June 04 2010
Ok so this morning I got up on time!!!!!! Drum Rollllll Please! 174.2lb Whoo hoo! In 2 more lb I will be at the 20lb loss wich mean 40lb to go. 1/3 of the way to my goal!!!! I really have to step up the exercise cause if I can lose close to 2lb with only one good walk and 2 strolls imagine what I can do if I eat well and bring on the exercise!!!! I feel my motivation picking up again...hopefully my workday won't take it out on me! In other news I am exausted, I got to do something about my daughter sleeping habits, I know I complain a lot about this,,,,it's just so unusuall for her, for god's sake she slept from 6 pm -10pm and then sleep again till 6 am the next morning starting when she was 5 days old. She is 3 she isn't supposed to wake up every hour, and when she sleeps elsewhere she doesn't do it, just with me, wich makes me think I am doing something wrong, lately I have no patience and I snap at her all the time I often have to leave the room she is in just to chill for second it's crazy. Starting next week the only desert she is aloud to have is fruit, she will only be aloud fruits, vegies, and meat, and dairy (as in Yogourt and soy milk) I am cutting off processed crap, I am sure my in laws are feeding the kids all sorts of crap, and my hubby too so no more! I talked it over to my hubby and when we are on holidays and special occasion she can have treats, we will see if that is gonna help. I am also gonna be stricker she is a screamer wheather she is happy or unhappy now she gets a warning and then if she keeps screaming then time out (super nanny style lol)
I have to take controle now, not later you know! I am a bit disapointed, tonight I am bringing the kids over to my sister's (hubby has an appointment on Sat morning at 8 am and no kids are aloud and I need to be there to sign for him if he doesn't understand the DR) I was thinking ok I got one evening with no kids, no hubby, I should try to go out and do something fun, my best friend says she is too tired on friday and suggested we bring the kids to the park on sat afternoon,....doesn't she get that I need no kid time, I never have that unless I am at work! Another of my friends is a newly wed and she has her own friends we hardly ever talk, Others are in new relationship and only do stuff that includ the boy friend.....wich leaves me on my own, so I will just bring the kids to my sisters and go back home. I need to find new friends, I still want to keep the other ones, I just wished that on my one night out I could do something fun you know! I guess I will just stay home blast the music and clean the house for change!
Breakfast
oatmeal, banana, pb 8pts
coffee 2pts
lunch
I fell asleep watching tv last night so no salad I will try to find something healthy and lite...will update later!
Diner
I may not have one ( I have to bring the kids over to my sisters so I may have only a protein shake and then a salad during my very fun evening!)
Have a nice weekend!