Veronique's Diary

wow.. what an active night!

It's called jaundice (sp?). I hope everything is OK with her.

those nachos sound yumtastic.
 
Yes, the term is jaundice. I'm glad she went to the hospital.

It's nice that your husband took your feelings into consideration and brought his friends around to hang out with you so that you would be more comfortable. Be good, resist the temptation. I know how you feel, as yesterday I was having the same problem and urges, and TOM too, so just drink lots of water and take a walk if you can.
 
Hey Veronique that's too bad about your plans being cancelled next week - that would have been a good time. It's also too bad you don't have any fun girls to get you out of the house. For the longest time I didn't get along with my sisters because they are 5 and 7 years older but now that I've grown up we get along much better and enjoy a lot of the same things.
Sounds like last night turned out a lot better than planned! Stay away from the cheese today - you can do it!!
The weather has been crappy here lately too - it's like we got our summer in May and now it's turning into fall already! Have a good day - I hear water is better than cheese :)
 
wow.. what an active night!

It's called jaundice (sp?). I hope everything is OK with her.

those nachos sound yumtastic.

They where yummy and I wish they hadn't brought them into the house! I hope she is gonna be ok, she is such a nice lady and her kids are all grown up her baby is my age they still need her!
 
Yes, the term is jaundice. I'm glad she went to the hospital.

It's nice that your husband took your feelings into consideration and brought his friends around to hang out with you so that you would be more comfortable. Be good, resist the temptation. I know how you feel, as yesterday I was having the same problem and urges, and TOM too, so just drink lots of water and take a walk if you can.

I am drinking lots and lots of water and trying to stay awake...I walk around the office but it's raining outside! After today I should feel better on the upside I didn't get a migrain yesterday wich I usually get the day before so there is an upside!
 
Hey Veronique that's too bad about your plans being cancelled next week - that would have been a good time. It's also too bad you don't have any fun girls to get you out of the house. For the longest time I didn't get along with my sisters because they are 5 and 7 years older but now that I've grown up we get along much better and enjoy a lot of the same things.
Sounds like last night turned out a lot better than planned! Stay away from the cheese today - you can do it!!
The weather has been crappy here lately too - it's like we got our summer in May and now it's turning into fall already! Have a good day - I hear water is better than cheese :)

My sisters and I get along great it just that we are not into the same things they are in there 40's they have teenager not babies and mostly look at me almost like I am their child instead of sister, they are fun to talk with and stuff but they won't go out to the same things I do!

Ok water is not better then cheese in the taste sence but for the weight loss thing I got to agree....I probably shouldn't say that since hubby works for a cheese factory but it's still the truth.

For the weekend I doubt any of us would have been in the mood to celebrate so I think it's just postponed but quite frankly once you have been to see male dancers why go back, last time one of the dancer was trying to pick me up ewwww lol he even gave me his email ( I wonder how many people he gave it too but really who would want to date a male stripper) I would rather go to a club and dance!
 
quite frankly once you have been to see male dancers why go back, last time one of the dancer was trying to pick me up ewwww lol he even gave me his email ( I wonder how many people he gave it too but really who would want to date a male stripper) I would rather go to a club and dance!

RIGHT!! I hear that, you see one male dancer you seen them all. I didn't think it was that much of a thrill, but it is a fun time with the girls, and that is all that matters, we'll have fun anyway we do it. He probably gave that email to everyone, and was hoping to promote his entertainment!

Too bad your sisters aren't in to having fun like you. My sister and I are 4 years apart and I couldn't stand her trying to follow me around when I was a teen, but now we are both in our twenties, we are like best friends, and we hang out together and throw bbq's all the time. Hhhmmm, is there anything you guys like, that you could do together?
 
RIGHT!! I hear that, you see one male dancer you seen them all. I didn't think it was that much of a thrill, but it is a fun time with the girls, and that is all that matters, we'll have fun anyway we do it. He probably gave that email to everyone, and was hoping to promote his entertainment!

Too bad your sisters aren't in to having fun like you. My sister and I are 4 years apart and I couldn't stand her trying to follow me around when I was a teen, but now we are both in our twenties, we are like best friends, and we hang out together and throw bbq's all the time. Hhhmmm, is there anything you guys like, that you could do together?

We are not in the same stage of life so not really. One of my sister is a farmers wife so she takes care of the house and helps out on the farm and on weekends when they can they ride their motorcycle or skidoo depending on the time of the year. My other sister is Agoraphobic seriously she never leaves home anymore, she gets panic attacks so I have to go visit her at home and I can't stand her boyfriend.....He is from the province of quebec and hates Ontarians wich I am (technically so is my sister but she has been living on the Quebec side for over 20years now) when I go there he is always trying to insult me so basically I call her once in a while and that is it. I have 11 and 13 years age differance with my sisters so we are not even the same generation they moved out I was 7yrs old so like I said they feel more like a mom then sisters.
 
We are not in the same stage of life so not really. One of my sister is a farmers wife so she takes care of the house and helps out on the farm and on weekends when they can they ride their motorcycle or skidoo depending on the time of the year. My other sister is Agoraphobic seriously she never leaves home anymore, she gets panic attacks so I have to go visit her at home and I can't stand her boyfriend.....He is from the province of quebec and hates Ontarians wich I am (technically so is my sister but she has been living on the Quebec side for over 20years now) when I go there he is always trying to insult me so basically I call her once in a while and that is it. I have 11 and 13 years age differance with my sisters so we are not even the same generation they moved out I was 7yrs old so like I said they feel more like a mom then sisters.

Wow, that reminds me of how active and alive I wanna be as I get older. We can get my grandmother to go out dancing with us! She is pretty active, crabbing, fishing, playing cards and having a beer. That's what I wanna be like, my grandma. But hey, maybe they are enjoying themselves with what they do. Personally, I never want to be shut off from the world. Oh well, you have your online sisters. SISTER FROM ANOTHER MISTER!!! Don't mind me, I'm crazy sometimes. Have a Wonderful day.
 
Wow, that reminds me of how active and alive I wanna be as I get older. We can get my grandmother to go out dancing with us! She is pretty active, crabbing, fishing, playing cards and having a beer. That's what I wanna be like, my grandma. But hey, maybe they are enjoying themselves with what they do. Personally, I never want to be shut off from the world. Oh well, you have your online sisters. SISTER FROM ANOTHER MISTER!!! Don't mind me, I'm crazy sometimes. Have a Wonderful day.

I like crazy the world would be a boring place if we had was "normal" people.
I am hoping my sister will start going out again she used to be outgoing and the kind of person who will strike up a conversation with anyone anywhere. Always used to have a line up a guys aroud her. She was in an abusive realtionship and now she is shut out from the world. I wish she would get help. It's a good thing I have this web site!!!
 
June 17

Good Morning

Ok so let's start with some good news, my sister's in law mom is going to be fine, she has a liver stone blocking something and that is what's causing the jaundise so she is back home until next week, she goes back into the hospital for a day and they will do a lazer surgery to remove the stone. We are very releived!

I didn't exercise yesterday I put on my workout clothes put the DVD in then my daughter was in the living room, so I took her back to bed supper nanny style no talking! I went back to the living room and went to press play there was my daughter again, so repeated the same steps........that went on till 12 am! Why did I ever take her out of her crib........right she used to be a good sleeper. Lately she is driving me crazy, either she is trying to kill me with sleep deprivation, or she just enjoyes seeing me fat and unhappy and his determine to ruin my efforts I don't know. ( I know she is 3 and probably not doing this on purpose but I need to get my me time and sleep time fast) I have worked so hard just to keep eating well last night I keept looking for junk all we had is candy which I don't care for so yay no snacking. I want to go see my DR and take some time away from work nothing big just like a week but I am afraid that will hurt my chances on another job so I don't know what to do. Kid should come with an operating manual, or a pause button lol!

I will attempt the workout tonight again but hubby is off wich mean I will have to fight for one our of the TV cause he will want to play with his WII. I wasn't kidding when I said my husband was still a teenager at heart. Next life time I am not getting involved with a gamer! LOL!!! So that is my rant of the day I still don't have a lunch cause I didn't do any grocerie shopping I am stiking to low calori stuff but I miss my salads.....I really need to step it up cause if I keep going the way I am I will still be on here venting in 20 years! I don't know if I will be on here much today I am in a very sour mood and I don't want to pass it on to anyone!

Breakfast
oatmeal, pb (no banana) 6pts
coffee 2pts

lunch
what ever I can get my hands on

diner
what ever hubby does if it doesn't contain meat.

Wow my week is not well organiseb but I am going to do groceries tonight!
 
Hi Veronique - sorry to hear you had a hard night with your daughter again! Makes me rethink having kids, lol! I love, love, love sleep!
You just have to stay strong one more day before weigh-in - you can do it! Your eating has been great this week and you've lost before without a lot of exercise so just try to stay positive. I'm sure walking your daughter to bed all those times counts for something - more than your hubby did sitting on the couch playing games! That would drive me crazy if there were other things I could find for him to do - like help with house work or be the one to take your daughter back to bed. Maybe he will surprise you and let you have some free time to yourself tonight and put the kids to bed. Here's hoping! Hope your morning gets better :)
 
Hi Veronique - sorry to hear you had a hard night with your daughter again! Makes me rethink having kids, lol! I love, love, love sleep!
You just have to stay strong one more day before weigh-in - you can do it! Your eating has been great this week and you've lost before without a lot of exercise so just try to stay positive. I'm sure walking your daughter to bed all those times counts for something - more than your hubby did sitting on the couch playing games! That would drive me crazy if there were other things I could find for him to do - like help with house work or be the one to take your daughter back to bed. Maybe he will surprise you and let you have some free time to yourself tonight and put the kids to bed. Here's hoping! Hope your morning gets better :)

Lol he does some house work during the day, but in the evening he meets other people online and play stupid war games, last night the hubby was working, he is on the night shift this week, my daughter wants me to put her to bed. I think it's something in me that triggers her sleep problem she only does it to me, at night I am tired impatient and if she doesn't listen I yell a lot I just loose controle. I am thinking of asking my mom to take her for a couple days so I can rest up and recharge but then it will only be worst when she comes back cause she will have missed me. When you have kids if they use a pacy take it away before 18 months of age and you could probably skip this whole stage. She slept from 10 pm to 6 am at 5 days of age so really I shouldn't complain lol and scare you into rethinking the whole kids thing, also your hunny might be more hands on for that part then mine, waking my husband takes to much work lol so I just do it myself.
 
Gosh, what is it with men and video games?! I suppose they think the same about women and shopping, though :p Sorry to hear you're frustrated with everything going on right now... just remember tomorrow is a new day and there's always a fresh start! Maybe if you can't get the TV to work out you could just go for a brisk walk if it's nice out? Plus it will give you lots of time to cool off and get some alone time from the kids! Great job on the no snacking last night... I could not have passed up on candy! Anyway, take care and keep your chin up :)
 
Gosh, what is it with men and video games?! I suppose they think the same about women and shopping, though :p Sorry to hear you're frustrated with everything going on right now... just remember tomorrow is a new day and there's always a fresh start! Maybe if you can't get the TV to work out you could just go for a brisk walk if it's nice out? Plus it will give you lots of time to cool off and get some alone time from the kids! Great job on the no snacking last night... I could not have passed up on candy! Anyway, take care and keep your chin up :)

I don't know what the deal is with video games...I think my hubby was born with a nintendo controller in his hands lol. I think being a mom is a frustrading job at times...worth it but very frustrading, it wasn't so hard not snacking cause there really wasn't anything to snack on lol I am not a candy person lolipops and stuff I never really was into that stuff that is why it's the only junk my hubby (who's nicknam in school was candy man) is aloud to have in the house it doesn't bother me one bit. Chips and chocolat and ice cream where my drugs of choice!!!!! Thanks for stopping by!
 
June 18 2010

Good morning! ok so today was weight in day. I am at 175.0 so not really a loss but no gain....TOM is here, and my week wasn't great, my mood was off and my energy was not existant so all in all I am kind of happy with this number. So yesterday my hubby ended up working and his mom had ordered Pizza ( are they doing this on purpose to stop me from getting to my goals)
I thanked her and put the Pizza in a ZIP LOCK bag and told her I would eat ladder but when I got home once bath time was over and my son was sleeping my daughter wanted to watch a movie instead of a story so what I did was put in amovie in my bedroom and I made myself a tuna salad, spinach, cucubers, red oignion, red pepper and green peppers and some mushrooms with tuna of course and 2 tbsp of dressing. so that was about 2pts and high on iron and I need that. I ate my salad while watching the movie with my daughter thinking giving her more attention would help you know quiet time with mommy extented before bed, nope she didn't sleep till 10 better then 12 am but still she is exausted this morning I had a hard time to get her up and ready she peed in bed as well during the night, so this week end she is going on a vaccation somewhere my sister or brother in law but someone is will have to take her before I go in a comma or something!
I should have done the weight loss thing when I was younger and had no kids it was much easier. My brother in law and his wife have been trying to lose weight and they keep saying how hard it is and I keep thinking yes it is hard but you have time and money to go a gym why are you at home sitting on your couch get out do something, or come and sit on my couch while I go out and work out! At least people are noticing that I am shrinking.

Breakfast
Coffee 2pts
Yogour Strawberri, blue berries, rasberries and granola 5pts

snack
green tea ( I have to start drinking it again)

Lunch
Pizza 4pts ( I would rather eat it at lunch then diner)
I will go for a walk

if I am hungry I have some mixed berries left about 1 cup 1pts
12 pts used before diner 11 pts left.
diner
Spinach salad with feta and chicken I will firgure out the pts when I make it.
 
Not a bad weigh in being that it's that time of the month! Good choice with the tuna salad last night instead of pizza. The pizza probably would have affected your weigh in for the worse. Keep it up during the weekend and hopefully next week will go more smoothly with everything. Chat with ya later!
 
Veronique,

I'm back. Just catching up with your journal. No gain is really good during TOM. You are doing so well. I was away for too long, so now I'm gonna catch up with the rest of the journal. Have a fantastic weekend!

xoxo
Juni
 
I should have done the weight loss thing when I was younger and had no kids it was much easier. My brother in law and his wife have been trying to lose weight and they keep saying how hard it is and I keep thinking yes it is hard but you have time and money to go a gym why are you at home sitting on your couch get out do something, or come and sit on my couch while I go out and work out! At least people are noticing that I am shrinking.

I could not agree more!!! Having kids makes this SO MUCH MORE HARDER! Its just not having the time to do all the stuff you want to do for yourself for losing weight when you have all the stuff to do for the family and for work! There's not enough hours in the day and I find the stuff for "me" is the first to go by the wayside.
 
Hey there lady! I've been bad again, not getting on this site enough... uggh. Hope everything is well- I've missed to much to catch up on, sorry! :rolleyes: lol
 
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