...there are so many wonderful things in life that are making ME SOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!
...so yesterday, I found the
YOGA classes I want and for the first month it's $60 bucks
UNLIMITED woooohoooo!!!....after that...it turns ridiculous prices again....but HEY I'll use that month up!!!

:!!!!...so YUPPPP.....Friday is when I give it the GOOOOO!!! WOOOHOOO!!! So I'm going to try to fit in 4 classes of 90 mins per week.......though one of those days, probably my day off will have to be a 2 class day!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!!!
....also....yesterday...I went to the gym with my good friend Christine, and YEAAAAA it felt It really has been a minute since I had been to the gym...but I'm back! I kinda avoided going to the gym in North Hollywood because I used to go there back in the day, when I was MISS FIT

: and I had a wayyyy better body....and I was a regular so all these people would know me and say hi.....so YEAH.....what do you do when you feel bad about your body.....other than
HIDE FROM THOSE PEOPLE THAN KNEW YOU THEN, or SWITCH GYMS....so yeah.....
I DID BOTH!!! hahaha
...I had switched gyms and avoided the people that knew I was at a better me once, and YESTERDAY....when I went back to that gym....
OF COURSE, I run into all kinds of people that knew me when I worked like a WARRIOR at myself.....and
OF COURSE they all had something to say about my new flabby body....."
ALTA
: YOU KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO GET ALL THAT OFF, JUST LIKE YOU DID B4....and IT'S GOOD TO see YOU BACK ON THE BOAT!".....ahhhhh.....YUP......I decided .....THEY ARE RIGHT!

I do know how, and
I'm NOT GOING TO HIDE ANYMORE...because MENTALLY I am prepared to go
ALL OUT on myself
again.....(physically my body tells me to stop after so long..but working on that)....!!! It's kind of funny though, how my mentality changed....cause now for some reason....those people KNOWING me BEFORE & then AFTER and then back to BEFORE body

...kinda
INSPIRES ME...cause for some reason.....they HAVE MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF FAITH IN ME,

and it makes me REMIND MYSELF, that DAMN....I CAN AND WILL BE A WARRIOR like I used to be!!! SHIT>>>>IT's IN ME, and I MISS IT^.....!!!!
.....so me and CHRISTINE...(ALANE83) made a
MONDAY MORNING PACT for 6:00 am
SPINNING CLASS!!! and I figured as well, that YESSSS, I could do it and wake up
ONE MORE DAY during the week at 6:00am

and DO IT again....and SPIN!!!
...the plan....SPINNING 2 times a week
YOGA 3-4 times a week
the rest....alternate gym days, hiking, stairs!!!
ALSO.....wohooo.....my BOWEL movements are let's say.....
"MOVINGGGGG"!!! LOL!!! I found a low carb Protein Vanilla shake to incorporate with the Psyllium Seeds and they taste GREAT, not like b4.....ugggghhh....the FIBER would SUCK UP THE WATER IN THE CUP...and if you don't drink fast enough....WOOOOA SHIT WATCH OUT....get ready to gag!....but YEAAAAA,
SOON MY BABIES SHOULD BE HUGE!!!! LOL!!!
....Also.....I'm excited because I'm starting a new ebay business selling the Iron Artworks that my step dad makes that are impressive, along with my Pre Paid Legal business, along with my bathroom Interior Design Position, along with the Foreclosure Broker Price Opinions for the Banks that I do....., and ALSO....I'm starting these classes on the FIRST of next month, for 4 weeks to do Apartment Property Management mainly and Leasing......in aspirations of adding that to my boat, so I can as well do that....and LIVE FOR FREE one day soon....heheh.....since I know a couple of my clients who have been doing that for 15 years, and still maintain their jobs and stuff and run businesses, I figured,....SHIT....give it a try....WHY THE HELL NOT!....so the classes are $450 and I was going to pay for them....but the BF...so willingly offered to pay for them to help me as well.......so I'm HAPPY ABOUT THAT!....don't expect & YE SHALLLLLLLL RECEIVE!!!
.....also....me and my mom are Getting along better, we've been fighting forever it seems like now, and my little brother is SOOO AMAZING, I'm learning a lot about life from him lately...(3 yrs old) and WOW.....can kids teach you HOW TO BE HAPPY and LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY!!! AMAZING!!!
....me and my bf.....OMG....it's like HEAVEN lately with us....you would never everrrrrrrrr believe the changes in our relationship as of late....IT's what I've alwwwwways wanted and I'm ATTRACTING IT!!! I truly think that my ATTITUDE about me has changed and THAT'S ALL IT's about....I now look in the mirror and see a BEAUTIFUL woman there.....which isn't what I saw b4!!! I'm happy....REAL HAPPY!!!
....also.....I'm VERRRRRRRRRY INSPIRED by my friend
Ivette8uNoMore, because we have always struggled with our weight, and by her being here and DOING THIS the right way.....I feel a HEALING coming for her as well, and we all know, that it hurts us when those that we love HURT....and now she is soooo HAPPY lately....and in turn....that makes ME HAPPPPPPY!!!!
LIFEEEEEEEEEEE IS GREAT!!!!!!!
THE LAWS OF ATTRACTION BABY!!!! THEYYYYYY WORK!
....so FOR ME......I'll BE DAMNED IF 2009, I GO BROKE AND FAT!!! FUCK THAT!
....hahah...
2009 baby!!! IS MY YEAR!~
...
.Great Body, Great Relationships, Great Business, GREAT TRAVEL, great SEX, GREATTTTT BODY, GREAT HEALTH!!!! [/QUOTE]
Woot!!!!!!!!!! Woot!!!!!!!!!!! I love it 2009 is only positive energy baby.. Back to the days when everything was fun and games...
You have always inspired me with being so damn consistent with the weightloss. I never though I had it in me.. You made me regain that belief and cofidence. I thank you for that.
I am so glad everything is so much better with you and tweets... he's an awesome guy and your an awesome girl which equals and awesome couple... yeahhhh... I knew you would find what you wanted just by listening to yourself. It's not always easy and it's hard and sad sometimes.. but in the end its a bowl of laughter and happiness..
I'm glad your getting along better with moms.. moms are given to us we have to accept them the way they are and your right chick love unconditionally no matter what... That's the one lesson I have always kept with me love everyone unconditonally..
Roman, awwww I miss him hoochball and so does JJ... He always asks for him.. stop being a lame ass help me with the diaper cake... and bring him over... hahahahahahaaha... JUST DO IT!!!!
I really want to go hiking to tree people that spot I told you on coldwater and mulholland.. If not let's take roman and jj on a hike with us... It'll be fun... I took Jj with me once and he loved..
I love you!!! and whenever you need some words of POSITIVE ENERGY let me know...It's all positive now... MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
