Normally, I'd say "come on, I'll share", but tonight I am REALLY short on good mood The "bunny" watching gave me the short end of the deal! He has NEVER been homesick - until tonight at 8pm! He wanted to go home! Normally, no prob. but its a 2 hour ride to his house for me and I am NOT doin' it at 8 in the evening! I let him call Mommy to say goodnight which turned out to be a severe mistake. The next mistake came in trying to put him to bed on our water bed- has never slept on one and refused to go tobed (didn't like it rolling him around). Okay. The boys have been gone so their rooms have been heatless for a week so he couldn't sleep there. It turned out to be a sleeping bag on the hallway floor I put a nightlight in the boys' bathroom (at the foot of his sleeping bag) and there is light from the livingroom where hubby and our friend are playing PS2. "It isn't enough light" - too bad. I am NOT lighting my house up like daytime-noon to let you sleep! so pooh! Okay, won't keep going (although list just goes on) and bore you, but I do feel better venting Thanks ! LOL not really hungry but feel like I was supposed to make myself have something. (DONT WORRY HH, I WILL HAVE MOTIVATION AND MOOD TO SEND YOUR WAY BY 5 AM SO BE READY - or atleast receptive in your sleep ) Don't worry, it will all be over soon. And I will definitely make sure I am receptive to any good vibes sent my way while I am sleeping. I need all that I can get! Tomorrow will be a new day. Hopefully I can get out of my slump. I'm sure it doesn't help anything that the only time I have been out of the house this week is to go to one stupid doctor after another! But, this is your diary, so I will get rambling about my problems. I will be in a better mood tomorrow. I will be in a better mood tomorrow. I will .... well, I better be anyway! At least that way I know I'm not the only one! LOL I have been up since just before 4!!! Had to sleep on the couch (so nephew could find me during the night) WITH THE LIGHTON IN THE KITCHEN so it shines in my eyeballs!!! GRRRR! I see a long walk then a long nap in my future (after we lose the little motor) I was thinkin' of ya (Well, that and even if you lived close enough to call, you wouldn't have appreciated a 4am alarm call! LOL) THEN off to find food - I am starved since I didn't eat dinner! LOL Then I can kiss the 190's goodbye!!! Maybe I will be in a better mood today. Sure wouldn't wanted to have gotten up at 4 (your time), that would have been 3 here! But I think your telepathic communication worked again, because I sure did wake up early than I wanted to for some reason. But, hey, it's a better day, right?! hehehehehe Just incase those intercepted vibes don't get to their rightful recipient, I'll send ya more I got up at my "normal" time, but I sure didn't sleep so hot so I am REALLY tired now, especially after driving 2 hours to bring him home ) ) I miss the little buggers!!! Its been over a weeks since I've seen them!!!!) Glad that you got rid of the little motor. Now you can get back to your normal schedule. Hopefully your boys have learned a little lesson about fighting before you get them back tomorrow. Well, I can't get you up as early today as lately since the one morning I NEEDED to get up around 4 I slept until after 5!! I still won't be late but I don't get a lot of "leisure" time to start out the day. I KNOW they've learned their lesson - they have called twice wanting to come home and when i told them they can't they thought it was b/c they fought On one hand I feel bad they think that, but on the other I know they've learned it was not an okay thing to do I LOVE peanut butter but b/c its so high in fat ( I don't like the LF stuff) I have it as a "treat" once or twice a month. Its either not enough sleep yesterday is still lingering ( I do still feel tired which isn't like me) or TOM is creepin' up again (figures!). Oh, yeah, that makes it ok! I couldn't believe it when I stepped on that brat of a scale I have - I had to weigh myself twice! LOL ) They always give me the " but everybody else is" as well and find it gets them nothin' but reprimanded! LOL I use Starr Six Body Fuel (thank you, Paula ). Its a quick, high protein, lowfat breakfast and it holds me over for atleast 4 hours. As for grocery shopping, I don't get any package mixes - just "from scratch" things and it makes my food go farther and is healthier t' boot. Tonight I spent 200 (after 80 in coupons - drives my hubby nuts) and I got food enough for ATLEAST two weeks. The only things we get more often are bread and milk. I am so glad to have kissed those 190's good-bye! You'll catch me soon enough, you'll see Spent over 2 hours in that stinkin' grocery store! I took the kids to Mc D's for their "welcome home" dinner AND I DIDN'T GET A THING!!!! Of course, now I'm starving since I only had a little lunch at 11 and 2 slices of cheese at 3, but will plan my dinner soon and then update. Right now, time to make hubby's dinner and my own then toss the boys into bed for school tomorrow (YAY!) See ya soon But, boy, my taste buds were starvin' for flavor!!! Just wait until they are teenagers! Lol! My daughter is one of those "can't wait to be a teenager" kids. And here I wish I had the "responsibilities" of my 17 year old self! I can't praise protein shakes enough, really. I seriously think thats whats kept me as on track has I have been (can you imagine working in a chocolate factory without it?!?!?!?!?!) Mama just started it and shes noticing a difference too - she is a "snacker" big time! LOL (and I wonder where I got it ) Come on, you nut, toss some veggies in a bowl and go at it! LOL Salads are my " I don't know what I want and am too hungry to think about it" meal! LOL I was so hungry last night I could've eaten a horse! (Isnt' it lean meat?! LOL) I'm busy as always, but I know you have been too. Missed you, too - I'll have to pop on over to your place for an update Then it decided to wake me up at 430 (HH, have you been gettin' vibes??! LOL) Work aughta be fun. On my feet running all over all day It turns out to be like 5 minutes or so - just enough to stuff my face real quick so I don't starve or crash before work is done. Oh well, could be worse! LOL
