I went to the gym tonight and started my TV show for during the workout. About 10 minutes in on the elliptical I didn't feel up to it, so I switched to the treadmill. Another 15 minutes, and it still wasn't clicking, so I tried to go back to the elliptical only to finally realize that something was really off. I felt dizzy and weak like I do when I'm dehydrated (I live in Phoenix, lots of experience with serious dehydration). But, I have been drinking plenty, so I figured maybe it was the food.
This week I have been lower in calories than ever before, twice not even breaking 800. So, I quit working out (deciding it's bad to push a worsening situation), and wandered into the kitchen. I looked around and let myself actually feel "Am I actually hungry? If I am, what for?" Based on this, I made a huge plate of spaghetti and started wolfing it down. And man was I ever hungry!
I managed to stop before I became stuffed, but am more full than I have been in a long time. I am proud - I left some on the plate, and even with my 800 calorie spaghetti feast, I'm under 1800 for the day. I know 1800 is a lot, but it's less than half of what a splurge would have been pre-new-lifestyle.
I feel a lot better physically now that I've eaten. I guess the moral of the story for me is to make sure I get at least 1200 calories.