See, that's where you have me wrong. Usually I'm very satisfied with things. I have little or no ambitions as far as my career. I had those opportunities earlier in life and chose a different way. My way is one of peace and love and enjoyment of the beauty that is this world.
Up, I almost started preaching. Can't do that, now, can we?
Nah, for this I think I was looking at things a bit skewed. I thought that given my BF% when I started out, and what my lean mass calculated to, 195 would put me at about 15%. Now either I lost a lot of lean mass or the original % was off. I'm not looking to look good. That will never happen. I just want to be healthy and live a long happy life.