Hello Jen, I just read your journal, started it about an hour ago and couldn't stop, and couldn't wait to get to the end....where are you? You are a true inspiration no matter what! I just started my journal last week and when I came across you... well it took my seriousness about this weightloss to another level .... so you need to come back so we can ALL kick it up a notch!!!! I need to lose 30 pounds..... by my 40th birthday, which is at the end of October!!! Come on LETS DO IT!!!!