Lea Jnice's Diary

Hey Lea!

Glad you're back too. I've been at a little standstill for a little while too. I had to be on pain killers too b/c of my wisdom teeth. It made me way too loopy to worry about exercise and I couldn't eat normal balanced meals until the stitches healed. Talk about a pain! Even though it's been several days since I've healed, I still haven't done any exercise to be proud of...just little things to keep me busy. All that to say...we can jump back on this together.

I've been watching Biggest Loser as well. With their crazy weight loss, keep in mind that sometimes they go two weeks before a weigh-in instead of the one week that we are led to believe. I just found that out recently from reading a blog of one of the previous winners. It really is too good to be true sometimes! Anyhow, this is one of my fav. shows and I am so encouraged by it.

I always wondered if it was longer than a week. I used to watch a teen weightloss show and a week ...was really 3 weeks. I did push myself in the gym more than I was before because I would think of the show and how hard they work. I don't know why they didnt workout at the grand canyon. They could of done so much. No distractions. anywho thanks for the welcome back. Im ready again to lose this weight. I hopefully will be shooting a wedding in Vegas in the spring. The bride is a model and wants me to party with her and her girlfriends. I don't want to be the chunky photographer friend ya know lol If I could lose 30 lbs by then I would be so happy. I am at 201 today. I really wish I could break these 200's.

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Hey there,
I've also been avoiding this site for the same reason. I have been doing so poorly. And since this site is such a big factor in my accountability, there is just no excuse for me to be eating fatty foods and then come here and actually put it in writing...

Well, I am trying desperately to get back on track so good luck to both of us! We can do this!!! :hurray:
 
Goodbye 200's

Ok girls(and guys if any of you read this lol)
I weighed in a 199 today! I know its silly but, im so happy to see that number.
I havent been in the 100's since 2005,I was about 190 then. Im getting to my goal weight SLOWLY, but surely. I am pretty smoken thin lol. I can't wait to put on a halter dress. I want to wear a little black dress so badly. Im making turkey chili tonight(made with jennie O (thats for the biggest loser fans). Im going to watch my portions.

33 lbs lost 57 lbs to go.


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Ok it is crunch time. I am most likely going to Vegas this spring. I have 6 months to lose 60 lbs. well Im shooting for 45lbs. I have lost 33 lbs since late june and Im hopeing this large of a number is possible. I would like to wear a sleeveless shirt in public. I havent done so since 2003 I think. And when I did then it was like once in a blue moon. I think I have never worn a sleeveless shirt in my adult life in puplic I remember as a 12 yr old not wanting to wear tanktops. I never did. Talk about having body issues.. geeze. Ok well thats about it. I dont really have much to say. Im having a porkchop for dinner. I went on a 2 mile walk/run today. My hubby is going to go for a walk with me after dinner then off to the gym I will go....
 
Ok folks its been a month and I am a huge slacker. I weighed 199 today. I gained a lb. Im not doing too good. I just want a tummy tuck LOL Working out sucks! Ok not really I like it but its just taking so long and with the holidays coming I am so scared that I am going to give in to all the treats! ECK. On a lighter note I got my hair did ; ) Dyed and cut...



Guys I have 50 more lbs to go and I just am not feeling like I want to do it or that I can. I have lost and gained weight so many times. Its been so hard since I have had my son. It was pretty easy to lose the weight before,exercise and eat less and I would loose weight. Now the fat clings to me. Its like its holding on because its a dear friend or something. Im annoyed! Im not feeling sexy at all. I used to be ok with being a pretty plus sized girl but lately not even a sassy hair cut can make me feel good about myself. sigh.

Plus my hubby didnt even say I looked nice after I cut my hair. I lost 40 lbs I am trying to be sexy. I put on a sassy nightie and wore pigtails and nothing...can someone throw me a bone for once. A little tiny your hot would suffice. Peas and crackers....

Somebody shoot me....(drama queen I know)
 
I LOVE your hair cut and color!!

Thanks! I needed that. It seems like its only the girls that like my hair though. I have not heard one guy say they liked it out of guys and I know and the web world...all the girls seem to say it rocks.. Maybe I should become a lesbian...(j/k) Im married.
 
Plus my hubby didnt even say I looked nice after I cut my hair. I lost 40 lbs I am trying to be sexy. I put on a sassy nightie and wore pigtails and nothing...can someone throw me a bone for once. A little tiny your hot would suffice. Peas and crackers....

Somebody shoot me....(drama queen I know)

I'm somebody elses hubby, but... I'll tell you you're hot ('specially the sassy nightie image :drool5: )

all the girls seem to say it rocks.. Maybe I should become a lesbian...(j/k) Im married.

More images...

BTW, my apologies. Here I am posting for the first time in your diary and I'm ogling, and drooling... you must think I'm a perv... (That's okay isn't it?):biggrinjester:

I like the hair hon, it looks good. Sometimes even the most attentive hubbies need a lesson in awareness and sensitivity. Sometimes we just don't think..

Ah well, figured I'd stop by and check out what was going on in here, and offer my off brand of humor... hope you day is good!
 
I'm somebody elses hubby, but... I'll tell you you're hot ('specially the sassy nightie image :drool5: )



More images...

BTW, my apologies. Here I am posting for the first time in your diary and I'm ogling, and drooling... you must think I'm a perv... (That's okay isn't it?):biggrinjester:

I like the hair hon, it looks good. Sometimes even the most attentive hubbies need a lesson in awareness and sensitivity. Sometimes we just don't think..

Ah well, figured I'd stop by and check out what was going on in here, and offer my off brand of humor... hope you day is good!

Im doing better after the giggle I got from your comment haha.
Men are dumb, but they are ok sometimes ; )

thanks for the comment.
 
Hey Lea!

199 is awesome! And as you said, you have 50 pounds to go, but keep in mind how much you have lost and what a healthy thing you are doing for yourself and your future. It's all worth it! Things are going alright with me. I'm not as much "in the game" as I was, but I'm slowly going to ease back into exercise now that I'm getting some of my energy back. Well, just wanted to pop on by! Oh and btw! I too love your hair!!!! Very cute and sassy! See ya around :)
 
Im back again..

Ok do the last time I said that I wasnt following my diet or excercise. This time in 2009 I am ready to lose the last 50 or so lbs. I lost 40 lbs in 2008 and I am ready to get healthy and hot. My hubby is on board this time! Im so excited. He is going to start working out with me. We hired a baby sitter to come over for us to leave and go workout so now he has to come with me. He is eating very healthy and I am on a veggie fruit cleanse right now. I love being able to eat all day long. After this week I am adding small portions of chicken,tuna,shimp, and salmon a few times a week. I am cutting out almost all carbs. All fats. No alcohol. No juice inless I juice it myself. Water and one diet soda once a day. Thats all I ask is for one. I have to have one to keep me sane. I have been jump roping and I love it. It brings me back to when I was a kid. Its fun so I dont even feel like I am working. I mean I am because its hard for a 198 lb girl to jump. I didn't have boobs last time I jumped roped because I was like 10 or something. haha. But I am so excited about losing the weight again. Im so glad I am back in the gym and I am glad that this forum is here. No matter how long I am away I can get a pick me up from all you beautiful people.
 
Im 197 today which means that is the lowest weight I have been in a very long time. I have been working my butt off exercising every day and trying to just move more that normal. My snacks have been goji berries,green sunflowers seeds and raw veggies. I met with a trainer and fell in love with him on thursday. Well not really in love but hes freaking awesome and how can a girl whos trying to lose weight not get excited by a 20 something guy with beautiful eyes and huge muscles that tells you all these positive things. The problem with this positive man is that he costs a pretty penny. The cute ones always cost more in the long run don't they haha. I think I am going to do as many sessions as my wallet allows. I'd like to see if I am even lifting weights the right way and I need help with breathing. I hope all works out. Im ready to lose 60 more lbs...
 
Well, it's good to see that you at least maintained your weight over the holidays. Be proud! You've done great!


Nicole
 
I was in the gym today. 195 today btw. Total of 42 lbs down. Anywho I was jogging on the treadmill and did my mile one min faster than yesterday. I was so proud of myself, because I didn't feel like I was going to dye either. Now like I said I was so excited...until I looked up what a mile should be ran in...um yeah I can't run a mile in less than 7 mins. Even at my lowest weight which was 140 I couldnt run a mile in under 10. So I guess my new goal is to just beat my time everyday even if its just a second until I can run a mile in under 10 and keep running. My mile was a little under 15 mins. The good news is last year at this time I was 230 lbs plus and most likely did a mile in 20 mins or so. Its hard to think that I let myself get so out of shape. I have always been the fat kid in gym so when I am able to run a mile in under 10 mins I will be very proud of myself..even if 10 mins is considered slow. I don't know if anyone even reads my blog anymore, but I am still here and working hard. I can't wait to post after pics when I lose all the weight. I have my prom dress in my closet hanging up. Its waiting for me to get back in it. That will be my next weightloss photo. When I can zip it... I will post it.



 
You are doing amazingggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :party:

Keep up the incredible work that you are doing. Can't wait to jump back on the bandwagon with you, come summer! By then you'll be Mrs. Skinny Minny!
 
You are doing amazingggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :party:

Keep up the incredible work that you are doing. Can't wait to jump back on the bandwagon with you, come summer! By then you'll be Mrs. Skinny Minny!

Thanks hun. I sure hope I am skinny by then! I really hope! lol I hope all is well with the baby growing : ) Good to see that your still on the board!
 
Alright here we go. I have no idea how I gained 5 lbs in like 3 days...I hate how much my body changes in a few days. i have been doing alot more weightlifting so I am hoping that is causing my gain. I have been killing it in the gym. Well for someone my size and weight. I push it harder than the day before everyday. My legs have been sore for a week straight, but I keep pushing. I joked with hubby that I was going to start bringing a bucket with me to the gym...that way if I need to puke I just do it and keep going. He said there is something wrong with me...perhaps that was a little overkill and a weird thought. Im a biggest loser watcher and they puke and keep going..I just figured that wouldn't be too weird. Ok I guess if I saw someone bring a bucket that would be weird but I get sick sometimes If I push hard. Anywho Whos ready for a flash back....October 2007. I attached them because I can't figure out how to post them on the page...if anyone can tell me how.. I will. The 1st three were from my wedding(aka oct 07). The last one is a recent photo. I dont take many photos of myself so I don't have many. Im 42 lbs lighter between the 1st and last shot..
 
Hey my body does that too. I gained 5 pounds in 3 days back in November and it sent me into a tail spin ;/. I let it get to me enough that it got me off track even though I knew better. I'm really glad to see you back and you've lost an awesome amount of wait! Was just looking at your new pics you posted and what a difference. Hope to see you here more often now that you're back :grouphug:
 
Hey my body does that too. I gained 5 pounds in 3 days back in November and it sent me into a tail spin ;/. I let it get to me enough that it got me off track even though I knew better. I'm really glad to see you back and you've lost an awesome amount of wait! Was just looking at your new pics you posted and what a difference. Hope to see you here more often now that you're back :grouphug:

thanks! I plan on sticking around this time. I have 9 weeks until a vegas trip so I am trying so hard to stay in the game and lose as much as I can by then. thanks for reading....
 
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