txsqlchick's diary

OK, I actually posted my before picture in the appropriate forum. This is the only place I'd ever have the guts to do something like that.

As you can see from the pic, I'm still too embarrassed to show my face. So I blocked it out.
 
Ok, nobody reads this shit and nobody cares.

Not going to update it anymore.

I'll just do this alone, like I have to do every fucking thing in my life.
 
you aren't alone.. jsut because there aren't any comments doesn't mean that someone's not reading.

Diaries on this forum move pretty quickly- either fortunately or unfortunately and they often drop to a second page...
 
Gotta agree with Mal - and not because if I didn't she'd kick my ass - but because things just move too quickly for me on the diaries. When I come to post 24 hours after last posting on my diary, it's down on page 3 or 4, that's how quick it is. I just don't have time to 'get into' someone's diary - if I do post it's usually more of a drive-by posting just to congratulate on progress etc...

However, after you posted on my diary I thougt I'd take a look and see how you're doing and I can definately state that at least this particular weight loser is reading this 'shit', so I hope you change your mind and continue updating. You have my attention now, I want to know how it all turns out! :)

You're definately not alone here.
 
HEY I POSTED! what am I chopped liver? J/k!!
I view the diary part of this website as a personal thing, so you can go back and track your progress, your trials, your tribulations...emotions...so on and so forth. other people leaving a message is just a bonus.
Now I'm off to go and find your pics and post there too!
 
I'm having a shitty time of it right now; I think I've posted here before that my stupid ass fiance got cold feet and decided he didn't want to be married to anyone again (opposite of what he said before) and didn't want any more children (definitely the opposite of what he said before) so I'm in that "I think all people are lying to me for their own personal benefit" phase.

Plus work sucks.

Plus I'm late. Yeah, that kind of late. That's all I need. I keep praying for the crimson goddess to appear and she doesn't. So that's more stress I don't need.
 
I've been the same weight 3 days running, but I think that's because I'm about to start my monthlies and I usually gain during that time.

I've stepped up the intensity of my elliptical workout because I can't increase the time I spend at the gym on my lunch break.

Right now I'm chowing down on a 390 calorie lean cuisine microwave meal for my lunch. Yippee!
 
I loath monthlies. I also loath lean cuisine but often times its the most convenient calorie controlled thing I can find or think of. I guess my alltime fav lean cuisine is the lasagna...but I always get the chicken marsala cause its the lowest in calories at 180 cals per serving. That way I can eat that and have a peice of fruit and feel satisfied a least that I got something fresh in.

I ahve the same problem with thinking people are self serving liars. I've been through many a bad relationship. I've been proposed to had the proposal "taken back" because of the "I don't want to get married right now" excuse. Its a huge issue that has plagued me through my current relationship and I really have to work hard to trust my SO. I just have to keep reminding myself that I deserve to be loved.

You deserve to be loved, and to be happy and to find the person who will give you what you want. Chin up girl, good luck with that monthly...
 
txsqlchick said:
shitty time... stupid ass fiance... work sucks
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Keep your chin up txsqlchick, and don't let the bastards grind you down. You're better than they are, you deserve better and you'll get better, just stick at it.

txsqlchick said:
Plus I'm late. Yeah, that kind of late.
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Being a boy I'm not an expert on such issues, but...

txsqlchick said:
So that's more stress I don't need.
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Could the original stress be the culprit?? Either way, got my fingers crossed for you.
 
Stan said:
Keep your chin up txsqlchick, and don't let the bastards grind you down. You're better than they are, you deserve better and you'll get better, just stick at it.



Being a boy I'm not an expert on such issues, but...



Could the original stress be the culprit?? Either way, got my fingers crossed for you.
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Since I feel like I'm about to start my monthlies any second now, I don't think he knocked me up.

Not like he could have afforded child support anyway; his 2 daughters and his ex-wife take a lot of what he earns and the rest of it goes to pay debt that his ex-wife ran up.
 
Lost another pound and bought a smaller size of my regular jeans. They're pretty tight but I couldn't zip them up before I started losing weight. So, yay.
 
way to go on the smaller size... that, to me anyhow, always meant a lot more than readings on the scale... well done :D
 
Ate like a pig on the weekend and still managed to lose weight, probably because I'm just coming off my TOM and am tinkling out all the bloat. Yippee.
 
Down to 243.2 lbs; that's a total loss of 13.4 lbs in one month.

Is that good? I feel that it's not enough. I dunno.
 
that's over 5 percent by my rough calculations.. that's great...

What would be enough?

I've been on this site a long time -and I've seen a lot of people give up because what they thought they should be doing wasnt in line with what they were actually doing... Be careful of that... You might not have been perfect - but who is? Did you learn something this past month? Did you make better choices this month?

5 percent is worthy of celebration - and make note of other things to celebrate..

What did you do right this past month?
 
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