twolilangels - a journal of a tired mommy...LOL

Couldn't sleep, even though I'm sooo tired...so I thought I'd come check on you. Get some rest and I'll talk to you in the am! Nite Nite! :)
 
AAAWWW thanx OHD you do love me...*SHUCKS* *BLUSHES* LOL ... Wanna hear something funny, tonight while talking to my X he told me that I NEED to be his friend...I guess however it will take a bigger person to end all this...
 
TLA, I reread my post and your answer. I want to say I'm sorry for being so pushy on my opinion. I projected my feelings about my situation onto your situation without knowing your whole story.

It sounds like you are a wonderful mom, and you want the best for yourself and your family. It's tough to love someone who apparently just isn't mature enough, yet. You have a positive outlook in spite of all you've gone through in life, and now you are working to improve your health and your body.

I know you will succeed.
 
Oy, Cerella, I'm sure you know my feelings about ex's:rolleyes: I would have to say though, that anyone who would walk out on a woman who was 9 months pregnant doesn't deserve that many chances:( Do what you gotta do for the kids, but keep your heart free of him! You deserve so much better, and you need to set an example for your daughters...especially the oldest one right now. Show her that women deserve to be treated well.

Way to go on the exercise; you moved a couch up stairs by YOURSELF?:eek:
 
sweetheart. you don't need to be his friend... friends are people you WANT to have in your life... you don't need the crap that he's put you thru.. you deserve better than that...

Your girls should have a father, rather a male role model that they can look up to, doesn't sound he is that role model...

Hang in there...
 
Patty said:
TLA, I reread my post and your answer. I want to say I'm sorry for being so pushy on my opinion. I projected my feelings about my situation onto your situation without knowing your whole story.
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No worries, I am the same way...I say what I want and what I am feeling...you werent pushy at all...*HUGS* Ive been through alot that is only part of it, I just like to think that all this crap has made me become the person I am today...*Bitter and Angry and Resentful...LOL* Just kidding...
 
maleficent said:
friends are people you WANT to have in your life...

Your girls should have a father, rather a male role model that they can look up to, doesn't sound he is that role model...
Nope he isnt...LOL...He was the only father my oldest ever knew and when he came back into our lives for my youngest first bday...it had been 6 months ssince any contact or seeing him...he completely ignored my oldest...Brought a bunch of gifts for the youngest...brought nothing for the oldest and didnt even say hi or wish her a happy bday...Nice hey...The friend thing good way of saying it, I use to tell him that I choose not to be his friend, because my friends respect me and listen to me and help me...they dont hurt me or put me down...

I have this friend that he puts down alot as well because she served him his court papers...anyway he would say how scary she is and how much he dislikes her and so on and so on...she was the reason we had food to eat and that my youngest had diapers to wear...If it werent for her and her help and invovlement soemtimes we wouldnt have even eaten...BLAH...LOL...he is a loooser...he gets upset at me b/c I will never trust him with her, to take her or be alone with her...look at all the crap he has done to me, nope will never trust him, I will never need a break badly enough to sacrifice her saftey and well being...he is unstable and no consistant that is why I operate the way that I do...
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woah...didn't know there r so many jerks around. hmmmm gettin the fear of marriage now.

anyway hang on there ya! U hv FRIENDS here.:D

hv a good weekend.
 
twolilangels said:
maleficent said:
friends are people you WANT to have in your life...

Your girls should have a father, rather a male role model that they can look up to, doesn't sound he is that role model...
Nope he isnt...LOL...He was the only father my oldest ever knew and when he came back into our lives for my youngest first bday...it had been 6 months ssince any contact or seeing him...he completely ignored my oldest...Brought a bunch of gifts for the youngest...brought nothing for the oldest and didnt even say hi or wish her a happy bday...Nice hey...The friend thing good way of saying it, I use to tell him that I choose not to be his friend, because my friends respect me and listen to me and help me...they dont hurt me or put me down...

I have this friend that he puts down alot as well because she served him his court papers...anyway he would say how scary she is and how much he dislikes her and so on and so on...she was the reason we had food to eat and that my youngest had diapers to wear...If it werent for her and her help and invovlement soemtimes we wouldnt have even eaten...BLAH...LOL...he is a loooser...he gets upset at me b/c I will never trust him with her, to take her or be alone with her...look at all the crap he has done to me, nope will never trust him, I will never need a break badly enough to sacrifice her saftey and well being...he is unstable and no consistant that is why I operate the way that I do...
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I agree with your position here, so what if biologically he's her dad..he's not a responsible adult so I think you're more than justified in your decision. He's an ass...did I mention that? :p :p I don't think I've ever used that word so much in all my life! ROTFL :p
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Hi there TLA,
Like Tammy, I'm just stopping in to say hi and wish you a great weekend :) I read a little of your diary the past few days, but I haven't had a lot of time to post, but I did want to say you're in my thoughts.

Don't settle for crap hun, you and those two little angles DESERVE a hell of a lot more then the ex.

Remember, love stems from trust and respect.
Hugs,
 
AAAWWW Thanx Gals I will try to stop in later on and get some comp/journal/diary time...I was so exhausted yesturday used the comp for like 10 mins and was asleep on the couch at 930 with my youngest, LOL...Will touch base later on today...*BIG HUGS and BIG SMILES*

Im also seriously considering quiting Curves and moving on to something else or just doing it from home...
 
Hello TLA,
Well it's Saturday and hope your day is going well!
I always see the commercials for curves looks intersting?
I am interested in the slim in 6 theat beachbody workout's! I
am checking out ebay but not sure on what video to start with?
Well glad you got some rest I can use a cat nap!Have a gr8 day!
Tammy:)
 
twolilangels said:
AAAWWW Thanx Gals I will try to stop in later on and get some comp/journal/diary time...I was so exhausted yesturday used the comp for like 10 mins and was asleep on the couch at 930 with my youngest, LOL...Will touch base later on today...*BIG HUGS and BIG SMILES*

Im also seriously considering quiting Curves and moving on to something else or just doing it from home...
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Who, whoa...what's this talk about quitting Curves? Why? What's going on? Too little time? I'll tell you my take on it. I HAVE to go to Curves because despite my best intentions I just will not get it done at home. I have purchased Winsar Pilates, various yoga programs and a some other program that cost me an arm and a leg and I never followed through with. The programs are great and would work if I followed through but for me it's so hard to stay focused and get it done consistently at home. Breana will want or need something, the phone rings with an "emergency"....always something. So I need that 30 minutes just for me, where the phone won't ring and my child won't need me to stop and watch her do some silly dance she saw on Disney channel, which is the equivalent of an emergency for her. Not that I mind being there for my child or my friends, but I need that 30 minutes just for me or I just want get the exercise in consistently.

My 2 cents, you might be different.
 
Well...LOL...Im not thinking abt giving up on my exercise, I would just liek somethign that fits my routine/schedule/life a bt better adn to be honest I am more consistant with my at home video's than I am Curves...My Curves just under went new owners and I really dislike thema nd the atomspere so far...I am less motivated to go there period...Ever since the switch over it isnt the same, I am goign to try the other one around me and if I still feel the same I will quit and then join somewhere else...what i would really like to do is join somewhere with child minding and that offers areobic classes as well...Im just not feeling Curves as much ...I will not give up entirely untill I try out the other one...it was managed by the same woman and the same team members work there so I am hoping that it will be like my other one...
 
Im reporting that I am feeling better and that I had a good day yesturday...I took the girls to the park where we walked for like and hour and then went on the train ride and played and such...anyway I tried roller blading..it is hard and I was so scared...ssshhh...dont tell anyone, LOL...I also walked and jogged and jogged when pushing my 12 yr old on her roller blades...just wanted to report in...I stopped by some diaries will try for more later on...Oh and I went out yesturday and had a small dq oreo blizzard and it totally fit into my day as far as calories...LOL..Im very proud of myself...
 
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