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Poor Cerella, you seem tired and worn out! Take care of yourself and you might want to tell people to bug off if they bother you with the butting in on your dating life! Take care! HUGS :hug2:
 
Food today

a bowl of honey nut cheerios
1/2 banana

Lunch

pork roast
squash
mixed veggies
a potatoe
3 pieces of aero bar

1 cup of popcorn

Dinner is

salsa chicken breast
sweet potatoes baked
salad

Water

1.5 liters of water

Exercise

40 mins of Tae Bo...

 
hey cerella,

man, girl it just keeps seeming like we are hit and miss with each other lately.. :( hubby is gone for most of the day today. As he went down to southern cali to help his friend deal with some more court bullshit like a grown man can't do it on his own.. lol :) anyways.. things here with hubby have been going good. His doctor yesterday told him she wanted him to lose 20 lbs in 3 months as well as me too... lol she told me to kick his ass in gear and keep mine going as well.. well not really in those words so though...lol anyways.. so now our goal is to lose 20 lbs by the time we see her next which will be at the end of february 2008 so here's to losing 20 lbs with hubby and it never coming back on unless i am preggo with baby number 2 and hopefully that won't happen till i am under 200 lbs.

Anyways.. hope we can connect and either talk on the phone or text or messenger soon. Hubby's gone all day until 11pm so i'll be free if you wanna chat. other then taking alex to the doctors as he's sick.. :( i hate dealing with sick kids.

talk to you soon.
heather
 
Im kinda down...Ive had a bit of down time - this is my third day off and it has been nice...

I got my house clean finally and am gonna work on gettin the xmas decs out and such...

Ive also been having time to think and I hate it...

I wanted things to work out with the x and when things dont I always blame myself and work myself up...why the fuck cant we be enough for him...I really hate it...

Also what gets me going is I need to move on with my life and dont want to...asshole or not he is who I love nad want but we will never be together and he will never be what I need and want...

Plus if I cant evne handle my life - how the hell can I expect anyone else to be able too ???

I have all this negativity surronding me...and eatin at me...

Today Food

3 pancakes with brown sugar
1 glass of milk

1 liter of water

lunch - none - no wonder im hungry - whooops...

snack sunflower seeds...

Exercise in a bit - prob elliptical when the x is visitin...it will help me work out better and resist my urge to see him when he is here...

I did go on a 30 min walk - lol - with the dog - ooppss

So for the first time - I am doing somethign for me - I booked myself a massage for Sunday evening at 5pm...it is with a friend/co-worker - actually she is my boss at work...does aromatheropy massages...it is 55 bucks - bu tI am doing it for me...
 
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Wow Relly, you are doing really well on your food.

I'm so glad for you that your going for the massage, you really deserve it baby :).

I find the key to getting over an X really truly is finding the next dude that you have the hots for. You're concerned they might think things are negative, but you could just **fake it til you make it**. By that I mean if you meet a guy you like you pretend your happy and on the outside you do look like you have it going on, with 2 nice girls and a stable job. Its all how you spin it girl, then you can bitch and moan later once you've snagged them. He he.
 
Howdy Cerella,
Not a bad looking menue there girly!
Way to go on booking you a massage,enjoy!!Have a gr
day Tammy:seeya:
 
That's right, ma ma... way to schedule yourself in for a massage. We, Queen Bees, need to pamper ourselves from time to time. So have you and the girls started with the Christmas decorations yet and also, are we going to see some pix of said act? haha Love yas, Relly... don't be down wrt the ex, girl.

-Sheryl

PS Nice rack av! LMAO
 
Yesturday for exercise - I didnt do anything offical but I did do 1.5 hrs of yard work...and that was that - took the kids shoppin for xmas stuff and that took abt 4 hrs - geeesh - any one who wants to question draggin a 3 old around shoppin as exercise im game - ha ha ha...

we are gonna decorate outside and inside today...biggest delima where to put the damn tree - lol...re-arranging time here we come...*UGH*

And it is snowing so I will get in some exercise by shoveling our driveway...
 
cinderelly said:
And it is snowing so I will get in some exercise by shoveling our driveway...
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Hell, this alone will make you work up a major sweat. Don't be surprised if you lose 5lbs directly after. haha!! I saw your last winter's pictures and that's some mighty snowfall there, baby. haha I hope this winter isn't all too bad. Love yas, ma.

-Sheryl
 
umm... yeah, yard work, holiday decorating, furniture rearranging, snow shoveling & kid wrangling are all exercises in my book! :)

Hang in there & life will look up. I know you would rather be with the ex, but time has shown it wouldn't be a happy life. This way you have a chance. Happiness will come back, but its important to mourn this passing of that dream too. You are on track. Plus the massage is awesome! Taking care of you. Sounds like you are handling life just fine.

Maybe tonight after the kids go down you should treat yourself to a glass of wine & sit down with a pen & paper & jot down a list of all the things that make you happy & all those things you are thankful for. YOU have to refocus YOU. Ain't no one gonna make you happy but you. & you are one pretty cool lady with a lot to be thankful for.

Hope you are having a better day.

I think it 'Tis the Season to be glum everyone in a bit, but we get through it. & a new year & Spring is right around the corner!
 
Damnitt, Relly... I just posted you yesterday about the snow and I woke up to 6 inches of that white crap! WTF? Want to know the funny part.... I had to drop Sean off at work and guess who had to learn how to drive in the snow by herself? Fun times, right! BAH!!! Hope your weekend is going well, beauty.

-Sheryl
 
cinderelly said:
Yesturday for exercise - I didnt do anything offical but I did do 1.5 hrs of yard work...and that was that - took the kids shoppin for xmas stuff and that took abt 4 hrs - geeesh - any one who wants to question draggin a 3 old around shoppin as exercise im game - ha ha ha...

we are gonna decorate outside and inside today...biggest delima where to put the damn tree - lol...re-arranging time here we come...*UGH*

And it is snowing so I will get in some exercise by shoveling our driveway...
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:ack2:SNOW!!!!:ack2:EEEEEEEK thats freaking scary the white stuff makes my life 10 x's harder,kid's,school.driving,shopping all BLAH!with snow!
LMAO I threw out my living room chair to make room for tree in hope to get another 1 around income tax cuz the chair was ruined anyway.
It is hard to take kids shopping,trying to slip in a gift or 2 for them without knowing then them saying"mom can I have this and that"I gotta go pee my leggs hurt I am thirsty I am hungry lol thats what my trips are like and add my lil guy always has to do the DIAPER DEED when we are out and about lol.
Anyway shovilng snow is a gr8 freezing exerasice!Have a gr8 week ahead,Tammy
 
My new true is huge. Moving everything around was tough this year. We're getting snow today--its so not fear. Don't they know that 2 days ago I was in the Bahamas?
 
:seeya: Cerella!!Check in soon BUSY BEE!!Hope your surviving
old man WINTER ewww we are getting hit after midnight 3+ inches
and they are saying the ride to school and work will be a MESS I
am greatful for living 2 blocks away from the school BUT alot of the
teachers live pretty far!STAY WARM and have a nice day,Tammy

:auto:JOE I WISH I WAS HEADING TO THE BAHAMAS ABOUT NOW LOL!:driving:
 
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