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LMAO!!!! okay, I KNOW your not sitting in front of a puter all day wasting time, but by reading your thread and reply I thought you were asking everyone if you should go now or wait for a few days to see your doc, that's the only reason I stress getting it done asap!! Which as we can see you have already done. WELL DONE!! Everything is chipper, and let's just move on to the next subject, so when is the next major bike ride for you??? How is the food intake these days??? I LUB YA WISHES!!! :seeya:
 
food intake is good, no loss yet though after a week back on the 1500ish calories a day and cycling heaps. Now i dont feel like cycling i just wanna curl up in bed - only i cant sleep either. Last night i was bawling my eyes out on and off, today im just strung out and over tired.

I guess it makes you re-evaluate your life a lot though, appretiate what you have (not that i didnt) etc.
For the last 8 years or so everything has been perfect, seriously happy times for me. If i died now i would have died happy. I have 4 wonderful kids, a totally awesome husband, great job etc. I mean yeah you have your usual arguments and stressful times but overall its been a real 'happy ever after' type scenario :)

But yeah, i know that SHOULD i end up having anything, i know my kids will be awesome, and my hubby, my only regret will be that i wont be able to donate the kidney to my brother after all.
 
Sorry. I didn't mean to imply that you weren't going to do anything about it. I must have misunderstood your post. I thought you were debating between making a Dr. appt or going to the ER.

Take care, wishes.
 
Hi Wishes,

I'm going to say a prayer for you and keep you in my thoughts. I hope that it gets sorted out soon so you'll know one way or the other.

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Oh honey, I leave you alone for one day and all hell breaks lose! I'm so conceited that I might even believe that my presence alone has been holding your life together. LOL. I know its bullshit. You can survive anything...the good and the bad. Everything that feels like it is going to fall apart WILL come back together again. Once you know whats going on, you'll figure things out. I know that the waiting is probably the worst and that nothing I can say will make it better. All I will say is that I am definitely thinking about you with all my fingers and toes crossed.
 
*sigh* im still tired, feeling up and down like somebody died and i dont even know if i have anything.

Eating was ok, muesli with banana for breaky, big mac and fries for lunch, banana for arvo tea, and filled toasted pita bread for dinner. Then i plan on riding out with the guys just so i can get out of the house, get some exercise and clear my head.

fitday says about 2000 calories which is over my 1500, but yeah im seriously not worried lol.
i always overeat when im tired, being stressed doest help. Cycling tonight will help counter it.
 
Distance: 37.82 km
Time: 1:24:00
Avg Speed: 27 km/ph
Calories Burnt: 1463

Rode with my old buddies that i hadnt ridden with in a while. They were proud of how much they had improved, i said it was awesome, unfortunatly for them i had improved a fair but more.
Different people led the ride, and occasionally we left a few behind and had to slow down for them to catch up (as is usual). I think 3 of us were really fit and the others not quiet as much. Anyway as we headed up a fairly steep and long hill i led off from the lights. I knew the road and so led the way. I knew they were behind me because i could see their lights shining on the ground.
Anyway 1km of steep uphill, i got to the top, stopped, checked behind me to make sure we hadnt lost anyone. one guy pulled up behind me panting like a dog, the guy behind him stopped got off and flopped on the grass ... and the rest ... well lets just say we had to wait a while because they were so far back. Apparently i had set a very quick pace up the hill!

Anyway hopefully ill be able to sleep better tonight.
 
I really envy you and your bike riding skills, I used to ride EVERYWHERE as a teenager, I mean everywhere, no wonder I stayed in shape for such a long time, and now I don't ride at all, because I never have time it seems when the weather is nice out. Your so lucky to be able to enjoy the bike ride, friends and fun. Good for you getting it done girl!!!
YOUR AMAZING
Kim
 
yeah im trying to make the most of it before winter kicks in - last winter was aweful and i hated it. This winter im prepared with winter gear already. I want to keep my fitness up and good.
 
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yeah im trying to make the most of it before winter kicks in - last winter was aweful and i hated it. This winter im prepared with winter gear already. I want to keep my fitness up and good.
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Yeah, I think we are just now getting out of winter, it was bad here this year, way to much ice and well we all know you can't do anything on ice, except for skate, and well even that gets boring after a few times. Plus, I'm not a cold weather person, puts me in the blues for some reason. Maybe next month my H and I will get the bikes put in the back of the truck and ride over to lake and ride around that, I'm sure it's a lot of miles, but it would be pretty, I'm really going to do that this year, mark my words! You keep my interest perking on the biking, so I thank you!
 
winter in nz where i am is usually pretty mild by your standerds :)
lots of rain and wind and the occasional stormy stuff, no snow at all, the occasional ice though.
Winter down the other end of NZ has ice and snow - but we dont see it, we just get the icey chill - which can be a killer when you're cycling!
 
wishes said:
Distance: 37.82 km
Time: 1:24:00
Avg Speed: 27 km/ph
Calories Burnt: 1463

Rode with my old buddies that i hadnt ridden with in a while. They were proud of how much they had improved, i said it was awesome, unfortunatly for them i had improved a fair but more.
Different people led the ride, and occasionally we left a few behind and had to slow down for them to catch up (as is usual). I think 3 of us were really fit and the others not quiet as much. Anyway as we headed up a fairly steep and long hill i led off from the lights. I knew the road and so led the way. I knew they were behind me because i could see their lights shining on the ground.
Anyway 1km of steep uphill, i got to the top, stopped, checked behind me to make sure we hadnt lost anyone. one guy pulled up behind me panting like a dog, the guy behind him stopped got off and flopped on the grass ... and the rest ... well lets just say we had to wait a while because they were so far back. Apparently i had set a very quick pace up the hill!

Anyway hopefully ill be able to sleep better tonight.
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What a nice well-timed ride. Well timed in so many ways!! I hope you slept as well as you deserved after all that. :)
 
today is the day, ive been alternating thinking 'oh its all my my head, nothing wrong with me' to 'oh god what if i have cancer'

So many things have been put on hold, dont want to plan a party we were going to have for husband and a friend etc until we know. For now im in a 'its all in my head, im just being paranoid and im gonna feel very stupid when its nothing' moment.
 
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