't worry friends are welcome foes get bitchslapped :D pull up a chair and have a cocktail :D
 
today is my last day at the gym :(

oh well, i'm just gonna have to do what i planned. honestly people if you see me slacking you have my permission to call me names and yell at me :D
 
we'd never do that :)

but you will be tickled until you pee :D
hahaha please anything but tickling...i'll behave i promise
okidoki!!!

lol

u can do this, its just going to be harder

you're right i can do this. thanx jeremy
determined to succeed :D

You'll do it. :)

:) hehe you're right. i'm determined. i just forget it sometimes.
I'll be here to put you in your place. LOL LOL you know I'll push you every day I can. You'll be fine!! I know it! :)

well if you push me i know i will :D thanx Kim

i weighed myself this morning, first the scale said i'm up 4lbs and then that i'm still the same weight. grrrrrrrrr i did let myself go on sunday but certainly not enough to gain, and i know i can't be the same weight. i just feel it. stupid scale is messing with me. i'll re-weigh tomorrow morning just to check. i don't wanna be up or the same...i haven't lost anything in 3 weeks now.
 
hey you - im sorry abt your stupid co-worker...I hate it when people put words into my mouth...Bitch slapping session indeed...it also totally sucks that your gym closes down...So girl Im gonna see alot of Ellipticla action right ??? Hee hee hee
 
Hey girl! Hope things go better for you today. No dealings with the co worker! Sorry about your gym. Guess you'll have to do something at Home?
 
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