I dunno if this is the place to say anything here, but i need to vent and just get it out.
Be aware this is a personal and descriptive post.
Ive had a sensitive nipple on and off, with odd peeling and itchyness, then recently my whole right boob has been tender. I began to get a bit worried, and looked up online breast cancer last night.
I didnt have any of the usual symptoms until i read about a particular form called Pagets Disease. Basiclly its where you have normal breast cancer thats not detected but part of it goes up the breast ducts and sits behind the nipple. So i felt there, wasnt sure if that was a normal lump or not. I got the husband to look and he says there is definatly a lump thats not in the other one.
So now im really upset, im going straight up to the doctor first thing in the morning, im absolutly crapping myself. Im not even on the downhill of 30s yet! i have 4 kids! i cant have cancer!
So yeah i dont feel like sleeping, i feel like eating tons of crap, i just dont know what to do other than panic. If i do have cancer it not only ruins my own life somewhat, but i cant donate the kidney to my brother.
Anyway, if im out of sorts for the next few days thats why. I think ill go lay down and cry