Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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Ok, I need to be more clear, I actually print the spreadsheet I make and manually write in info and do calcualtions in my bat cave, not on the computer, and away from my BF's eyes (prying eyes would sound appropriate but he acutally ignores most of my activities).

Claudia: Thanks for th compliment! Yes, we're no anorexics! But it still sucks, being chicks people are really judgmental of our activities sometimes, especially when we're making good (but healthy) progress. Not me, thought, lately! More later....

Kim: Wine and friends are INDEED a blast, more later

Beth: Getting sunnier here, but the fog is here to stay this summer, no doubt! Marine layers, gotta love them, gotta hate them

Jen: Thank you Jen! Lately I have been seeing the numbers creep up but I like the mirror image so I'm torn! LOL

Randy: Thanks, appreciate the wisdom! I <3 you! Hee hee

Bruce: Careful, I think the hotels are filling up fast!

Claud: I'll be back in a minute!
 
Hey Curves!

I empathise with the nerdy bf thing (again, lol!) and I looked into fitday as well and came to the same conclusion, probably even more so as it didn't even seem to have fairly ubiquitous English brands! Just goes to show one thing doesn't work for everyone :rolleyes:
 
Davie will sometimes look over my shoulder and read my posts to the forum so he can make fun of me, saying I think I'm a weight loss guru when I try to dispense helpful advice. Whateva! Now we have a laptop too so I can go off to the couch on my own. He likes playing socom online so I in turn make fun of him for that. Sheesh!
 
Girls: Thanks! Wow BFs and their quirks! Ever notice that men run real hot at night? Like, my BF is cold all day (remember he's über-skinny) but at night, when we cuddle, his skin gets all sweaty and gross right away! And sometimes when he's sleeping he will just get covered in sweat for no reason. Yuck. At least he doesn't snore, thank Goddess!

Update:

145 lbs, due to sodium I'm saying. *smirk and wink* No, really, even if I grossly underestimated my calorie intake (possible, I have been eating out a lot) I can't be a surplus of more than 10,500 calories from when I was 137 lbs just 22 days ago--so I'm supposed to be 140 lbs if anything. This weekend I did not eat surplus calories, I ate to maintenance. But I'm not worried--I can do this, I will do this, and my houseguest left so it's back to the Batcave in the evenings where I don't indulge in snacks or excess wine.

Want to know about my weekend?

Friday A and I (girl friend who's been over for 2 weeks and inadvertantly influencing me to eat/drink to maintenance or over) stayed home with BF, B and L where we had a pow-wow at home with wine and pizza. Saturday I ran errands and took A to Vinocruz--where Tony from Sonnet was pouring his Pinots! (another winemaker I know). We did his flight...and the house flight, so yeah, we tasted 14 wines. Ahem! We bought 4 bottles of wine, one of whcih we planned to drink that evening. Sonnet Pinot Amber Ridge.

Then we went to Soif and had "dinner," which was sugar peas and a salad...and wine! Ane we met a man in his fifties going through a divorce--we cheered him up and his gratefulness bought a bottle of wine. Well we got to drunk to do anything but get a ride home and pass out together on the couch. My BF got sick this weekend and passed out in ther chair next to us. So from 7pm-11, my housemate B was very uncomfortable with 3 sleeping people and nothing to do--no one to talk to.

So: A and I got too drunk to drink and took a nap before we went to bed.: Hey, it sounds funny but it's true!

Hey! I'm not proud of it, but it was fun! Everything in moderation is the shining rule....give me a few years and I might be able to follow that for the rest of my life, I guess I'm not ready.

Sunday was interesting, I took another girl friend to San Jo to shop. I behaved--no drinking and I only bought 2 cheap summer dresses and a bra to go with them. THEN....

I had dinner with my very first boyfriend! :eek2:

Hadn't seen him in 7 years. HA! But we've been emailing each other for updates on family and life. I just called him on a whim if he wanted to have dinner with me and C. He did! We ate Thai and listened to what his job is like--it's kind of like financial analyzing in San Francisco's financial district, but since he's on the bottom of the Totem pole he gets all sorts of crazy jobs thrown at him, poor thing. He graduated from UCLA with a degree in math. Anyway, he looks the same. HA! It was trippy--the first guy I ever loved.

No nostalgia! Trust me--I dwell on the future and seldom the past.

Came home and BF was sick and in bed, poor thing. I emailed him today telling him about last night's dinner but he hasn't responded yet. So today:

Ate well, going to weight train.

My legs want to run. My heel still cannot handle shoes. The trail run is June 12th. I'm antsy.
 
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Bet BF isnt that happy about last night's dinner. Getting a bit drunk on wine with a girlfriend is just fine. To me its only a problem when one starts acting very trashy and inappropriately and makes stupid decisions like driving or going home with a guy. Sure doesnt sound like that's the case so enjoy is what I say!
 
Claudia, huh?
He is most likely in the wareshouse all day. He has no reason to feel threatened--no problemo. I just hope he's not too ill at work!
 
Ok, I need to be more clear, I actually print the spreadsheet I make and manually write in info and do calcualtions in my bat cave, not on the computer, and away from my BF's eyes (prying eyes would sound appropriate but he acutally ignores most of my activities).

Hey Curvie!! You had me cracking up with the bat cave comment. I love it.

Good for you for keeping a spreadsheet. I do too!! GMTA!
 
Hey Curvie, it sounds like we both went a bit over maintenance. Like you a lot is sodium for me, but I'm back on the straight and narrow after 4 tough days. I know what you mean about guys getting hot at night. I like the bedroom somewhere between 20 and -18 degrees :)
 
Wow, you tasted 14 kinds of wine? How do you keep track after the 10th one? :confused:

HMMM, I wonder if that has anything to do with the temporary gain -- alcohol dehydrates you, after all. Maybe the next day your body was craving for water, and hung onto every drop!

I use half as many covers at night as my wife. I like the room about 20 degrees colder than she does. And fortunately for her, I stopped snoring. :)
 
well as you said in my diary for me...i'm saying the same to you. i have no doubt you will get back on track and lose again. i believe in you :D
i guess i'm the only one who's bf is always cold during night...i'm the one who needs open window and less covers hehe
 
Hey there Val!! I am going to go ahead and resserve our hotel up that way and then worry about how we are going to get there! LOL Getting there is the easy part.. making sure we have a place to crash after drinking wine all day is another thing! :beerchug:

Hope you have a great day! Oh, and I posted pics in my diary...

Take care!

Bruce
 
143--going DOWN

BF was totally cool about having lunch with me and my ex-boyfriend from 7 years ago. :)

Doing well--I have been slowly increasing my weight training time--yesterday I was an hour into it and didn't feel "done", so I went for another 20 minutes.

A man who unbeknownst to me introduced himself and congragulated me on my fantastic body re-compostition. I said, "Are you stalking me?" :rotflmao:

Also yesterday, my old Kickboxing instructor from when I worked nights at my old job, whom I see all the time because he is a trainer, said, "It's great to see you working so hard and you've come a long way--keep it up!" :)

I found some pictures of me and my friend I went shopping with Sunday, but these are from April 20th, when I was a petite 137 lbs--6 lbs ago. Grrrrrr. Anyway, damn I look good! (so does C.!) HA HA, one is almost pornographic, the one where she looks naked! Ha ha!
 

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