Cate's Diary

CATE - I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Well done. I am so glad you decided to go. I'm actually speechless and dont know what else to say!

You have put a huge smile on my face this morning and you have no idea how much I actually needed it! I will post my silly emotions in my diary but please know that you have made my day so much brighter just by reading your post!

Make sure you do lots of stretches throughout the day to get rid of that lactic acid build up in your muscles - you will find the soreness will go away much quicker!

Have a great day.

Lauren
 
Faithie- We must believe in ourselves. It's so easy not to & I know I will have to be reminded that I am worthwhile.(You have been one of these reminders!) It shouldn't be necessary, I know, but.... This forum is very much a 2-way thing! I had a great day & did have a wonderful view before the fog came in. Also when we got back down you could walk up a different track a little & see where we had been & that was very impressive. I am so lucky living here. There is so much to see so close to where I live. What a joy! I am proud of myself today. I am really glad I did it. Being outside & exercising & being so close to nature is exhilarating! Cheers, Cate.
Lauren- You should be smiling today! It's thanks to your encouragement that I went. You gave me that gentle push that I needed. I feel empowered today as well as bloody sore!!(LOL. Whoops-ouch!)
We built that veggie garden so have spent all day hammering, lugging wood chips, sheep poo, compost etc for most of the day & have planted bok choy seedlings & spring onion seedlings & have worked out a lot of my stiffness. I might have to have another soaking bath though before I go to bed. I feel on top of the world, even though my LH is having issues with his job & may quit this week. We have talked a lot about it today so I have helped him to deal with it & to articulate exactly what the issues are. Decisions will be made in the next couple of days. I do not like to see anyone undermine his basic good character & that is what I see happening. It was not until he was criticised for his approach to the job that he felt he was not up to it. They have undermined his self-esteem.
I feel much stronger & more able to cope with his stress because of yesterday I think. I have always been a strong person but I had let my confidence slip away. I must make sure I find ways to build it back up.
Tonight I got a call from the woman I had been with for most of the day on the walk & she rang to see how I was today. She commented on how well I had gone, especially seeing it was such a hard walk on my first go. I told her that I just loved it & she said she only had to take one look at my face yesterday to know that. I agreed with her that they are lovely people. She forgot to pick up the employment form but will tomorrow & post it to me as she is working next Tuesday. It was so nice of her to ring. She had only just got home from work. I had been thinking of ringing her to say "thank you" for making me feel so welcome yesterday & told her so.
I am glad we have booked & paid for our trip to Melbourne next month as we would probably have had a re-think if my husband quits. We won't go on the dole as we cannot bear Centrelink. We went to them once a few years ago when we were without an income for a few months & we found it to be a degrading experience that we would not like to repeat.
I was really hoping this job would work out but I don't want my LH being unhappy, stressed or pressured. He is worth his weight in gold to any employer. He is such a good worker, never takes sickies, is very loyal & trustworthy & they should appreciate him. This is a public service job & politics plays too great a part. I will let you know what happens.
I'll scoot for now. I will weigh myself again tomorrow as I woke up today & weighed myself 3 times as I could not believe my eyes. 3 different weights- all horrible! 71.5,73,72. My scales kept displaying a C after the 0.00 & I am usually somewhere between 68.5 & 70, but not 71.5 or more. I freaked! After a day like yesterday with all that exercise, no pigging out on anything, but I woke lots of times & don't think I drank enough on the walk as I was thinking about having to go behind a bush to pee(or worse) so probably did not drink anywhere near as much as I normally do. I did drink a lot of water during the night. I do think the scales are playing up though. I need new batteries maybe?
I will report on the scales tomorrow as well! ooch, ouch.....
Cheers for now, Cate.
 
Oh No abuot the scales Cate! I can believe that you have gone up as the walk would have encouraged your muscles, you will probably find in the next few days that you will have a good loss. Funny about not drinking for fear of having to wee... it's awful being a girl I know I would have been the same. By the way what does the C stand for on the scales?

TTFN
Faithie
 
Faithie- The C on the scales I thought probably was short for cancel but I have no idea really. They still say 71.5(!) though. I put new batteries in & then they said 'bat' so I gave up & put the "old" ones back in again. I realised also that the morning of the walk I didn't take my blood pressure/diuretic tablet or any of my vitamins that I take every morning as I was excited & nervous; plus not drinking enough water & holding it in for hours (6!!) as I waited until we got all the way down from the walk plus I haven't been sleeping as well as normal as I usually take a 10mg Phenergan at night to alleviate allergy symptoms which also helps me to sleep. The 2 nights before the walk I kept waking up worrying & the 2 nights since I have woken up constantly, thirsty & with screaming muscles I didn't know I had.
Today-
My husband quit his job! So now we are both out of work. He has a headache but says he feels better. I hope so. As far as we know he has 7 weeks work over Christmas doing the job he likes in the same work-place (in the kitchen) but has quit the casual job that he was not enjoying. He is going to ring the fellow tomorrow, he says, to let him know that he will be on call for kitchen work from now on.
I am a little nervous about having no income but am trying hard not to worry too much about it. I, too, have a slight headache. I found my old resume earlier, whilst looking for my Cohen's exercise book with all of my measurements in it, so will organise a new one in the next few days plus I had better do an updated one for him. I hope I haven't left the book with the measurements in a shop in town somewhere. I may have left it with one of my fellow Cohenites. I'll ring tomorrow.
I thought I should keep up my measuring now that I am exercising, especially if my weight is going to sneak up without my eating extra to re-feed portions. I handed out 2 pamphlets today. One to a woman in the street who I haven't seen since I started & the other to a friend who visited this morning who I hadn't seen for ages & who is very keen. I also got some lovely comments in the street from 2 others. I will have to stop freaking over the scales. I had allowed myself 3 kilos(72) above goal weight(69) as my alert weight but I am within .5 of that. EEK!! Not happy about that. Hopefully, I will be a kilo less tomorrow.
The forum is so active at the moment. How wonderful! I had better go & read all today's posts. Take care, everyone & cheers from the not hurting too much really now, Cate.
 
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Dastardly scales!

Hi Cate

Don't worry about the scales as I know when I used to be a gym junkie that after a big session I always went up in weight. I think is is probably due to your muscles getting full of fluid and lactic acid when they get used like that (which is one reason why if your not used to it it can make you really sore) ALso don't forget that you probably developed a few muscles on the walk and muscle weighs more than fat (as we are always being told!)

I found though that after a few days my weight would suddenly drop off, I guess as the tissues let go of the fluid and lactic acid, and as I had built up some more muscle my metabolism would increase too, and thats when the real weight loss happens I reckon.

Your better off doing measurements to see if you lost any 'volume' rather than weight.

Hope it is all good

What ever you do, definately keep moving anyway you can. It all counts. And keep writing such lovely diary entries. I feel I'm there with you when I read them.

Hope all turns out well with Hubby.;)

best wishes::D

Leila:hug2: (as you can tell I've just discovered the icons!)
 
Leila- That's a good idea re the measurements. I've been searching for my book but remembered I had also typed the measurements into my diary also. I just did a search & found them so tomorrow morning, hopefully I will weigh a little less, but I will measure myself as well & post the results (good or bad.)
I will have another look about as my LH is watching the twenty20 cricket & I don't like it. I love test cricket. I like the skills & the tradition rather than this instant gratification stuff! (LOL)
Tomorrow I am starting my own exercise program, including running up & down a few stairs many times(because I can.) Cheers for now, Cate
 
Hi Cate

Sorry about your hubby and his job I hope things improve soon.
Congrat's on your walk and i know exactly whate you mean about long nature walks and toilet visits - the number of times I have held "it" in till I got home or to a clean toilet.
And Leila is correct about your weight going up after you exercise, always way before, I also learnt this lesson from my gym days.

Cate I think it is important to weight at least once a week but not every day. My weight gain was gradual. I have gone over in my mind where I went wrong and I now know that I just lost sight of what I ate and come Fridays and the weekend I would just relax and treat myself over those days and then when Monday arrived I would be like okay time to start eating well again but by this stage my body was craving all the rubbish I had consumed from the weekend.

So what I do differently now is keep up the water intake this should be a everyday priority and try not to consume too much carb's. Exercise should be a must I could point out all the reasons why but I think we all know them. Add a vareity of veg and fruit everyday and keep your meals interesting and try and give yourself a food treat every week, and most IMPORTANTLY don't feel guilty for it. Life is meant to be enjoyed (so the saying goes)

Bye for now

Sam:)
 
Hi cate,

Just thought I'd jump in here and resuggest my idea that you look into maybe being a consultant. I still think you'd be really wonderful at it, I am sure the consultants we speak to arn't nutritional experts, they are people who have had the experience and you have had the experience and I think you are wonderful, thoughtful, dedicated, caring and an inspiration. Hey you should put that on your reference :D. Ok I will shut up now.

Use your clothes as a measure from now on they will tell you what is really going on.
 
Hi Cate

Good on you for the big walk. I'm so unfit at the moment that my husband tows me up the hills when we're out walking.

One thing that i'd like to do is salsa dancing...might get me a dvd and learn at home! I love the music - it always lifts my mood.

An ipod is something else on my wish list...might make me go walking by myself a bit more. The time just drags when you're by yourself with no one to talk to!
 
Well. Wow! I have been reading everyone else's diaries & only just came in mine. What a surprise!
Sam- I know you're right about the scales! I was not so obsessed whilst losing weight but have been so scared about putting it back on that I probably have been obsessing over the figures. I'll go back to Monday weigh-ins I think. I do usually concentrate on keeping up the water. Exercise is going to be a strong focus from now on & is very important to me as I am enjoying being active. I am enjoying life & do treat myself. I really wanted to make sure that I had stabilised before indulging too much. I am enjoying drinking wine & love a little dark chocolate. I am feeling pretty damned good really. xo Cate
Suzie :flame:- I just laughed so loudly that my husband asked what I was laughing at & I read your post out to him. You are truly gorgeous! I mean it! Please....NEVER shut up! xoxoCate
Cherub- The walk was great! I don't really like exercising on my own & half the fun of the walk was the company & meeting new people who were lovely. Dance is wonderful, I agree, but more fun with company. Cherub, I know your views on deviations & that you have decided not to follow the program 100% this time. I might try the bran but later in the day as I have found that carb's in the morning do make me hungry for the rest of the day as Cohen's said they would. We are all entitled to make our own choices & I do not want to knock yours, but do you think you are being helpful encouraging others to do the same. I am not wanting to knock you at all as I don't like negativity or nastinesss. It's just that we are surrounded by people trying to sabotage us, most of them overweight, some well-meaning i'm sure. I found that following Cohen's 100% was the only way for me. I was obese at 105kg & half following it or deviating on purpose along the way would have blown it for me & I would be back where I had started (again!) So many people need support & encouragement to stay focussed. I hope you find the focus we all need & are able to get to your goal weight, cheers & happy losing, Cate.
Rolypoly!- MAAATE!! A great big hi to you. You have made me smile just seeing you are still about! Welcome back! xoxo Cate.
Weight 70kg!!
OK.... I know, I know. I was worried about nothing!
I know nothing about lactic acid, muscles holding fluid etc after exercise. I have so much to learn. I was so relieved to see 70kg again though! I have been so active again today. We have been raking up leaves & branches & setting alight to them, trying to get ready for the next bushfire season, which I think will be worse than last year. We were at it all day with only a short break for lunch. Phew! I even walked up our driveway, at speed, much to my husband's amazement, whilst he drove in the ute! I have blisters even. Ouch! I wore gloves too...!
My LH is feeling fine about quitting & for some strange reason I am not worried. Strange, but good!
Today I got a call to say Tai Chi starts on Saturday, the 20th of October. That will work out well really as I will go bushwalking on Tuesday's & then do Tai Chi on Saturday's & will be able to do Tai Chi for my stretching in between when I know what to do.
My Mum is coming to visit in November & I might take her walking as well (she's 82 but active). I'm not sure how hard the walk is on that Tuesday but will find out next week. I go to Melb the day after my first TC lesson so will miss 1 TC lesson & 1 walk. Oh well. I am so looking forward to a trip to Melbourne!
I got the application form today for a job with the electoral office & we are both going to apply. I will ring K over the weekend & ask her more about it, particularly which jobs she thinks are best, how often she works & if my LH would be suitable as he's a bit of a computer veg! Good at most things but little idea about computers!
I am so stuffed that I had better quit for today. Love the forum at the moment, love the visits to my diary! Have a lovely week-end folks, cheers
Cate.
 
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Hi cate,
Yes i am still about and being a nuisance as usual :p
I did feel very strongly about certain individuals telling us how much non cohen food they are eating on a cohens forum, I wonder how someone would go at a AA forum raving on about how much alcohol they have been drinking - same thing really., no on ewould stand for it. Anyway I received an infraction for it but I am cool with that because their diary has been moved to a more appropriate section and that was my point to begin with - why make it hard for someone who is following this to a t.

have a great weekend and good luck with the job applications.
rolypoly :rofl:
 
Rolypoly- Thanks for your pm. You always make me laugh & I am really pleased to see you back. You know how I feel...;) Have you ever thought about doing Tai Chi or meditation :)rotflmao:) xo Cate.
My day- Has been just lovely. I weighed in at 70kg, my LH headed off to golf & I decided to go shopping. I did a little shopping & then visited my new friend "Gigi" in her clothing store. Hours later.......she closed the shop, we went out to lunch.........much later I did my supermarket shopping & didn't get home until 4.30pm. Delightful day!
I am getting used to post-Cohen's & what I can eat or want to eat. Today I bought lots of vegies, mostly "Cohen's", lots of fruit, mostly "C" & lots of low-fat natural yoghurt.
I'm not sure if I have mentioned recently that I hardly ever eat bread (probably only had it 3 times in 6 weeks), don't drink milk at all, enjoy a bit of dark choc now & a glass of red wine but this is following the maintenance guidelines, almost to a T. They are very sound. Life after Cohen's is still healthy eating but is finding a balance.
My Cohen's advisor recommended eating muesli for fibre but not at breakfast time as they do not rec. eating carb's at breakfast ever because it sets you up for hunger for the rest of the day. I have found this to be true. Today I bought some All Bran for fibre (as rec. by cherub) but will have it with my yoghurt & fruit after dinner each night & hopefully this will make my system work better. Then I may stop taking the Bekunis tea. I had trouble with irregularity well before Cohen's. In fact it started when I was pregnant with my first son, who is now almost 27!
My LH has dinner almost ready so had better scoot. I'm feeling great today. I love feeling so much fitter & by being more active my mood has lifted. Funny about that. Cheers for now, xo Cate.
 
Hi Cate,

Thanking you for coming past my place it was lovely of you to visit. I didn't really mean old in the sense of years, i just meant the feeling hehehe It will go away. I also know that you are not old you area wacky walker full of life and love for life :jump:
 
Suzie :flame:- I just love to be cheeky! Some days I feel 100, others 18!
Today is fun! We are looking after our little grandbaby which is always fun, especially during the day. I had earned movie passes in my last job & we gave 3 to our OS, DIL & GS so that just the 3 of them could go to a kids' movie, without our GD. They have gone to Devonport to see Ratatouille which I thought looked really funny. I think, like lots of those movies a lot of the humour will go over A's head but will be appreciated by his parents. I hope they have a good time. We have dinner cooked so that when they get back they don't have to worry about going home & getting that ready. I use the royal "we" which is really my LH, doing the cooking & me the washing up, which I am more than happy about.
We are mixing our cuisines & countries tonight but hey, this is Australia. What is our cuisine? We have pizzas made, one a plainish chicken, the other with hot salami, anchovies, olives etc; a Thai meatball dish that is going on fettuccini(!) & have cooked vegies, including spuds (I may not have any-well maybe 1) and I have a lot of fruit cut up for afters.
Our little GD is such a beautiful child. She is very strong minded, loves her food & has quite exotic tastes like her grandparents. My Lh cooked some chicken in soy sauce etc & she demolished most of it, plus some grated Mozzarella cheese & grated apple. She is now sound asleep with her bum up in the air. This is the first time I have got her to have a nap in the middle of the day. I felt so relaxed about it.
I have one of our spare bedrooms set up nicely with a rattan screen in front of the doorway, a Thai silk throw over it. A portacot is set up along the wall near the screen, with some teddies & bedding from when my 2 boys were babies. It is bright red & white with little rabbits. There is a double bed in there with a lovely Indian throw, a nice big trunk, a little portable sound system playing a world mix that she (& I) like. I left the wooden blinds open, popped back in twice & it took her about 40 minutes but she went to sleep & is out like a light! She mostly just grizzled & sung out in baby talk that grandparents suck!
My sweet hubby asked me how long we could stand her crying before we went to get her out which made me laugh. He is such a softy. I knew she wasn't fair dinkum about crying. It was just a strong protest. She had trouble keeping her eyes open & I think she needs as much sleep as her dad used to.
Our OS at 9 weeks of age slept from 7 at night until 7 in the morning & had 2 naps of about 1&1/2-2hrs each day!!
During my lovely day yesterday Gigi & I were discussing potential jobs for myself & my LH. There is a local pub that has been closed for renovations & is trying to go up-market. I was thinking how I would go about mentioning to my husband that it might suit him but he brought it up first & thought he would pop a resume in. I think I had better get organised for the 2 of us. 2 applications to complete for jobs with the Electoral Commission & 2 resumes that need to be brought up to date. I still have not been to Launceston or Devonport to check out computers, printers, desk & comfy computer chair etc but can get things printed in Del at the online centre but I don't much like the place. It's fairly grotty.
I am busting to go walking again. I have 2, possibly 3 days that I can't go which is a bugger. I have an ap't to see a vein specialist in Oct, we will be in Melb another week & my mum says she can't walk up hill. Mmm. I don't want to miss any walks really. I might see if I can change the ap't to a Wed but it might mean waiting even longer. I have had this ap't for a long while. Mum is coming over to visit in November around about her birthday(83rd) as I thought it would be nice & also for her to be here when the Deloraine Craft Fair is on. The fair is huge & I haven't been for years so this will make me go.
Mum lives in a small town up on the Murray river & comes over to Tassie once a year, at least, to stay with us. She is quite active really but does struggle with hills, especially our driveway which is very steep. Our block is on top of a hill so all walks require an uphill walk on the return. I will take her out and about for exercise. She loves to shop. She is a tiny thing compared to me. I take after my dad in more ways than one. Dad was 6'1," Mum 5'1" but she has shrunk in the last 10 years & has osteoporosis(?). He always struggled with his weight, Mum never has had to. She couldn't put it on if she tried but she does eat like a bird!
Well, little E is giving me time to post. What a good little grand-daughter she is. I have done lots of housework while she was complaining so will be able to give her my undivided attention when she wakes. Her Dad just messaged me to say the movie was great & that they were doing some shopping & wondered how the grandparents were & I sent a msg back saying "Great! Sound asleep!" so they will be relaxed & happy about that. I think my DIL will be getting some driving practise as she is still nervous about it.
I will have a quick look about & won't check for typos-please excuse me, cheers for today, happy grandma, :D Cate.
 
Thats so beautiful Cate, seeing your happiness explains my mums desperate want to have grandchildren hehe (but of course she still gotta wait a while).

Have a wonderful evening :beating:
 
Hi Cate

your OS slept through at 7 weeks!!! You must have been an angel in a former life! :newangel: It is still hit and miss if my 21 month oild daughter sleeps through without waking the household up. And my 4 month old son did his first night of 9 hours. Why can't I have one of those lovely children that sleep through?

Glad to hear that things are going well for you post cohens. Are you finding in easy or is it difficult and tricky?

cheers:beerchug:

leila
 
Suzie- Until I was a grandma I had no idea how wonderful it would feel. You don't have the stress & worry that you had when you had your babies & you only have them for a while, not all of the time so it's easy peasy. All you have to do is relax & enjoy them!! xo Cate.
Leila- Life after Cohen's is not hard. Your body is trained to maintain your goal weight if you have followed the program, including re-feed & then follow the maintenance guidelines. I can indulge in treats & maintain my weight. Cohens tell you when to eat what. It's wonderful!
Re our OS & me having been an angel- My mum says I was such an easy baby & child & never any trouble. She used to go in to check I was breathing. Our second son slept through the night for the first time at 4 years of age! It was a good thing he was not our first or he would have been an only child. I love them equally but they are so very different. How your babies are when they are really little is about how they stay. They don't change much. None of us do really. When your kids are young you think it is so hard but when they are older you worry for different, more serious reasons. They look to you for advice on the bigger picture & you have to be so careful with your advice. I do so love my boys! I try to just encourage them, be positive & build their self-esteem.
My day-
Weight 70kgs. After what felt like a very naughty night (food-wise) I was very happy to see 70 this morning. We had a lovely day yesterday & had a delicious dinner with red wine, followed by lots of water, fruit & a good night's sleep. It feels great that I can do this. I can lead a normal life.
Today- A funny old day really. We took our dogs in for a haircut, did a little shopping, picked up the MIL, had lunch at her place(Atlantic Salmon cooked by my LH) & then called in re a job for my LH at the newly renovated pub. I'm not too sure it was a good idea. The woman we saw was so enthusiastic & stressed & couldn't believe that we just called in as she had been really stressing about needing someone & in we walked. She was a little bit over the top I thought. She was talking about him taking over the management of the place! She also seemed keen on me working there but in the dining room waitressing I think. OMG. I swore I would never do that again. It is going to be a Thai restaurant & I know the cook as she is the masseuse I go to. I like her. I feel this is not right though for either of us. It seems like a backward step. Back to stress, late nights...
I really wish my LH would get a call re kitchen work in his old workplace. He loved that job. It was only during the day, very good pay, with penalty rates, a public service job and he really enjoyed it & was very good at it. I'm a bit scared I must admit. I like to know what direction we are headed & I like feeling secure.
I'm off with the Wackys tomorrow to Archers Knob. It's at Narawntapu National Park. I hope the day is nicer than today. I saw K today & she is going as well which is great. I have my bag packed & lunch made already. My LH will play golf.
I might be back later but if not it will be tomorrow night after my walk. Cheers for now, Cate.
 
I'm going to be quick in here, for a change, because I have been trying to connect to the Internet for 3 hours, on & off & have only just done so. Frustrating!!
I went for my walk with the Wackies today &, once again I'm exhausted. I hope I'm not so sore tomorrow & the next day.I will have to do some exercises tomorrow. We have a lot happening though. We have the builder coming back to finish of the garage job. We have a glazier coming to measure & quote for mirrored doors for my spare bedroom wardrobe. Then at 4pm my LH is going for a job interview at the local bar. Mmm.
I met lots of new people today & have written their names down. I am going to try to use the system to remember their names, that I used to use when we owned the pub.
OK. I'm too tired to "talk" so I'll go for a look.
Cheers for now, Cate.
 
Weight 69.5kg, even after my big walk yesterday which must mean that my muscles are getting used to the exercise already. I coped very well with yesterday's walk. It was probably about 6km & was quite warm. I took a full 2 litre water bladder & it got stuck (I thought) before I was 1/2 way through my walk. When we got to where we were having lunch I had a look to see if I could fix it & it was empty! I had to scrounge for a drink which was very embarrassing. Next walk I will take a drink bottle as well & a thermos. It really did make a difference to how I felt, maintaining the fluid intake.
I really want to buy some hiking/travel pants & had a trip to Dev't planned on Monday & was silently cursing that my LH was going with me. I also want to buy a small thermos & was busting to go to a bushwalking store. About an hour ago he got a call to work on Monday, doing the job in the kitchen that he likes, so now I can go on my own! I have an ap't for a mammogram & to give blood now that I have finished the weight-loss part of Cohen's.
The wacky walk-
Was to Narawntapu National Park. We saw lots of wombats, Forester kangaroos, Bennetts Wallabies (some with joeys in their pouch), a Sea Eagle, black swans and many other wrens & a bird I have never seen before.
They are a mixed bunch of people & all seem quite nice. One will stop & point out a rare orchid, others gossip & chat, another will stop & do funny bird calls, some are very quiet, some like me are chatterboxes & all seem to get on really well. It really is fun. I think I'm happy to leave it as a catch up once a week thing & will hate to miss any walks now that I have started.
Today-
We got up early to be ready when the builder got here at 8am. He rang at 8 to say he couldn't come today & will try for Friday. My LH then got in a crabby mood but has ended up building all of the garden beds instead. He's just finishing the last one now.
He is going in to talk to the owner of the pub this afternoon. I feel very hesitant about this job because I think it's a backward step. You work your guts out running a pub, let alone doing it for someone else. I really wish his previous employer would get organised & let him know something definite about the kitchen work. He loves the job, loves the other staff, it's great pay & great hours. They have told him they want him to work for 7 weeks over Christmas (but need to confirm it) which would be excellent but if he gets talked into this other bar job he will probably knock the other back. My instincts just tell me this job will not be good for him or us.
I don't know if I'll go to 8-ball with him tonight. I might just stay home & watch tv & veg out. I'll see how he is when he gets home from the "interview" & how I feel then.
It's cold today & overcast. We don't have any dry wood left for this year as I was home all winter & have really felt the cold. Subsequently I burned heaps of wood. I will have to have a fire going though if I stay at home. Maybe I will go.
I have the application form almost completed for a job with the electoral office. It's probably too late for this year apparently but I might as well get it off ready for next year. It's hard to think who to put as referees when most of your work history you have been self-employed plus I just don't feel up to selling myself at the moment. I am having trouble pushing myself into a job in particular.
Problem- Love to shop, don't feel like working........
I feel a bit out of sorts for no specific reason today. Maybe I'm just tired. Might be back tonight, depending on whether I go out to 8-ball or not, cheers for now, Cate.
 
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