Thank you ladies for coming and supporting me...you all so awesome.
We had a public holiday,..so we celebrated my daughters 3rd birthday...big bbq,...and now I realize I have made this a new way of life,..before in a crowd I would stop eating with a balanced portion and then crave everything that based by me I would have to really us sellf control to stop eating. I actually left food on my plate this time...I was FULL!!!! I wanted to stop eating,..a normal portion was enough,...no over indulgence.
Anyhoo the party was a blast, kids had an inflateable bouncer I rented and in the package these two young girls entertained the kids with balloons and painted faces and some games!!!!! Awesome job!
Stoptheexcuses I agree, getting REAL about how we approach food and stop denying bad beahviours and accepting ourselves and getting rid of guilt and all the emotional stuff I believe is the key to weightloss. Eating is very much emotional as it is a physical need for food. I am sure some of the things I have written about how I feel about food in past present and future has been the same experience as for many here, and it nice to know that somebody understands what it feels like to have bad body image and all the rest. I just hope some people can look at me and think wow she started at 280 and now she is 195 and she is still going and she had all the hurdles I have, and just feel inspiration.
I say feel so shame in this weight game....(my new motto)...
Just because we have weight to loose does not make us less desireable as people.
Scrappy...yep full 7 kids all summer...

Wooooo Hoooooo!!! We have a big yard,..with lots to fun stuff in it so we will have a blast!
Fuunky, smiley, Michelle....everytime I take my morning shake...the new name cracks me up....Guess I wont get to be a spokes person for them once the weight is off though...lol...I should mail them my diary and see if they would let me do a promo....Caaaaaa-ching!