Thanks guys for your comments it means so much!Just little reminders that i am not alone and i really CAN do this!Maintaining is the hardest...not loosing...loosing will take 6-12 months but maintaining takes the rest of your life.i did not know that until i had to confront it and then fail big time.but ok i am trying
.i know i am not totally IN to it like the first time i know the reason as well.like i mentioned i feel like a huge failure plus i feel that the road is SO long.i dont think i can be happy with little goals in-between when last year i was so close to my target.its like i must get to that point again to feel any-kind of wellness
Breakfast
5 corn cakes 1 coffee
Snack nectarine 2 corn cakes
Lunch pasta with olives minced meat peppers feta cheese in oven
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Snack Nectarine 3 small wafers left over by Mario(i wasn't going to count them as they where so tiny but i am cause i did eat them anyway)
Dinner Same as lunch
Exercise taratataaaaaaaaaaaaa 30 minutes on my bike watching episodes of sponge bob square pants!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
100 crunches
about 20 minutes stretching exercises (i just loooove them)
Things to feel good about
the fact that i brought my bike downstairs all by my self (its really heavy) and actually sat there for half an hour after so long.
i turned down ice cream
I put a cookie in my mouth and then just took it out went right in the rubbish
i am feeling really hungry today.still after i had that yumy dinner i feel like eating so maybe its just my mind.i am going to eat a big carrot though in a while!
i was looking at my first diary here and i noticed that even though i started running AFTER i had lost all my weight i WAS indeed doing exercise on my bike many days and other dvd's i own/so i thought i might get my bike out from the dust and get some use back into it.